  jessicaev3r is also known as belle or carmine evangelic. she does not conform to starbucks' mass corporation of zombiefied coffee drinkers, but prefers the hot chocolates and cappucinos of costa coffee. currently studying psychology, she hopes to bring forth a zeitgeist (as she has been told she is more than capable) and hopes to help people and change the human way. nothing is better than Nietzsche and pie. she likes writing randomly and sometimes creatively, and has more passion than most. it has been said that, "true love is not loving a perfect person, perfectly. it's loving an imperfect person, perfectly" and she believes in this quote fervently. p.s. i'm a little bird of prey. view recent entries / profile / friends / archive / rss / Aeonity Blog |
| this life's a beast of a burden |
Sep 8th, 2011 2:39:21 pm - Subscribe |
| longing to write, but i don't know what to write about. all i'm imagining is quite dark, quite mysterious and secretive. writing takes energy though, and i don't have much energy to expend. the days are getting shorter, it's darker, the death of life has come round again. it's weird to think it's been a year. because it doesn't feel better but it's not a lot worse. all i can think about is f+tm's tune about virginia woolf, and her pocketful of stones. the water, always. i need to go back to the sea. also, i was considering getting light therapy or just, idk, getting one of those intensive light things off amazon. my neck is itchy. it's weird. anyway. since i am no longer writing good things, i'm gone. oh, my love don't forsake me, take what the water gave me. |
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i am: mysterious |
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| i told you to be patient, and i told you to be kind |
May 8th, 2011 3:28:05 pm - Subscribe |
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i am: hot hot heat |
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| I hope to god |
Jan 13th, 2010 3:05:06 am - Subscribe |
| That things will improve. That's all I can express right now. Ciao. | |
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| A new beginning |
Dec 8th, 2009 12:49:33 pm - Subscribe |
| It is amazing being lifted and moving to London and finally having my family's support. In the past two months, life has changed so much in a good way for me and i'm so much happier. I understand a lot more, and I have been given a special insight into some things too which is something to always remember. Everything's cool, living by the river, hopefully having a full house at christmas and everything :D | |
i am: ecstatic and excited, changed and at peace |
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| carrying on as the year gets colder |
Nov 2nd, 2009 11:47:10 pm - Subscribe |
   It's been about angels, peace and healing. I've loved how things are feeling better and i'm getting normal periods and love is gloryfying my soul. I think i'm moving forwards in some ways, and helping others to do so as well. I'm glad I can help others, I however do still have to persuade my mother. But yeah, otherwise things are good, been watching Buffy from the start and uhm, well inspiration comes in blasts. Plus books are good to read :) |
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i am: entertained and helpful |
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