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| anything for love.. right? |
Apr 23rd, 2005 6:24:07 pm CDT - Subscribe |
| i fucking hate this. he finally comes back... after 3 of the longest fucking weeks of my life.. and i see him for.. an hour? in two days? we had ALL these plans too.. but apparently... he had more important shit to do.. he said he wouldn't let that get in the way between the two of us but i just don't know what to think anymore honestly... i mean i guess it's the price you pay right? should i honestly be crying over this right now? i fucking miss him soo much.. can't see him tonight.. can't see him tomorrow.. or any fucking day this week.. i MIGHT get to see him friday.. probably not.. i mean i feel really bad bugging him and phil ALL day yesterday and today but they keep fucking standing me up.. i fucking asked him last night.. what time can you hang out.. he said back.. anytime.. doesn't matter. yeah well that fucking worked out..... i mean i love him .. i really really do... he treats me so much better then matty did.. in the long and short run i guess... and i'd fucking do anything for him.. and he knows that... but i guess now i just have to sit here and wait for my turn in line.. heh |
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| mood: crying my eyes out music: inmemory - boys and girls |
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