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Date: Jun 19th, 2008 10:47:35 am - Subscribe
Mood: spooky
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kuhpaw my screwed day...
Date: May 15th, 2008 12:25:53 pm - Subscribe
Mood: zonked
.... sarcastically speaking. i'll back track. from the moment i woke up......
ASSptitude test
i woke up really early. my biological clock works just fine. well. i mean. REALLY fine. the tendency to wake up early is because of knowing you have something important to do the next early morning. the first thing i did was to fix my hair. i look hideous with my hair naturally curved to the left but its formed to the right. sucks right? which probably makes my hair soooper thick.anyway. then i watched TV for 59 seconds. then headed straight to the dining area. Eggs kill. But pandesal doesnt. another morning combo. my usual combo. eggs are boring without pandesal. and pandesal is boring without eggs. thats just how it works. either you scramble my eggs. or just plain sunny side up. either my pandesal is badly burnt or still on the verge on being perrrrfect. anyway. breakfast. as always. sucks. badly. i hate it. the only thing i like about it is. the heavy feeling of being full but in a good healthy way. after that. i turned the PC. and watch my daily dose of Gossip Girl. I HAVE A VERY GOOD REASON WHY I WATCH GG! girls dig it. hahah. anyway. aside from the bitchin' lines i learned from the show. i checked my mail. duhh. checked a lot of things. i am. i want to be updated. kuhpaw. time came for shower. today was MCL day. great. unneccesary test to do. so i finished the whole changing showering thing. and went on to another journey of horrific events. i was dropped by my mom in front of MCL. i walked with someone i dont know taking the same exams but...with their MOMS. i find being alone.......cooool. since being independent a part of college. im so used to it. the first test was the English...something something test. first up was an oral exam. which went well. it started with a bunch of 4 or 5 people to converse with each other. like a talk show. said the proctor. the 1st batch were so lucky that they did the oral test thing in another room. without the other examinees in it. so i belonged to the 2nd batch. so i had to wait for them to finish. it was boring. but thank God i had my phone with me. loaded with 700+ songs! i really would love to brag my w850i.....4 gig. kuhpaw. anyway (braggin' aint my thing anymore). shuffle mode. i missed those paramore songs i used to sing when i was in 3rd year.hmm. then we were next. but terribly we had to do the oral exam on the room where we (the examinees) are seated. since the proctor had some viable reason. SHE WAS VERY LAZY TO EXPLAIN AGAIN AND AGAIN. moving on. the oral exam was to be led by an introduction of each member of the group. then a question for the group. the a guy from somewhere school from somewhere in Laguna began. what got my attention was "...i like being alone. with my guitar" i was life... wtf? but i was smiling. hehe. then it was my turn. hmm. anxious. but i tried to keep my composure. so i started with my name and nickname. my highschool school. then my interest. for this tragic event. i had to BRAG. duhh. its like graded and everything. so.. "im into music too... like him (the first guy) im a musician myself. im a computer geek. im super clerical. im a part time cook. chef is what i want to become. and oh. hey. i can drive. hehe. thats all anyway" hmmm. that went well. and i did a very obvious sigh to the audience hiding from the proctor. the next guy was up. base on what he said. he's a geek. period. the last guy was another typical guy. who's into gaming (dota, nothing else) well looking at his colored hair and his broken english. i guess i know you know what kind of place he's been studying or what kind of environment he's living as of the past up to now. after that. the proctor gave the topic to discuss about in the group. the topic given to us was.. "CLICKS. what do you think of the. blahblahblahblah.". ouuuhhh. i am so gonna kick ass with the topic. the first guy was "i want to be alone" i was the "very much indeed super socialite well equipped and well experience highschool guy". the third guy was the "i heart study. im a nerd!" the fourth guy was. on my opinion "ehh, ahh, beecos, kasi, oo sige sige" there. so the timer began (oh yes i didnt mention. we were timed 9 mins of pure awkwardness) so a few seconds passed. no one had managed to start the whole thing. so. instincts. kicked in. slash initiative. "so Clicks... are you a member of one? do you have clicks? blahblahblah".trying to sound so friendly and soooo going with the flow. blahblahblah. and there were a couple of "in your face" and "what the f*ck" moments" hahah. i