impatient1s Aeonity Blog

new shit, but still shit

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 22:09:30 -0500

I've done a lot recently. Got a new construction job, big bucks, moved out and into my own apartment, took care of and made life or death decisions for my mother when she got into an acccident that should have killed her, and oh so much more, but I'm not happy. I moved into the apartment with a friend and my girlfriend. My girlfriend and I aren'... Read More

fucking fifteen years old

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 20:48:36 -0600

It's pathetic when you have to babysit a 15-year-old because they can't be left on their own. It's a fucking pain in the ass when you have to give up your fucking weekend and the one day you don't have to go to school or work so that the said 15-year-old can have some girl over when he's supposed to be grounded. I shouldn't have to do it, but my fa... Read More

Tuesday and no school

Tue, 16 Jan 2007 18:35:20 -0600

A real snow-day, it's astonishing. This is real snow, there's around three inches of it on the ground and when it was still falling the flakes were big and fluffy and coming down fast. I've missed the snow, so I guess I got my wish, I am disappointed that they cancelled school though, that would have been fun. Everyone else in my house is asleep, s... Read More

do do da do

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 03:59:56 -0600

Christmas break is here and I'm bored out of my mind. I've been having this urge lately to go. Just get up and go do something. Leave the house early in the morning and not come home until late or even better leave town for a couple days. I want adventure, tension, anger, fast, emotionally crushing. I just feel like I should go do something, but I ... Read More

Busy is better, but it causes problems

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 15:51:42 -0600

I like to keep busy, I feel unsatisfied when I'm not doing anything for long periods of time. My girlfriend likes to tell me that I'm a work-a-holic, maybe. It's good to feel like you've accomplished something. I worked enough that I made enough money to pay for my class ring in full, on time, and all on my own. I like to rely on myself. There ... Read More

Birhtdays are supposed to be happy right?

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 00:03:45 -0500

So generally people are happy when their birthdays come around, I mean with all the gifts and the focus being on you and whatnot. I just can't seem to be happy though. I've been really depressed the past few days, like I haven't been in a long time. I can't think of anything else that could be making me feel like this except my birhtday, because o... Read More

finished

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 22:54:36 -0500

So yesterday was my last day of work, and I'm going to miss it. At the graduation dinner for the program on Thursday my dad was talking to someone and he told them he could tell that I was hooked. He said coming home from work at the end of each day I was the most content he had ever seen me. He's right, I loved my job this summer. Jarid, the forem... Read More

MSI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 21:10:40 -0500

I went to the MSI concert last night that my girlfriend bought us tickets for, and all I have to say is Holly Shit!! Concerts really are like a religious experience, everyone packed so close together, everyone's all sweaty and screaming, and you're all there for the same reason. God it was hotness. The show kicked ass, Jimmy Urine is god. I'm sore,... Read More

Scent

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 19:21:16 -0500

Today at work I had the weirdest experience, it made me kind of sad and happy at the same time. We had to finish the rest of our OSHA 10 (safety) training today, but when we were done with that we moved on to learning about all the different hand tools. We went down to the shop and got to use chisels, metal cutters, regular hand saws, our hammers, ... Read More

I guess my mom likes to get beaten.

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 01:15:03 -0500

I finally talked to someone who's been in contact with my mother while she's in jail. She's back with her ex-husband Edd. When they were together things were shit. She was addicted to meth and other things, he would beat her, and let us just say that Edd should not be around kids; he's a shity person and an even worse parent. My mother only has ... Read More