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fucking cheap cd	Mar 21st, 2005 11:35:29 pm EST - Subscribe
rock and roll lies 'are you listening to eminem?' 'are you black now?' 'actually i've been black... but that's a completely different story' WOULD YOU LIKE A QUICKIEE DOG SIR??!?! lol haha then you start to see some dumb stuff fuck i'm hyper more later - devo frankie and broaster 4EVR!!! HAHAH
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ticking clock everyone stop	Mar 20th, 2005 9:28:43 pm EST - Subscribe
hey fyi for ya'll.. my parentals are leaving the house around 7 am tomorrow morning for my dad's surgery till whenever my mom comes home.. so if you want to hang out / come over / whatever... call me or email me or something and we'll figure shit out ok? people that can drive me pretty much with no problemos in this order 1. gabby 2. andrew 3. zach 4. jake 5. matty fyi part 2 - i officially love this garden state soundtrack =) devo
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do you believe what you feel?	Mar 20th, 2005 6:14:54 pm EST - Subscribe
hahaha gabby almost hit one car then we almost got hit by like 5 other ones lol haha it was sooo much fun though =) friday didn't work out nearly as well as expected.. except for hanging before hand heh =) but yeah tuesday is going to be the new saturday.. hmm.. i just bought the Garden State soundtrack from Target with gabb along with a LOT of undergarments from WalMart haha go me =) went with gabby to play rehearsal last night saw - Caro Chris Lanny =) Thomas Josh Rumfield this kd from summer school Brandon from LVA and NUMEROUS other random people lol hmm... my epilepsy braclet came today =) i'm send donna the money for the other 4/5 once i get some lol [sooo after wednesday lol] well i'mna go coz i'm hungry k love ya'll devo
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charles ray ray the 3rd	Mar 18th, 2005 12:49:58 am EST - Subscribe
fuck.. i still need a ring lol if i have any money left after tomorrow haha probably not .. i like to spend money hehe =) i kinduve always knew i'd end up your ex girlfriend... la la la no doubt moment.. cals just so you know.. i'mna love you no matter WHO you are in the future ok? =) and we will keep in touch for your senior year promise promise counting crows - color blind is a truely GREAT song lol i fucking love it.. mmm but no doubt for now =) oh oh la la oh oh mmm i think i shall eat when i watch ER in 20 minutos... haha guess what? there is no way in freezing fucking HELL i can get montabitch for theme OR spanish nextyear.. he doesn't teach either of the classes i'm taking!!! hehehehehehehehehehhe i couldn't hide that smile fast enough lol i'm like.. oh darn.. i'll come visit you mr. m lol FUCK THAT SHIT ... i had to explain to the spanish exchange chicks what a 'PUSSY' was today.. because micaela rosaly and brianna didn't want to.. and i have balls of steel so you know me of course i told them lol with help from tyler [thanks ty lol] of course i'm also the girl who on wednesday screamed out IM PMSING AND YOU ARE LOUD SHUT UP across the lunchroom and sooo many people heard lol the chick that was being annoying was like 'noone wants to hear about your bleeding' i'm like FUCK OFF BUDDY god i love my school heh gab and i turned in our class registration for our senior year o.0 now i just have to turn in my application for summer work for the YMCA [still have to fucking fill it out lol] and then sign up for online summer school and Atech summer school... mmmm oh what fun haha well well bday on wednesday.. dad goes to hospital for whatever all day monday and.... extreme thing is like.. that saturday or something =) fucking YAY and i get to hang out with a bunch of cool kids ALLL night tomorrow =) k well gonna finish spanish hw i think.. love y'all - devo
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i\'ve got ladyfingers baby	Mar 17th, 2005 1:13:07 am EST - Subscribe
guess who has 85/90$ ??? DEVN DOES hehehe fucking yay... mmm 915 at night though? mmm... yo necissita hablar con patti ahora.. lol oh well i'll see her tomorrow in 8th and talk to her then... mmm registration for senior year is due tomorrow AHHHHH k lol still have to pick electives.. hmmba friday i'm in love... la la la great song... the fucking cure is awesome.. mmm rockiee the rock seems happy for me.. that's always a plus.. and my room's freakishly clean [if you've ever seen my room... you KNOW that's not usually the case lol] mmm yeah k well i should go to bed soon but quick question... why is EVERYONE sick? andy has mono... andrew is sick =( and matty is sick.. whatthefuck? gabby said i curse any guy who has feelings for me lol... oooo yeah then we both put in our teeth thingies so we had lisps on the phone lol it was awesome heh... =) well must depart... cyah later!! lol MUAH devo
mood: incredibly happy =) hehe music: ladyfingers - luscious jackson	(0) useless names

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mmm..	Mar 16th, 2005 1:00:01 am EST - Subscribe
i fucking saw that one coming heh.. oh well.. wasn't meant to be anyways
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the many faces of me	Mar 15th, 2005 8:41:00 pm EST - Subscribe
hoping for some kind of sign >devn i remember when i ALWAYS used to say that then it changed to ~~hoping for some kind of sign~~ the sign's gone..try the next town over.. >devn now it's more like... que sera sera
