Sex&Hormones
Date: May 22nd, 2008 2:01:32 pm - Subscribe
Mood: slutty


 It really must be teenage hormones because recently I've been having more and more thoughts about sex. Like i have fantasies of having sex with a really sexy model, dark hair, dark eyes. Sometimes it's having sex but i have my eyes closed and i just enjoy the sexual explosion! LOL! I know it sounds dirty but i don't care... sad.gif

I mean, sometimes i just wanna go out and grab the first guy i see and fuck him till the dawn goes.

Looking back at that i feel sick. I feel as though I'm the only person in the world who has these thoughts...It's not really fantasies but i just really want a really great orgasm!

Whenever girls at school talk about it i know they're just biggin themselves up but...

Part of me hates that. Hates the fact i want to have sex with someone and i just feel ashamed...i mean is there anyone else out there who has sexual feelings. lol. no seriously i mean it's not just me is it?

I do nothing more though than want it. Boys eye me up flirt from somewhere, but i never get asked out. Maybe i look...scary! lol! 15 and i've never been kissed. Waiting for the right guy really. actually looking back i have been asked out, but i always said no and i always sorta knew the person. ah well. it's funny i don't always have sexual feelings only sometimes. and it aint like i'm dirty or slutty or anythin fa from it. i just..... want an orgasm! LOL! please if you comment me don't call me a slag or tak the piss cos i aint trust me i defo aint! no matter what my feeling is LOL!
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peony - May 22nd, 2008
Uh..It's hormones. Don't have sex. Just go masturbate. That's what people do. It's not dirty, it doesn't make you filthy, and there's nothing anti-catholic/anti-semitic/anti-X'ian about it. No matter what your family/parents/friends/nuns/rabbis tell you. Okay? You're definitely very normal for someone your age. Just do the deed (the self-deed). Just do it.

trina - May 23rd, 2008
Yes, very much so. Hormones, everyone has those thoughts and urges from time to time. You're not a slut, just your body going all crazy. Yeah don't go out and have sex with the first guy you find, wait for the right one and go that route, til then take Peony's advice.

chamorrita - May 23rd, 2008
If ur gonna take their advice (Peony and Trina) I wouldnt say its that good. I mean i'm about to be 15 and i havent really havent done anything yet. and the one about never been kissed yet. U should just wait for the right one like with sex because u dont want someone who is gonna fuck u then leave u alone thats stupid

Toodles

peony - May 23rd, 2008
Lol. If it's any consolation, hippiefied and chamorrita, I didn't have sex until I was 19. I had to make sure I was in a committed relationship with someone that I knew I would atleast want to spend my life with (if we didn't spend our life together, that's okay, as long as I know someone of quality was sharing in this with me!). That was in 2006--February 17th. And we've been together since November 15th, 2005. So..3 years in November of this year! Oh..also, I waited until college. I don't know about you, but I really think teenagers are disgusting when it comes to sexual intercourse. I mean..in my highschool, there were so many diseases going around it wasn't even funny. And I was -not- part of that.

anonymous - May 23rd, 2008
Lol thank you guys... as for the self deed wow...haha...i've never really thought about that. my mates always say how disgusting it is and how rank it is...but oh well LOL always a first time for everything lol! =)


btw it's hippiefied but it wont lemme log in cos of cookies or some crap like that =(

franky1952 - June 10th, 2008
yes. lyrics for the song i am doing currently. entitled sorry - girl eternal.

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