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hopeless romantic

Apr 24th, 2005 10:51:27 pm CDT - Subscribe

there's some shit i'd rather some people didn't/couldn't read so i've made a livejournal. it'll be friend's only soon and i won't be writing in this anymore. but if you comment the livejournal one maybe i'll let you back into my life. always yours - devo

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anything for love.. right?

Apr 23rd, 2005 6:24:07 pm CDT - Subscribe

i fucking hate this. he finally comes back... after 3 of the longest fucking weeks of my life.. and i see him for.. an hour? in two days? we had ALL these plans too.. but apparently... he had more important shit to do.. he said he wouldn't let that get in the way between the two of us but i just don't know what to think anymore honestly... i mean i guess it's the price you pay right?
should i honestly be crying over this right now? i fucking miss him soo much.. can't see him tonight.. can't see him tomorrow.. or any fucking day this week.. i MIGHT get to see him friday.. probably not.. i mean i feel really bad bugging him and phil ALL day yesterday and today but they keep fucking standing me up.. i fucking asked him last night.. what time can you hang out.. he said back.. anytime.. doesn't matter. yeah well that fucking worked out..... i mean i love him .. i really really do... he treats me so much better then matty did.. in the long and short run i guess... and i'd fucking do anything for him.. and he knows that... but i guess now i just have to sit here and wait for my turn in line.. heh
mood: crying my eyes out
music: inmemory - boys and girls
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shut up are you ready for this?

Apr 21st, 2005 8:04:22 pm CDT - Subscribe

f i r s t s

First car: my car set when i was little =) i liked cars hehe
First real kiss: daniel phillip mcinerney at spiderman the movie in the theatres
First break-up: 7th grade.. well.. 4th but we don't count wayne lol
First screen name: angeldiva1897? not sure lol
First self purchased album: aqua kind of
First funeral: my uncle arts i think
First pets: tinker my puppy.. =(
First piercing/tattoo: 13 .. ears
First credit card: Wells Fargo card a few months ago.
First enemy: heh.. i suppose we could say lacey.

l a s t s
Last car ride: mmm. on the way home with mom and gab.
Last good cry: couple days ago probably
Last library book checked out: the stranger
Last movie seen: raise your voice
Last beverage drank: berry propel
Last food consumed: veggies
Last crush: danny
Last phone call: tried calling lis.. last person i talked to was.. danny
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: my busted Diesels lol
Last annoyance: whoever started the rumor
Last time wanting to die: sooner then you'd think.

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
Where is your favorite place to shop? walmart =) gab and i found underwear packs haha
Any tattoos or piercings? one per ear
What kind of shampoo do you use? i'm between shampoos lol i used garnier fructis last night.
What are you most scared of? being alone, garages, the dark, pitch quiet, centipedes, millipedes, clowns.
What are you listening to right now? raise your voice dvd
How many buddies are online right now? 12
What would you change about yourself? self esteem, boobs, hair, teeth, everything except my eyes i guess lol

f a v o r i t e s
Color: blue
Food: haha cookies =) from walmart lol
Boys' names: alex max danny
Girls' names: maddison december alex max
Subjects in school: i liked health last year.
Animals: lion
Sports: lacrosse, gymnastics, figure skating =)
Perfume: my Tommy Girl shit i drown in lol
Cologne: BOD Ax Tag =) hehe

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
Given anyone a bath? yup
Bungee jumped? no
Made yourself throw up? tried once
Skinny dipped? yes
Ever been in love? yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yea
Cried when someone died? yea
Lied? almost daily?
Fallen for your best friend? yes...
Used someone? yeah.
Done something you regret? only kinduve

c u r r e n t
Clothes: my jeans from xtreme thing day with the stain lol a white undershirt =) and my starlight shirt =) oh and bra boy shorts and socks
Music: the dvd people jeex
Make-up: don't wear it
Desktop picture: something i made.. it's simple really.. but i like it.
CD in player: say anything
DVD in player: raise your voice
Color of toenails: neutral? lol