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i promise i will take you there	Mar 15th, 2005 7:46:59 pm EST - Subscribe
AHHHHH i'm such an idiot... //big deep breaths// i just realized my bday is in 8 days.. mmm why can't i just GO FOR IT.. i'm such a loser.. i need my cellphone.. ahhhhhhhh but yeah anyways... donna [the mother] emailed me today out of the blue asking for a count of how many bracelets i wanted for epilepsy awareness.. i told her 5... one for bugg, britt, lisa, me, and an extra just in case. i asked my dad if he thought anyone in the family would want one and he pretty much said back, "why would we want one??" so... whatev whatev... it's cool.. the spanish exchange boys came in theme class today =) hehehe but i was already preoccupied with andrew screwing with my legs lol [tickling them and shit] he's sooo awesome for driving me friday =) i owe you if you read this!! if you don't ... then i don't lol .. works for me! =) k well gonna leave the phone line open cyahh
mood: anticipating =) music: the used - the taste of ink	(0) useless names

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why not?	Mar 14th, 2005 10:37:41 pm EST - Subscribe
THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: Something important on your desk: phone When you sleep you wear in the summer: wife beater and boxers If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: a puppy... a digital camera... a cell phone.. Something you don't have a lot of: love If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: mmm... my bear my gmas blanket my dog MORALS: If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: herion A time when you purposly hurt someone emotionally: mmm donnoe A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: probably sometime lately without realizing it One person you have killed in your thoughts: mr. montague... asshole FRIENDS: Three traits you look for in a friend: amusing...caring...deep thinker Who makes you laugh most often: all of them A friend who you can tell anything: if i don't tell you all the details about my life.. you are considered an aquitance in my book A friend you can go to for advice: most of them... all for different things The best piece of advice you had been given: que sera sera.. i try my best to go by it now Two closest friends: ok.. i'll just do the two i see the most .. cals and gabbness The friend who uses most of your energy: cals EGO: Your 3 best qualities: caring..funny..listen well... [those are guesses mind you] Your 3 worst qualities: i overanalyse things... i worry too much.. i'm a sarcastic bitch Describe your Ideal self: happy and carefree You are embarassed when: i have a seizure and i get fucking BAD looks and i have to explain it.. and they still look at me like 'omgod.. get the fuck away from me you freak' The greatest physical pain you ever endured: i can think of two things that hurt the most.. 12/30/04 and SI but pain shall be coming this weekend haha The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: when matty broke up with me... first time for everything Moment you are most ashamed of: i have a few Your best physical feature: mm.. i'd say smile but it's ugly and i never use it... i guess my eyes when they turn green Who/What makes you happy: falling onto someone by accident and you both look at each other and laugh.. my friends.. my niece ashleypistashly.. driving around doing nothing for hours.. talking to the tv.. being stupid and forgetting all my worries momentarily.. burning clothes in a bbq pit lol =) Who/what makes you sad: being grounded for a month.. when plans don't work out.. hypocrites.. when i'm guilty.. the feeling of wanting to die.. i never want to feel that again.. EMOTIONS: Emotion you hide most: depression.. but it's actually going away.. i think The emotion you tend to experience most: depression =\ The emotion you are feeling most lately: hopefullness You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: past relationships When you are angry you need: a cuddle .. or a good friend letting me fall asleep next to them.. When you are sentimental you need: see above When you are in love you need: the person i love and to be loved in return MEMORIES: One of your most peaceful memories: saturday night.. One of your most tragic memories: i have a few.. i suppose not tragic. .but damn near close One of your angriest memories: A memory that makes you laugh: anything with 4pi2s.. finding the music andrew SECRETLY listens to on his ipod lol... trying to do piggyback rides with cally.. cartwheels with gabby and us getting in a cookie fight.. or gabby and i throwing my waterbottle at each other in maths.. and ms. ripp threatening to hurt gabby if she doesn't stop picking on me HAHAHAHAHA LMAO .. yeah that does it lol A memory that makes you happy: see above or saturday Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: being arrogant.. sexist.. ohter numerous things Two things appealing about people: sense of humor and their smile/eyes A personality trait you find appealing: being able to make me CRACK UP Your secret passion: finding mr. right.. not just mr. right now What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: having someone who you KNOW cares.. and having someone to cuddle with and hug and kiss WHENEVER