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Drama In Drama
Date: May 22nd, 2008 12:30:38 pm - Subscribe
Mood: adored


So today I had drama at school. Now in this class is Holly & Gamba who go out, Vj, OJ, Charmaine, Kwame whos a nut seriously, Sam, Riah, and Ella & Nat who aren't an item and weren't in today.

Now there's this thing that happened before. I had a huge crush on Nat, becasue he's really funny. I don't know why else really. See this is why I can't have boy mates I either end up flirting with em or fancying em. Anyway, I told Ella, cos we're quite close, she told Sam (don't worry i asked her to) and he asked Nat if he fancied me, cos it seemed like he did. He said no. I was gutted but now I'm glad. Alhtough I like him as a mate, I'm starting to notice his faults more and he seems like a drip to be be honest. A bit geeky. I mean there's nothing wrong with that I like a bit of geek every now and then lol, but he's a bit...not geeky actually...more like wierd. Like he draws pictures of people shooting others! He grabbed a book out of my hand because it said something about suicide in it. Like he thought it was cool. Suicide is NOT cooL! Not at all, in fact it's terrible tragedies! People commit suicide becasue they're depressed and because of mental health issues. anyone who does it to look cool is a complete and utter SADDO! I should know, from personal experiences and friends personal experiences that suicide is NOT cool and NOT something to joke about. ANYWAY....

Back to my story. So yeah, that's that "romantic" story. Only now I keep seeig him eyeing me up...then again all the boys do, in drama but outside school too anyway, so it's no surprise. I'm not bigging myself up or anything or trying to look vain, but boys do take a liking to me. Mainly the fit ones though, thank fuck. Anywwho....

Today Me, Charmaine, Holly and Gamba did a play where he was my son but Charmaine adopted him only i wanted him back. It was about tension but we had a laugh and yeah. You know, Holly is really nice. She's really funny and I honestly didn't think I'd like her but she is a really nice person, a genuinely nice person what's very rare these days Lol.

Was talking about Most Haunted to Millie today. Becci was there too so because she doesn't watch it we tried to explain it to her who they were etc. she just plugged her headphones in and went off in a hump. Fine. Whatever. She's fine now though, but to be honest for the most part she is a misery. At times she laughs and jokes about but then she shys away like it's wrong! When shes blatantly upset you say what's wrong and she fucks off moaning. She walks around with her arms held to her fucking sides and her nose in the air...Geez, look I know after all that this is unbelievable but she is a best mate. Although she can REALLY piss me off (and vice versa I'm sure) we're best mates. Fucking wierd huh?

Me and Millie wanna go on Most Haunted. And we're gonna make a myspace music page. COOLIO!

Oh in maths today Robyn was told off by Mr Barret for disrupting. Now i don't know if she actually was cos I was too busy trying to get a HAIR out of my eye and it hurt like hell, my eye was red as...a red thing! anyway, I eventually got it out as Mr Barret left the room and as soon as he did, Robyn said she was gonna get her rifle and shoot him, (rifle my arse), get her dog to munch his three year old kid, smash his house, kill his mum in graphic detail, get someone to rape his dad and slowly and graphically kill his wife. Now i aint gonna put the detail cos i can't remember it all but it was sick. I know she was pissed off and I've said horrible things before that people find funny cos i go mental, but she was just out of order. Jessica the cunt and Riah who seemed like she was forcing it and hollie her sidekick and devoted secret lesbian who dotes on her constantly were laughing but me and andrea were just looking at her like she was out of order. Which she was. Andrea told her she was sick. She was. I think I like Robyn. When she's your friend she's nice. But it's like, you don't wanna be a close friend cos then she treats you like shit. When she was saying all that hollie goes,

"Thats why you don't wanna mess with Robyn, she'll set her dog on you!" What a brown noser. Suck up whatever you wanna say. Also set her dog on someone. Like she'd actually have the guts to do any of what she said, wether she really has contacts or not. She says she knows all these people but some of them turn out to be fake but she has piccies so you don't know. Ah well. I have my own life, never mind other peoples.



So yeah live your own life eh eh. You know life is like a soap opera. People just can't see it. =)
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School Life
Date: May 21st, 2008 2:18:12 pm - Subscribe
Mood: meh


So the school I go to aint as posh as it first seems. Sure the teachers make it seem like the Royal Family of schools, and go on about our school community and sure we have a really stupid motto (serve and obey) but it aint as posh as it looks. The teachers are. Just the teachers. A few kids lke to say they are but they really come from peckham. Some probably are a bit, twats. But most of the people in my school are chavs, rudies, wanabee emos, scenes and every other fuckking label going. I am not a label myself I don't consider myself a label. Thing is if you don't hang around with the chavs and scenes people class you a neek. Immidiately. Which I personally think is out of order. But oh well, call me a neek see if I give a Shit!!!!

Now there's certain people in my school I can say i like. Millie obviously, as she's the funniest person I know and we hang around together, Becci as we've been mates together since Y8 and Gigi for the same reasons. Now there's people I call friends or hello mates. Sophie, Robyn, Hollie, Holly, Sam, Nat, Dolapo, Phuong, Avnika, Akanksha, Mayo, Oje, Ella, Charmaine, Riah, Gamba, Kwame, VJ, Bonita, Arinola, Ranh, Ily, Jaz, Rebecca, and others. And even then i don't always like all of them, you know. I mean for one thing I can't stand Oje but she's there cos she invaded my BTEC drama class halfway into the fucking year. she thinks we all like her, but the only ones that do are Charmaine and Holly. Even Ella, Who she insists on stalking doesn't like her. And there's the millie situation but i'll save that for my next blog maties. But yeah school ife is a chore. One day everything's great then someones been bitching and there you go, they're all ganging up on you. You have to be a beg, try and be someone you're not, get pissed every night, doped up to the eyeballs or loud and annoying to be with the "popular people". But i've seen them. I like a few, GENUINE people. But alot are begs! they can't be themselves so they have to be like a fuckin "gangster" don't gimme that shite! Go suck on cock fake people. I know there's pressure to be something you're not but rise above it, you know! Be you. Adn if you put people down for being themselves, then, FUCK YOU!

Now i aint a bad person, LOL after writing all that, but i'm saying what we all know and think. These people in years to come will be nothing, and the original people would have moved on and made something of themselves and will laugh at the popular people when they pop into maccie D's for a cheesburger. Thank you people, now please comment me on if you agree or not! DEBATE! WOOHOO! lol, bah! xxx
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