l a s t | p e r s o n
You touched: gab
Hugged: gab
You imed: zach
IMed you: zach
Cuddled with: danny

a r e | y o u
Understanding: yup
Open-minded: always
Arrogant: no
Insecure: completely
Interesting: sure why not lol i have my moments i guess
Hungry: always haha
Smart: yeah but like my mom always says.. i don't use my full potential
Moody: YEAH
Hardworking: all depending
Organized: hell no lol
Shy: not usually ever
Attractive: i don't think so. but cal and gab and others get mad when i say that sooo ionnoe
Bored easily: i have acute add
Responsible: i am when i have to be
Angry: get angered easily yes
Sad: yes
Happy: will be on tomorrow =)
Hyper: when with certain people yeah
Trusting: eh
Talkative: at times yes lol

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
Kill: heh.. i'll let you know when i find out..
Slap: a LOT of people lol
Look like: i've heard the chick from glass house, mandy moore..
Talk to offline: danny
Talk to online: phil

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
Coke or Pepsi: dr. pepper
Flowers or Candy: flowers
Tall or Short: tall
Cake or Death: cake?

r a n d o m
In the morning I am: dead
All you need is: love.
Love is: forbidden.
Last person you danced with: gabby
Worst question to ask: there are a few lol
Worst statement: i hope you die.
Who makes you laugh the most: most of my friends.
Who makes you smile: most of my friends.
Who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: danny.
Who has a crush on you: a few people i guess? or they used to probably don't anymore.

d o | y o u | e v e r
Sit on the internet all night waiting for someone to IM you? i have before yeah..
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no
Wish you were younger: i have before

n u m b e r
Of times I have had my heart broken: once
Of hearts I have broken: 3 ish maybe?
Of guys I've kissed: a really high number. lol... heh =\
Of girls I've kissed: 1
Of continents I have lived on: one
Of tight friends: like.. 6?
Of CDs I own: countless haha
Of scars on body: 90ish? at least 90
mood: anxious
music: raise your voice dvd
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Apr 19th, 2005 7:22:45 pm CDT - Subscribe

when i first had you i was cold.. a melting snowman i was told but there was no one there to hold before i swore that i would be alone forever more..

=) i love him heh... yay... a lot like love comes out on friday.. i told my dad that plans might change a bit and he said to just keep him updated and then to clean my room... haha so i'll clean my room today while they are at dinner with robin.. it's his bday.. happy bday oh lovely brother. blahh the 60 year old sub was hitting on me in english today.. gag throw up.. ick.. but nicole and i listened to dane cook the whole time she was laughing so hard she was crying haha it was great and she found out how to make it so two headphones can be hooked into it... I LOVE HER hahahaha then joey was.... hitting on me? i think in chem... eh.... i didn't notice but hey whatev i honestly don't care.. i'm 100% happy with what i've got... eheheh hmmmmmba knitting is coming along.. more later maybe... love devo
mood: dreamy
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Apr 17th, 2005 3:23:36 pm CDT - Subscribe

wow.. sorry it's been a while... monday is my new happy day.. heh.. i get to go buy the party monster soundtrack today at target... hopefully.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i can't even think right now and fucking thlip is back... dammmmuttttt i finally got to see the barkers... i wanted to cry it was soooooo perfect. well g2g to target love y'all - devo
mood: lovely
music: sweet home alabama dvd
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from yesterday.. dates wrong =\\

Apr 13th, 2005 4:33:49 pm CDT - Subscribe

'ahhhh today was a fun filled adventure... joe kept hitting on me in front of his gf in 2nd.. i found out i got a B instead of C in history which is fucking awesome. in 4th i recommended my neurologist to ms. ripp my alg2H teacher in front of the entire class.. and talked to an extremely unhappy danny [god knows why] which ruined my entire day. i was pretty much bitchy for the rest of the school day. had to smuggle money from cals for stuff. kearsten fell through but it's cool no worries. gabby and i had a bicker fight.. then a punching fight. lol i love our relationship. i've pretty much spent my entire day so far being a loyal, obedient, helpful, sweet, kind, caring, etc. girlfriend. yay.... go me... woo&hoo... right? blahhh fuck i have to feed wendy, shower, call danny, sneak, do my hair [maybe] , and a few dozen other things [not necessarily in that exact order] =) oh fucking well.. this is the life i'm stuck with for now eh? this is what we paid for.. not what we bargained for.. - devo
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broken fingers

