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Musings of a Hatrack.
Date: Nov 1st, 2006 7:32:32 pm - Subscribe
Mood: stormy.
Song:: The Last Song I'm Wasting On You - Evanescence

5.17pm

Happy November.

Today has been a(nother) long day. But October is all done. I went as Circe for Hallowe'en, but obviously hardly anyone got it. She is a sorceress in Greek mythology who traps Odysseus on her island, but she's not really all that obscure (or so I thought).

Anyway, it was fun. I wore a nice black dress.

Ever had that feeling that whenever you tell stories people just tune out, because they couldn't care less and it's only funny or interesting to you anyway? Yeah. I've been getting that feeling a lot lately.

Sooner or later... I am going to learn to just shut up. Someday.

I swear to God it isn't PMS, but everything feels that way lately: futile. I just might as well be a hatrack for all the use and conversational value I amount to. And I know I'm not supposed to voice this (no one is) but today I've honestly felt like I ought to have a bag over my head and duct tape over my mouth.

Bah.

5.28pm

And I just hate how I'm not supposed to feel this way. I hate how whenever I voice that I feel about as useful and appreciated as a deadweight in a horse race, I'm told all the reasons why I am not allowed to think like that.

Which isn't exactly helpful, if you know what I mean.

5.32pm

But I have a whole bunch of little tiny Crunchie bars. Which helps a lot, in my opinion.
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Comments:

kikkai - November 01st, 2006
You went as Circe? That's pretty awesome (:

ctyankgrl - January 20th, 2007
i've been feeling that way a lot lately as well. even though this is an old entry...its relevant to me right now..haha but i hope you've been feeling better since then..and yeah, Circe is an awesome costume chose!

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