| I've been craving for food for the past few days - and it's so obvious that I'm enjoying eating very much! In fact, I think I can eat at any given hours; be it snacks, crackers, chocolates, yoghurts, milk, juice, fruit, noodles, rice, etc. You named it - I think I'd love to eat it. I don't know what in the world that made me want to crave for food and eating so suddenly. All I know is that food is good and eating them makes me feel good and happy - yeah, I think that's the reason why. |
| I'm fed up with my boyfriend this morning. Last night, He asked me to give him a wake-up call at 5 o'clock sharp, but guess what, he was nowhere to be found, and all I heard is the recorded sound of the answering machine - how I hate using the answering machine! Of course, the machine itself is very practical and easy to use, but the fact that I slept at nearly 2 in the morning but I still had to wake up just to call this guy is what really got on my nerves. I just want to know that he still keeps the promise! But apparently, he seemed to forget about telling me that we'd have a long talk as soon as I called him up the next day. OK, maybe watching the DVD of "The Grudge" late last night kept him wild awake, and that maybe he's still asleep during these hours; maybe I'll just let him rest for a while and then call him up just to say good morning at 6 or 7, maybe... yeah, I think that'll do =) |
| There are more stars in the universe than there are grains of sand on all the beaches on earth - I want to dedicate this journal entry to a complimenting commenter who stumbled on my blog a few days ago. I just read his posted comment yesterday, but I found out from one of his friends this early morning that he is gone - forever, and it breaks my heart. Of course, I won't deny that I hardly know this person at all, except from the blog that he used to write in regularly, but the fact that he was still alive and reading my blog a couple of days ago, and that I just typed a comment in his blog last night make me feel sad and cold inside. God, he's gone far too soon. I feel for his family and friends, and I want to say I'm very sorry to hear this sad news, I really do. May he rest in peace and be with the one whom he loves eternally. I'll always remember you. |
| I'm glad to know that the commenter whom I've mentioned in my last entry is still alive and breathing - in the hospital together with the loved one, thank God! I truly hope that they will get well soon and I will pray for both of them too - I definitely will. In the meantime, I'm looking forward to hear from them and read more of their entries in the very near future, but the most important thing of all is I hope they make it through anything and appreciate each other even more after the whole incident, I really do. |
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I looked at every tiny corner of my private bedroom searching for a meaningful keychain, which I graciously received from my boyfriend last year. Guess what, it turned out to be safely kept inside a small Japanese wooden box in my mahogany bookcase, together with other souvenirs and other memorabilia that he bought especially for me. To tell the truth, I was close to tears when I discovered where the keychain was. Due to this item means so much to me and to my vitality - this I just can't deny it. The keychain read: I love you... When you're smiling When you're bad When you're kidding When you're sad When you're playing When you're blue The reason I love you is because you're you! And the reason that I love him is because he loves me because of who I really am, not someone whom he wants me to be, and certainly not someone whom he only wants to be with when he has no one else. Now I've said it, and I sound just like any other hopeless romantics. Anyhow, I think I meant what I just said and I'm OK with it - that's good enough for now. |