tried keep my mockering death laughter to myself. in my head. first "in your face/wtf?" moment was. the i asked the first guy if he was in a click. he said no immediately. and i was like.. "ohh o...k..." then he mentioned about playing the guitar. so i asked. "would you start a band here?" he said.."aahh nohh nohh. when i play my geetaR. i like to pley alon." .and there i was in my head? "what the f*ck? emo? or just plain melodramatic musician from the south?" that was the first wtf moment. and so. i went on with my oprah/ellen interviewing and inquiring skill. i asked the second guy. "what are you in to when not with your click?" ... so he was like "i lab to istady". another wtf? moment. moving on. the last guy. hahah. i totally had the wtf?/in your face moment with this guy. i asked the same question to him from the question i asked from the 2nd guy. so he was like "aamm. i layk to hangawt wid my prends. to da compyuter shaps. to play campyuter games".... there i was again in my head . "oh. dont you mean DOTA? i kinda know its one of the few games you kind of boys play, wtf?" so he fired back with a question "how bout you? what games do you play?" wait. before i replied. i had a quick thought first "so you're the one asking now? hahah. kiddin'. uhmm games i play? ya dont wanna know"
so here was my reply. in your face moment. "games i play? i play a LOT of games. i range from RTS to Racing, mmorpg to flash games. oh yes. im a versatile gamer." i really had to put some pressure on the words "Versatile" and "Gamer" .in your face dude!. so anyway. it ended. the whole oral exam thing. (more of a "getting acquianted" "boosting confidence" "just want to make fun of you kids") thing. we started na our break. the whole thing was 8:30- 10:00 and the aptitude test was like going to start at 1:00, but gladly i found a computer shop. so i could spend my few remaining hours of break wasting my time on cyberspace. hmm. so. surprisingly. Ramon Fresnido was there. so cool. so i wasnt alone anymore. so i continued my cyber time wasting. with chatting and multiply checking. youtube watching. hmm. moving on. so my time was up. grabbed my bag and jacket. went to the wrong room. again. i didnt mention. i went inside the wrong room on the first test. but i managed to correct myself from checking my room number. good idea dumbhead. moving on. i dont want to mention the following BORING events of shading circles of boredom. well that was it. i went home after. here i am. i started this blog like. 6 pm something. and its 8. im tired ... whatta day. wtf moment
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missing.someone.aint.sweet.
Date: May 12th, 2008 2:05:48 pm - Subscribe
Mood: spoiled
-Nick-: oh. just. someone.
-Kianne-: hmm. really huh. well, i often see her as your av. i got so curious this time so i finally asked.
-Kianne-:
-Nick-: lets just say.... she's the girl i miss badly... k?
-Kianne-: aha. well, we miss "people" these days. trust me, i know what im talkin bout. hehe.
-Nick-: laughs to that. i know what yer talkin' bout.
-Kianne-: haha. that's life. sucks innit?
-Nick-: missing someone.. is inevitable.
-Kianne-: hell yeah.
-Kianne-:
-Nick-: its kinda different with the people who are UNREACHABLE... like her...
-Nick-:
-Nick-: ya sorta miss em "badly
-Kianne-: i know how you feel. well, i am feeling that way, too. sort of. & all you can do is stare at their photos & ask yourself, "why the hell do you make me miss you so much? what is it there in you? i must be crazy." right? right.
-Kianne-: hehe
-Nick-: now there's something in common....
-Kianne-: prolly
-Nick-: kind of people you just can't drive to in front of their house.
-Kianne-: but you want to ei? tsk.
-Nick-: cars cant fly.
-Nick-: *ouch
-Kianne-: totoo.
-Kianne-: hmm. so she's from?
-Nick-: Cebu.
-Kianne-: sa pilipinas plng nmn yan e. iba parin pag nsa ibang bansa. like the one i miss.
-Kianne-: hmm. so you goin to cebu?
-Kianne-:
-Nick-: kinda need to...
-Kianne-: sounds easy huh.
-Nick-: let's put wings on George...
-Kianne-: George?
-Nick-: my beetle...
-Kianne-: oh
-Nick-: Volks...
-Kianne-: yeah, i know.
-Kianne-: hmm.
-Kianne-: sighs.
-Nick-: dont cha worry. i bet he misses you too.
-Kianne-: does she have a multiply account?
-Kianne-: btw, she's pretty. good for ya.
-Nick-: she's not into cyberspace...
-Kianne-: oh. i see.
-Nick-: hmmm.. idk...
-Kianne-: idk what? what do you mean you dont know?
-Nick-: good for me...
-Nick-: its torture...
-Kianne-: how come?
-Kianne-: too pretty?
-Nick-: yes!
-Kianne-: i get that. hehe.
-Nick-: i wanna come clean...
-Kianne-: well, good luck & be happy.
-Nick-: quite frankly.. maybe i should tell you...
-Kianne-: that?
-Kianne-: tell me what?
-Nick-: i kinda know...
-Kianne-: ...huh?
-Nick-: him...
-Kianne-: sinong him?
