Minor revelation.
Date: May 19th, 2008 12:25:52 am - Subscribe
Mood: relaxed.
Wow.
So it has now been more than a year since I last posted anything here. I'm not exactly sure why.
I read over my old entries.
Important things I realized as a product of this:
- Times change.
- I changed.
- I write very differently when I write for an imagined reader.
- But in spite of it all, I still write. Even now. Even after all these changes.
- It's been a long time since I let myself be free in my writing, because I expect too much. I miss my poems and lists; my quotes, song lyrics, rants, photos and rambles. I miss writing for its own sake.
Unimportant things I realized:
- If I'm unstable now, I was practically bipolar before. I'm considerably better now.
- I have learned a lot; gained and lost a lot.
- I'm ashamed to say that I winced a few times over what I used to write about. But that was then.
The only surprising thing I realized:
- I grew up. Apparently sometime between now and last April.
So I'm back, because I enjoy writing. I have a lot to say right off the bat, but I might let it settle out and come back later instead.
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