...i think i thought i saw you try...
Date: Jul 11th, 2005 1:24:31 pm - Subscribe
Mood: feeling old
music: R.E.M. - Losing My Religion
Don't you hate it when you get obsessed with a song and you can't stop listening to it? That's how I am right now with the song "Losing My Religion" by R.E.M. It's a really cool song... And it's kind of easy to connect to when I think back over some points in my life.
The slip that brought me
to my knees, failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing aground
That takes me back to two times in my life. When my uncle and grandfather died and when Nick broke up with me. Both experiences spiralled me into a depression I could barely claw myself out of. I don't regret anything in my life... But if I could go back and changed the things that happened, the things that I did those two times. I would. I think those are the only two times I have ever questioned my religion, and I failed the goals that I made for myself.
...Wow. XD I just got asked if I was old. What the crap.
"You're old aren't you? XP"
"I am not. XD I'm sixteen. Don't you dare insinuate that's old. What about you? *poke:: How old are you?"
"Sixteen XP But my friends don't come over at insane hours just because of work."
As I was explaining to her that I had to get offline because my friend came over. XD I feel a little insulted.
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try
This song... It fits so close-knitted to my past. It almost frightens me. At any rate. This is all I have to say for the update. It was just a bunch of rambling.
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