Apr 12th, 2005 12:59:56 am CDT - Subscribe

hmm the truth feels good. and as gab's mom said, the truth is the truth even if tweaked slightly. we tried breaking my lighter in spanish today but it's the wrong kind.. i might just be zitch's new buddy if i sell enough of the tickets lol which i just might be about to do this week wink.gif hehe wow.. so i talked to my mom and was smiling afterwards.. i felt so... pure... kinduve lol happy almost =) time for a 'good night's sleep' aka 'telefono time' =)
love you all - devo
coz being great must suck. xoxo
mood: smiley? wtf? lol =)
music: line and sinker.. oh so danny of me =)
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dressed to kill

Apr 7th, 2005 12:41:23 am CDT - Subscribe



mood: fabulous
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hopelesslydevoted..to you

Apr 5th, 2005 11:33:31 pm CDT - Subscribe

hehe.. i love these secret phone calls.. they always start off crappy and turn great within the last 5-10 minutes.. heh.. hmm i love him. or excuse me.. i feel strongly for him. heh =) so much so much. and i miss him... like CRAZY. hmmmba.. montague told mea have an 80% in his class instead of my old 66.7%.. i bought him a snickers afterwards.. and i have extra credit for coates.. i need an A in that class to make up for the C i now have in nordstrom's lol... opps? i'm too happy right now to not be happy .. wendy is finally gulping up her food.. she acts like a shark and hides from it under her plant.. then she'll swim super quick and gulp it.. then drop it and it floats back up.. then drops it again.. lol.. i finished the green icing 4pi2s got me today =) took the proficiencies today too.. that was ... well i only remember half i fell asleep TAKING both parts lol.. i'mna decorate my backpack.. hmm i should find some crazy lyrics... hmm... devo
mood: unlucky
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so fuck you

Apr 5th, 2005 8:37:21 pm CDT - Subscribe

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Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63%
Stability || 10%
Orderliness |||||||||| 33%
Empathy |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||| 23%
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Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic |||||| 30%
Religious |||||| 23%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||| 36%
Self absorbed |||| 16%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Need to dominate |||| 16%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 70%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Food indulgent || 10%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
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trait snapshot:

craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose

haha if you know me... you know that's all true.. if you don't know me.. who are you again?
mood: eh
music: beautiful night burden brothers
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Apr 4th, 2005 1:09:07 am CDT - Subscribe

wake up
watch the fish
fill out more applications
babe u there?
try not to cry when that's all i get.
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and so you say

Apr 2nd, 2005 11:02:17 pm CST - Subscribe

hahaha so many applications... so little references and prior work experiences.. lol
wish luck for me.. cals worked her job today.. hope it went well.. my little caffienated lovely. this is acutally a GREAT way to keep my mind off of florida.. mmm yeah. i'mna shoot for two jobs.. those and school should do the trick.. for 3 months at least... =( this blows.

me: turkey.... woman!!!!
me: and i'll smell like either books babies pasta movie theatre popcorn dog shit paper girlie prep clothes or cheap plastic lol

it's been a bad day.. and all i wanna do is look at you and know it's okay..

mmm i'mna go eat my leftover pasta from mac. grill. - devo
mood: splendid
music: soco - bad day
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are you who you want to be?