RELATING: Do you have a bf/gf if yes who? nope What do you find sexy about them: ? A place where you want to have sex: on the moon A strange place where you have had sex: hahahahha =) What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person: i don't have a person What music is on when you have sex, or is it the tv?: probably music Favorite song to have sex to: lol, i don't know You feel most attractive when: i straighten my hair and curl the ends FINALLY: If you had more time alone you would: sleep If you had more patience you would: do my hair.. gonna do that in a minute.. or clean lol If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: my legs...i hate them If you had no committments what would you be doing: shopping.. eating.. at the cinema.. driving around.. sleeping... donnoe anything whatev whatev
mood: smug music: jenny was a friend of mine - the killers	(1) useless names

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know you\'re in heaven smiling down	Mar 14th, 2005 8:23:38 pm EST - Subscribe
well apparently my uncle is out of jail .. my dad drove him around today.. that means suprise visits cowboy boots and a construction hat.. damnit... it's not his fault though... fuck fuck fuck... he was honestly better off in jail.. at least he had a place to sleep for the whole winter.. merry christmas right? i come home and go in the kitchen to hear these words come from my dad's mouth, 'had a seizure in the car and the car flipped... she killed 4 kids..' they can't blame her but it's all up in the air.. yeah now my parents are REALLY going to let me get my liscense.. fuck fuck fuck hmmm k well at least friday will be fun.. the girl's lacrosse game and driving around with gabby and andrew =) awesome awesome.. well gotta do math hw.. test on thursday.. ooo btw... the spanish exchange students came friday night and matt's kid, nacho, is HOTT lol well he's not bad at least... and andrew is going to be surrounded by twice the amount of estrogen tomorrow and thursday lol... brianna and micaela both have exchange students.. that's gonna be one cramped table.. hahah they'll probably sit somewhere else anyways.. hmmmba k more later maybe.. cyah then
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and i miss you.. yea yea	Mar 13th, 2005 9:46:29 pm EST - Subscribe
mother's neurotic.. she has a good reason to be i suppose.. she's lost so many people in her life... her brother her cousin...another cousin from driving and a few more from the same fate... it just sucks is all... i'm going to be the same way when i'm older i guess.. [blame the genes] i'm halfway there already.. i'll be on xanax by 18 ...but anyways she said that next time a situation comes by my way that i want/need to go out with a teen driver.. then we'll talk.. could be worse i suppose.. blahblahblah but now i have to clean so's i can get money this weekend... heh.. woohoo went to nascar with 4pi2s to work... it was fun YOU CAN'T STAND HERE...IT SAYS NO STANDING...I WORK HERE SIR.. I DON'T CARE IF YOU CAN'T READ!! lol bugg and i shared a entryway and britt and sweets shared the one next to us.. bugg and i were dancing the whole time and now we are allll burnt lol then we went to their lacrosse games with ap.. itwas fun =) i screamed my fucking head off... of course lol - dev
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like never before..	Mar 11th, 2005 3:06:28 pm EST - Subscribe
dreams are so related but they're often underestimated .... la da da da dadah la da dad da dah andrew was a douche with his laptop today haha he doesn't read this though so i can say whatever i'd like to say. =) so yeah i have leryngitis..and a cold.. it's not contagious but my mom said i'mna end up in the hospital by the end up the weekend..=\ and i don't get ove rit for a week or two but andrew bought me cough drops for 5$ so i feel better =) blahhh nascar here i come... beware of the 4pi2s
mood: orgasmic music: delicate - damien rice	(1) useless names

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guess i\'m kissing frogs for now..	Mar 10th, 2005 1:09:54 am EST - Subscribe
mmm i haven't been hungry.. had a fever earlier i think.. opps i shared my propel with sheldon today... oh well he'll be fine lol i'm going to bed in a minute or two and this is freaking EARLY for me lol .. well my neice was practicing putting contacts in for a couple hours today 'why does she need contacts?' 'she's 11 devin... why WOULDN'T she need contacts???' 'righhttt...' today my sister and my mom were telling me i'm not smart enough to get scholarships blah blah blah and i storm out coz i'm sick of it then she call me back in the living room and one of them was like 'we are brutually honest.. this whole house is i swear..' and i just suddenly scream out 'THANK YOU!! this is what drives me crazy! god can't we all just lie once in a while? we are too FREAKING HONEST!!' that was then followed by more screaming on my part lol then i was over it.. my mom also doesn't want beth to let me drive.. 'mom why can't i?' 'because you don't have your permit' 'i can't GET MY PERMIT MOTHER' 'i know.. so?' ahhhh and beth 'took her side' then we get in the car [beth and i] for wendy's and she's like.. look.. next time it's just you and me.. we'll go driving k? it's not fair what mom is doing.. blah blah blah... i love her =) and for the fun news... i went with my mom and dad to my dad's sudden heart checkup and they come out and when we are walking to the elevator no ones talking so i'm like 'so? what's wrong with dad now?' and my mom said 'he has to get a procedure done over spring break.. the week of your birthday..' 'is he ok or is it serious?' 'we'll find out then.. they'll know right away..' woo and hoo... right? yeah.. coz my dads not in enough pain ALREADY jesus.. whatever nothing i can do.. i guess the guys aren't coming back on and bugg is busy so i'mna hit the sack.. night - devo
