Woah! 4got bout this place!
Date: Sep 10th, 2006 9:17:18 am - Subscribe
Mood: cavalier
Er... woops.....
Back to college tomorrow... mite keep more up to date with u then.... in the meantime
THEY'RE NOT GONNA GET US
THEY'RE NOT GONNA GET US
THEY'RE NOT GONNA GET US
THEY'RE NOT GONNA GET US
THEY'RE NOT GONNA GET US
THEY'RE NOT GONNA GET US
THEY'RE NOT GONNA GET US
THEY'RE NOT GONNA GET US
THEY'RE NOT GONNA GET US
THEY'RE NOT GONNA GET US
THEY'RE NOT GONNA GET US
oh no they found me
eeep
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I GAVE BLOOD
Date: Jul 29th, 2006 4:46:12 pm - Subscribe
Mood: scared
Well mum and dad decided that yesterday was better than any other day to give blood. I said i'd do it when i felt okay about it....
i did, and so i went....
i was fine... they did the finger prick thing... that was fine...
she poked the needle in... i winced but was fine....
i watched the blood go out the tube... and was fine
i rested...
i was asked to sit up and was fine..
i walked across the room.. sat down and guzzled a glass of water.....
i reached for another and went blurry...
"im going blurry.... its all going blurry"
someone shouted out cold square! - (cold compress)
i was on a bed and had my legs in the air.... wet cloths on me and people asking me stupid questions..... who am i where am i?
well they know that! duh
and i knew too... id only gone blurry not unconscieous although tchnically i could have gone unconscious and not realised....
anyway... i was lying on the bed and was fine... lay there for a while... probly 30 mins... or so.... and kept getting checked up on.... the nurse guy scared the hell outta me though.... cos he said they have a code for fainting... 01, feeeling lightheaded, 02, fainting, blurry etc.... and 03 which was unconsciousness and he said that if i gave blood again, that it could lead to a serious 03
now im not scared easily by most things.. but mention of death and im SCARED...
i dont like the idea of dying
and being an emotional wreck quite often i burst into tears
shortly after he left me.....i started crying...
Im not going to give blood again...
1 because he scared me about the risks and 2.... i DONT WANT TO DIE! 
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Creativity
Date: Jul 26th, 2006 6:04:21 pm - Subscribe
Mood: creative
Creativity flowing again. 3 sides on the shadow story. As before with other story 'the stones story' i am unsure of ending and as it is based on parts of dreams not all of it makes sense or can bne easily described or explained...
but we shall see how it goes.
It seems to be proceeding well.
In between begining 'shadow story' and continuing, I burnt my hand!
Only slightly, but still two small spots of soreness, no bigger than a penny.
Cooking sausages on the grill, my first time, I pricked the sausages as was suggested, and the fat dripped out as they cooked. When I removed the grill tray the handle was hot and I dropped it making hot fat spit out and sprinkle my clothes and my limbs, fortunately only two spots of fat caused damage, it could've been an awful lot worse.
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!*!*!*Perfectly Organised!*!*!*
Date: Jul 24th, 2006 8:29:45 am - Subscribe
Mood: on the ball
I got started, found all my work from the last year and sorted it out into the right folders. Now I've gotta read through, re-write any illegible parts, and then maybe a bit of lunch.
"One month til Wales"
A whole month, without interruption except for working on Saturday. As long as I set reasonable targets I should manage to get some college work done ahead of time. 
Mum is at university for the last few days of her SUMMER SCHOOL. Dad is at work. Pippa and Dave are at school today and tomorrow. Im home alone until about 4pm. Mum and dad are due back between 6 and 7pm. I guess that means I'm making dinner, which is fine, aslong as we have food.
*rummages in the freezer*
A pizza, which I'll probably have for lunch, sausages, chips, a chicken, vegetarian food, and peas. Plus ice cream and lollies.
Not much of a selection... probably sausage and chips then. I think I'll get my pizza cooking, at least I'll be full for a while before I have to worry about cooking dinner.
"Colour-coding is convenient"
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!*!*!*!*Story Writing Again!*!*!*!*
Date: Jul 24th, 2006 3:19:48 am - Subscribe
Mood: mellow
Im looking for inspiration. I found this picture and thought it would help.
Can't start working on it yet though, as I need to sort out my college work from last year, making sure I can still remember and understand my notes.
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