Apr 1st, 2005 6:33:14 pm CST - Subscribe


[x] they call me: Devin
[x] also: D, Dev, Devo, D-girl, Sierra, Spooky, Junkiee, etc.
[x] sex: Female
[x] my first breath of air: March 23
[x] age : 16 technically
[x] nationality: Irish black indian french russian german

[x] most memorable memory? saturday morning.. =)
[x] worst? monday morning... nothing beats that.. ever
[x] first word uttered: mommy.. and gogo .. it meant food i guess lol
[x] bestfriend ever? 4pi2s gimmy g funk/aka/broaster cornbread

____>>FAST FORWARD>>____

[x] college planning to go: anywhre on the west coast..
[x] future resident of: west coast, victoria island, surrey england
[x] wedding: Hopefully soon... i'm ready whenever he is..
[x] children: 2-4.
[x] looking forward to: working.. i guess...
[x] NOT looking forward to: life..


[x] feeling : Depressed. and not the depressed that EVERYONE has.. actual depression
[x] Listening: Raise Your Voice Soundtrack
[x] Talking : no one
[x] doing: this
[x] cravin: danny..
[x] thinking of:  getting a plane ticket to florida.. one way.. i don't care
[x] hating: myself
[x] wishin for: a rewind button


[x] love is: real.
[x] first love: sad.
[x] love or lust? Love.
[x] is it possible to be in love with more than one person @ the same time: no.. not really.. love one and lust another maybe.
[x] true or false - all you need is love : now? yes..
[x] have you ever been in love? yes.
[x] is there such a thing as love at first sight: Yeah


[x] turn ons: smile. hair. Eyes, personality. i'm not shallow so the other shit doesn't matter.
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: no.
[x] what kinda hair style? i'll go for anything
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the preferred sex can do for you?: let me fall asleep with them after crying.
[x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers? yeah.


[x] dog or cat : dog
[x] short or long hair: Mmmm...long.
[x] innie or outie : Innie
[x] sunshine or rain : rain
[x] moon or sun : Moon.
[x] basketball of football: Basketball.
[x] lefty or righty: lefty
[x] hugs or kisses : Both.
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances : 1 best friend
[x] bf/gf or best friend : best friend
[x] starbucks or jamba juice : jamba
[x] mc donalds or burger king : mcdonalds dinner dollar menu. burger king hashbrowns breakfast.
[x]summer or winter : winter
[x] written letters or e-mails: both
[x] playstation or nintendo: playstation
[x] disney or nickolodeon: Disney
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] club or house party: House party
[x] sing or dance: Either
[x] freak or slow dance: slow dance


[x] can you swim: Yeah.
[x] what are you scared of: being alone. the dark. pitch quietness. garages.
[x] what do you want to be when you grow up: child pysch.
[x] do you like tomatoes: nope
[x] how many TV's in the house: 7 or 8
[x] how many phones: 2 lines 5 phones.
[x] dvd players: 2
[x] cars: 2
[x] latest phone call: danny.. kinduve.
[x] last show you watched: this raise your voice movie
[x] last time out of state: a while.
[x] what are you going to do after this last question: sit and mope.
mood: depressed
music: movie
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rows of red tomoatoes where i secret was concealed

Mar 30th, 2005 7:02:37 pm CST - Subscribe

haha i was sooo hungry in the car ride home from school i woofed down a WHOLE number 8 from wendy's [except for ONE chicken strip] but that's coz i just didn't have time.. i found this author that wrote two drug books.. now britt lisa bugg cally and gabby all know how much that means to me =) and i'm listening to my fevers and mirrors bright eyes cd heehhe YAY this is the fucking essence of... today? donnoe should do hw soon so i don't get in trouble.. hmmmbaaa k lovedev0
mood: singing
music: b.eyes
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and all the boys go

Mar 29th, 2005 2:22:04 am CST - Subscribe

i love daniel phillip mcinerney the second.
i love him.
i love him.
i love him.
i love him.
there's no fucking doubt in my mind.
no matter what happens.
i love him.

...now where is he?

my eyes were really green earlier.
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i dunnoe i guess..

