philosophy
Date: Aug 19th, 2006 8:17:55 pm - Subscribe
Mood: good.
Song:: Behind Blue Eyes - The Who
5.44pm
So I'll never be worth anything to you. Why do you feel the need to impress that upon me every time I'm anywhere near you? Is it any wonder I hate it when I have to live a week of my life here?
It's been less than twenty-four hours. It's the only few days I'm even going to see you this month. Why the hell can you not just pretend that you like me?
Why'd you have to ruin my day? Why can't we get along for just a weekend at a time?
Why won't I ever be good enough for you? You ruin everything.
6.00pm
Anyway. Aside from that, I'm in a really good mood this weekend. Last night my boyfriend came back unexpectedly from B.C. and I got to see him, which was so awesome. It was a very nice evening. I get to see my best friend tomorrow - we're going to the Fringe! (Calgary has a Fringe?!)
It will be fun.
Work was good this last week as well. Thursday was amazing. I love my kids so much. There is this one boy in my group - I could rave about him for hours. We're not supposed to have favourites, but he's mine hands down. He's just beautiful with long red hair that falls over his face and big blue eyes and the sweetest smile. Just one of those smiles and my day is made. He has to wear a leg brace because he's got hip displasia, so his legs are kind of twisted at an angle. But he still runs and plays and is so cheerful and sweet. It'll be so hard to say goodbye. I love him like I love Valerie. I get so attached.
Anyway. On Friday I basically spent the day gambling my job with all the other leaders. At lunch Bev sent John and myself to find a bucket of sidewalk chalk (John because he has a car and drives and me because I know where the Wal-Mart is). So we drove off to get it, and spent half an hour before concluding that no one sells sidewalk chalk in mid-August. It was sort of fun, but we could have gotten in a lot of trouble. I feel bad for it now.
But it was a crazy day. I had a bucket of water dumped over my head at one point (and my notebook, iPod, backpack and assorted belongings). It was fun though.
ONE MORE WEEK OF WORK!!
And then I'm free! I'm taking the Greyhound to Sycamous for a week to stay with my boyfriend and his family. I'm looking forward to it so much. Ahh! I can't wait. We can forget about all the little issues and just be together. Happy.
I'm pretty happy.
Things are good.
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