mood: "maybe he's the prince" - andrew music: another girl, another planet - the only ones	(0) useless names

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know\'s she\'s not loved at all	Mar 9th, 2005 7:36:35 pm EST - Subscribe
andy... let me count the ways i love thee.. lol ok here i got one YOU ARE QUITTING CIGGS!!! yay lol healthy man =) mmm i'm sick too.. not as sick as you of course but i was soo ..uggghhhh today at school lol... hmm did you go to p.e. today? hope you are better =) andrew and i had a day today lol. in 2nd we pignored each other.. in 6th we went to the comp lab and first it was just cally and i then he came over and started attacking me with his pen so we had a pen fight again.. we truced after he penned my head lol.. asshole.. oh well kid.. then i went to find him [in the library??!!? hmmba] for medcalf and he 'fixed' danielle's comp which made medcalf SOOOO happy lol and she is now going to try to recruit him for next year me- medcalf does this mean you are going to replace me? medcalf- nooooo just means i'm getting you backup..he's just backup.. heh lol and he hates ALL good music.. ass k well gonna look up a college for gab and i.. laterrr
mood: mm hungry music: jack johnson.. who else?	(1) useless names

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banana pancakes.. heh	Mar 8th, 2005 9:01:03 pm EST - Subscribe
"Banana Pancakes" Cant you see that its just raining Aint no need to go outside... But Baby, You hardly even notice When I try to show you this Song is meant to keep ya From doing what your supposed to Waking up too early Maybe we can sleep in Ill make you banana pancakes Pretend like its the weekend now And we can pretend it all the time Cant you see that its just raining Aint no need to go outside Just maybe, like and ukelele Mommy made a baby Really dont mind the breakfast Cause your my little lady Lady lady love me Cause I love to lay here lazy We could close the curtains Pretend like there's no work outside And we can pretend it all the time Cant you see that its just raining Aint no need to go outside Aint no need aint no need Mmmm MMmmm Cant you see cant you see Rain all day And I dont mind. The telephone is singing Ringing its too early Don't pick it up We don't need to we got everything We need right here And everything we need is enough Just so easy When the whole world fits inside of your arms Don't really need to pay attention to the alarm Wake up slow, yeah wake up slow You hardly even notice When I try to show you this Song is meant to keep ya From doing what your supposed to Waking up too early Maybe we can sleep in Ill make you banana pancakes Pretend like its the weekend now mmm it was a good day.. besides the whole all of medcalf's computers now have a virus lol... yay.. =\ but andrew had to fix them coz i ran out of time... HAH oh well.. i have to buy the yeah yeah yeah's cd for royce.. his got lost.. thanks to me oh well it's a good day with jack johnson... hehe and these next three weekends are going to kick ASS haha NASCAR this weekend with 4pi2s =) finally lol fuck.. then next weekend is a couple of friends and i hanging at the SUNCOAST lol yay... then weekend after that is EXTREME THING with like... SOOO many people i know and a load of kick ass bands heh.. yay.... ok well .. have to do hw and be responsible can't get grounded again! lol cyah then
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congrats tar and gab	Mar 6th, 2005 7:02:31 pm EST - Subscribe
you don't get a discount.. the bag was the size of the fucking TELEVISION [not a small tv either] gabby stayed the night two nights ago and we chillaxed.. then i went with her yesterday [and her mom] to see beauty and the beast again and to go to Fry's and eat loads of jellybeans lol ... i asked my dad if i can go to Xtreme thing the saturday after my brithday and he's like 'SURE! GREAT! THAT'D BE AWESOME! i'll go buy you tickets!!' i'm like... fuck yea! and gabby needed a place to stay that weekend and i asked him and before i got the question out he's like 'gabby can stay here for the weekend or whatever.. that'd be fine' so woohoo lol hmmmbaaaa well i have to make like.. 5 CDs for gabbness and 1 for cals and watch My Coolest Years - Bad Girls so i'll be back later tonight - dev p.s. - i love you buggy hope everything is alright sweetie
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do me fuckers!!	Mar 5th, 2005 12:55:15 pm EST - Subscribe
Do it, this is some funny stuff! Trust me, the answers you get back will amaze you. It's good to know!! Reply to this, then re-post. 0= HELL no 1= No 2= Maybe 3= Hell Yeah! 4= Get The Condoms 5= My Pants Are Already Off 6= Im In Bed Waiting *Wink Wink 7= Fuck condoms, come here 8= Bitch, are you crazy?!!?!?! gabby and i had "fun" last night just like a few OTHER best friends of mine heh.
