hemlock's Blog

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Date: Jun 25th, 2005 11:49:08 pm - Subscribe
Mood: upside-down
Music of the Moment: Other Side of The World - KT Tunstall

Don't really know why I decided to start a blog. Besides venting my own personal frustrations or sharing my joy with whoever who stumbles upon this rock in cyberspace, this isn't going to be informative or of any practical use to anyone else.

I feel so tired and horrendously spent. Like there isn't enough of me to go around. As if I give and give, and it isn't enough and because of that I still feel damned selfish.

At least, I'm starting school on the 25th of July and settling my moving out into the dorm and all the other matters and issues that come along with it. Mom isn't taking my moving out too easily. Dad's dealing with it quietly. But they're disappointed that I decided to leave the nest for no apparently good reason.

I think that if I were to move out, things would be a lot more peaceful... We wouldn't be at each other's throats over every single small detail.

And I don't have to do housework.

Wonder if I'll ever start writing again. Not blog or journal writing... but my amateur poetry and prose. I've never finished a work on my own... and all the ideas seem jaded once I put it to flesh.

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