Mar 28th, 2005 11:04:20 pm CST - Subscribe

CrunkWiteGrl [6:19 PM]: OMG i got the no more wet and sticky PADS!! lmao it works!
Grease969monkey [6:19 PM]: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA
CrunkWiteGrl [6:19 PM]: FEEL *throws pad on face*
CrunkWiteGrl [6:19 PM]: lmao
Grease969monkey [6:19 PM]: that's fucking priceless lol

that's my cally..

wendy is still alive.

don't expect to read too much happy or anything at all in this for a long while.. i've got more important shit
mood: shitty
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blood goes black

Mar 27th, 2005 8:26:29 pm CST - Subscribe

and the blood goes black.
none of my wishes are coming true. and bacon died. i don't know how to handle my own life anymore.
mood: worthless
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i\'ve got to find out for myself

Mar 24th, 2005 2:24:54 pm CST - Subscribe

ok so my questions have been answered.. depression and anxiety runs on my mother's side of the family.. one of my siblings has depression the other has anxiety attacks.. mom obviously has both and so do i... and EVERYONE not an exaggeration.. EVERYONE on my grandmas's side of the family [on moms side] has died of SOME cancer.. no natural deaths heh..everything from leukemia and brain cancer to oral cancer ... i mean what the fuck... lol when i was in the doctor's office today i found out i have to get MORE blood taken and i have to get an ultrasound also.. is it bad i COMPLETELY lied to the doctor on the sheet? sexually active - no ever done drugs - no ever drank - no ever smoked - no are you depressed - of course not..
mood: la la la
music: brie larson - she said
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a coke.. maybe some fries

Mar 23rd, 2005 6:36:50 am CST - Subscribe

happy birthday to me... happy birthday to me... nothing's going right at all.. but happy birthday to me.. //sigh// okay cool... i'mna try to sleep now.. i have the sniffles and i'm spending today working on gabby's french project with her.. and... yeah lol that's about it and kabob palace later tonight ... woot woot.. k whatever i'm complaining... gnite
mood: birthday-like
music: ben folds.. how very emo of me
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Mar 22nd, 2005 2:55:00 am CST - Subscribe

Current mood: anxious. hungry. feeling the urge to pee.

1. Devo
2. Dev
3. Sally Bob Grasshopper

1. grease969monkey
2. srrystars
3. hashbrownsex

1. the fact that my eyes turn green when i cry.
2. i'm openminded.
3. i have found my fonz.

1. that i am emotionally unstable.
2. my epilepsy taking control of my life.
3. my ability to fuck up people's lives.

1. Irish.
2. French.
3. Indian.

1. clowns.
2. garages.
3. giving my heart away again.

1. underwear.
2. hairtie.
3. angel necklace.

1. haha i'm only wearing three things so that works lol. my grumpy bear unders from walmart. oh yes.
2. these 'boxers' that are pretty much underwear except you can't wear anything over them really lol...except more boxers. see myspace pic for more information.
3. tight blue wifebeater.

1. the kicks.
2. snow patrol.
3. the pettit project. =)

1. jet - the kicks
2. mmm mmm mmm mmm - crash test dummies
3. slacker bitch - placebo

1. catching at LEAST two meteor showers with someone next to me.
2. counting backwards from 30 without any mistakes [i honestly can't =\ ]
3. taking a roadtrip with just friends for as long as possible.

1. commitment
2. randomness
3. someone to make fun of me one moment and run up and kiss me the next. //sigh//

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE [in random order to make people guess heh]:
1. i love jack daniel's.
2. i've had sex.
3. i love drinking myself drunk.

1. eyes
2. smile
3. arms i guess.. donnoe it's a thing they don't have to be a certain way but... they do? lol

1. stop worrying. =\
2. sing.
3. look good in makeup.

1. driving around aimlessly.
2. giving nicknames to people.
3. trying on random outfits in my closet with the mentality that i JUST bought them.

1. sleep with him ... mmm =\ [not like sex him just... sleep next to him.. with him.. it'd be nice]
2. get assualted by tatt'ems
3. eat pasta salad

1. child pysch.
2. elementary teacher.
3. anything with computers.. might as well.. i'm good at it.

1. london.
2. victoria island.
3. anywhere in cali on a roadtrip.

1. madison
2. alex
3. max

1. get a tattoo.
2. give birth.
3. find mr. right.... not just mr. right now
mood: anxious
music: the kicks of course
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