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| erase.rewind. |
Jan 24th, 2009 8:57:31 am - Subscribe |
| i cannot get you out of my mind. i tried eating, but secretly i don't have it in me to keep it down. i feel like being sick constantly, it's not good. this was meant to be my blog from our relationship. i feel stupid using it now. my ex called me this morning, said he was bored. i found out a revelation from him ... and it made me think of you. i want a true man, and you were that. i want to be happy, but more than that; i want to make you happy. it is instilled in me now, and for some reason i can't stop feeling that. i have been a pain, i have been depressed. i guess that i run on love and sometimes i get the overwhelming pain that i have never been loved as much as i should be. it's all my fault. i mean, all your lies, your deceit, everything you did.. it was all my doing. i am so sorry. your life is part of me. it's in me. but all i have now are memories. the things we said, shared and how we were. i can't share my life with you anymore, and it's like ... how can i ..... because.... i am too ... :( |
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i am: worthless and withdrawn |
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