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tartt... DIE BITCHES	Mar 4th, 2005 9:49:05 pm EST - Subscribe
I FUCKING HATE T A R T T =) but i love the rest of you =)
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are you trying out for a stripper?	Mar 2nd, 2005 7:32:46 pm EST - Subscribe
i have a personal question. do your pads ever get wet and sticky? yes all the time! it's so embarrassing! god cally i love you lol. i ditched medcalf's first period to hang with gabbness and vanessa. lol .. it was fun. dide i wanna see 'the jacket' it comes out this friday ... maybe later lol.... i heard from a few people that this one super sweet [and hott] guy likes me or whatever.. but i'm not sure.. oh well lol guess i'll find out tomorrow... excuse the shitty layout.. i'm working on it.. dude ok funny story.. during 7th period spanish 3 Honors.. we were making tortillas and salsa and shit.. and my friend allen ate a pepper [that gonzalez SAID was the hottest lol] and was freaking out lol so i gave him my water then I ate a pepper lol long story short.. i went through two water bottles and a propel and a dr. pepper and ramen and STILL taste it lol omgosh but the guys were all stoked it was funny haha and michaela was like 'awesome!!' ahaha awesome awesome but yeah.. totally worth it.. even though my tortilla tasted like DOUGHY SHIT.. but hey.. at least danny gobalt and i have a 'personal connection' that he doesn't have with anyone else lol.. it was funny.. failed the chem test today... woo hoo.. but coates is eating my Life so fucking YAY it worked ahhaha woohoo.... k cyah then =) - dev
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germans are coming tonight at 12 haha poor karah	Mar 1st, 2005 9:19:45 pm EST - Subscribe
so.. week left to go.. had a 'the world needs to fuck off' moment yesterday in chemistry.. like i fucking FREAKED on three people... cally kicking my chair [i love her anyways hehe] errin hitting me in the FUCKING HEAD with his keys AND keychain.. three fucking times.. and then this fucking asshole named Robert kept repeating ' you wanna talk?' ...5 times even after i told him no i'm not in a good mood after each time he asked.. then what set me off was i was screaming at him and he was LAUGHING i'm just like "FUCK YOOUUUU FUCK OFFFFFFF ASSHOLE!!" haha it was funny [well afterwards] crap i forgot to get an app for the YMCA summer job for gabby and i SHIAT =\ blahblahblah... sammy's [the little brother i never had] birthday is today well HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY you cool dork you! patti and amber are going to help me out with my latest roadblock heheh i love them for it too =) i'd call amber but i kinduve don't remember the number lol and anyways i'd feel bad calling JUST for that yanoe? i need to change my calendar. my glasses are breaking. i haven't watched jeopardy OR wheel for.... [tries to count] a month? no.... two months.. three? nahhh just like two lol oh well i sucked anyways speaking of sucking.. we were talking about clit rings [we all found out maggie didn't know what a 'clit' was... oy vey lol] and blowjobs and my 'friend' karah [who was preggy today... don't ask lol] said she also finds it gross and will never do it.. here i am shaking again. thinking what the hell am i doing? i know it should be different. and it's getting there. at least i'm over the whole situation [the ex-primary roadblock] BLAHHHHH =) alright probably gonna get caught and wouldn't THAT suck lol... so i'll be back on later after a shower/ a couple chiK flicks/ a few outfit changes.... devo
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