heatherbee's Blog

...better stay where I put it...
Date: Mar 5th, 2006 2:38:50 pm - Subscribe
Mood: dodgy


Shrek and Donkey. Ha...I'm in a little corner of heaven this weekend. My brother and sister came to visit...they just left. I'm laying in the chair (because my back is still hurting, though not as bad) listening to Shrek 2 on TV and watching my fiance build things with legos. I went to church this morning and they prayed for healing over my back. Ha...I just noticed that the "mood" thing came up automatically "dodgy"...I love that. That was my host brother in Ireland's word for everything...therefore I will leave it, whether or not I really feel dodgy. It's so weird to see my brother and sister "grown up" ...one 20 and one 16. It feels like I moved out so long ago. I read of a "light industrial" job through a temp agency in Findlay...I'm calling them in the morning...and hopefully that works out. It's first shift and it says that there are many "sit down" jobs. I think I could handle that right now. No, it isn't exactly social work like my license and degree say I am capable of, but it would be something to pay my bills and make me feel like I have a direction and something to do. I'm so done just sitting around and trying to see how long I can sleep so that more of the day will be gone when I get up and I won't have to endure as much. My brother borrowed my camera and brought it back broken. Well, I don't blame him for it at all, really, it has needed love for some time now. But his using it makes me realize yet again that I need to start taking pictures again. It's something I enjoy and makes me feel real. I am so antsy to get married. To have him with me all the time. I feel so full and right when we are together. There have been times when I have stayed at his apartment for long periods of time and it amazes me to see how it feels. We sometimes fight when we dont' see each other very often. I think it's the fact that I am a facial and body language reader. I feel like when I'm talking to him on the phone that he isn't responding to me right or that he is not "with" me in conversation. Anyhow, I think that's all I want to say for now...I am getting excited about wedding planning...starting soon...as soon as I can stand up for extended periods of time and not feel stinging pain...

Heather, out.

(sorry, I have a strange and all-encompassing obsession with all things American Idol....did you notice that he doesn't say that anymore? )....anyhow...
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