-Nick-: youre talking talking about...
-Kianne-: haha. idts.
-Nick-: trust me. i know.
-Kianne-: haha. maybe. im not gna ask. no big deal after all.
-Kianne-: i mean--if you know or what.
-Nick-: we're actually. kinda close na.
-Kianne-: good.
-Nick-: we've been talking a lot....
-Kianne-: hehe. okay okay.
-Nick-: i tell you.. we share the same screwed up life...
-Kianne-: we all do, mate.
-Nick-: "mate"... reminds me of him...
-Kianne-: hahaha.
-Nick-: between the two of us... dont tell anyone about me talking about him to you... he's gonna kill me
-Kianne-: well, how're you with him? close enough i guess.
-Nick-: yeah. we both share the interest of becoming british bastards...
-Kianne-: haha. how come? is there something i "DON'T KNOW".
-Kianne-:
-Nick-: lots...
-Nick-: but this is as far as i can go..
-Kianne-: i'm "" right now.
-Nick-: you shouldnt be..
-Nick-: anyway. im keeping my promise not to spill more details...
-Kianne-: well, you told me there are LOTS.
-Kianne-: haha. well, okay okay. i respect that.
-Nick-: i broke one na nga ee!
-Kianne-: i'm just gna ask him about it. & id sooo fly to where he is if he wont tell me!
-Nick-: uhg! Kirsten!
-Nick-: he'll fly here to kick my arse
-Kianne-: just kidding.
-Kianne-: btw it's kirstin. hehe.
-Nick-: with an "i" ..... ima twilight dork
-Kianne-: haha. hvnt read that yeeet.
-Kianne-: so is it reeli drooling? haha
-Nick-: got me flippin the pages
-Kianne-: i aint a fan "yet". haha
-Nick-: well. WE both are...
-Kianne-: i know.
-Nick-: let me ask something... if its alright...
-Kianne-: err, okay. i'll try to answer it. hehe.
-Nick-: are there "boys"... who are kinda "interested" in you...
-Kianne-: hmm. well, im not quite sure.
-Nick-: ok...
-Nick-: good answer ...
-Kianne-: haha.
-Nick-: dont tell ha!!!
-Nick-: he's worried...
-Nick-:
-Kianne-: ov what?
-Nick-: other boys...
-Nick-:
-Kianne-: really? haha. well. i'm not very liking someone atm.
-Kianne-: tell him that.
-Kianne-:
-Nick-:
-Nick-: now im the one
-Kianne-: so he wont get worried anymore. i know how to take care of myself. besides that's what he wants & asked me to.
-Kianne-: haha. dont be im no kiss & tell.
-Kianne-: haha
-Nick-:
-Kianne-: hehe.
-Nick-: i dont want some british ass kicking ya know...
-Kianne-: so now you tell you tell him. haha. tell him you asked me randomly.
-Nick-: yes i will...
-Kianne-: yeah. who wants that anyway. haha.
-Nick-: "so, i was like, talking to Kirstin, and i asked her.... blahblahblah"
-Kianne-: btw, he's no brit. he's a wanna-be.
-Kianne-: whaha
-Kianne-: fine, fine. do your white lies.
-Nick-: im more brit than him! he's not into football!
-Kianne-: do yer thang.
-Kianne-: haha. guess so.
-Nick-: i told him that i wanna switch places with him..
-Nick-: just one Manchester United game...then i'll be happy with the rest of my life!
-Kianne-: i wna watch some english leagues, too! tell me, when do i watch?
-Nick-: here in the Philippines? live? 230 in the morning lass
-Nick-: i wake up that early to see United play...
-Kianne-: yeah, i heard they flash live in the morning.
-Nick-: so i tell him minsan. to watch the games for me..
-Kianne-: are there any replays? there gotstabe!
-Kianne-: cuz my dad's a fan, too. but we dno when to watch.
-Nick-: yeah.. but idk when exactly...
-Nick-: anyway. there's only two teams left to watch..
-Kianne-: aaw. okay
-Nick-: anyway.. he misses you too. dont ya worry.. k?
-Kianne-: hehe. i'm not worrying. i know he does. hahaha.
-Kianne-: kidding.
-Kianne-: well, sometimes i wonder if he does. hoping actually. hehe. i cant wait for him to come home.
-Nick-: he's worries.... like hell...
-Kianne-: haha. ayaw pa kasi umuwi e. joke. hehe. gusto niya pero, super busy.
-Nick-: if ever i win the tickets to Moscow (Champions League Finals) i'll drop by their house . .
-Kianne-: wow. d
-Kianne-: hey i have to go. it was some night ei? haha. till next time, nico. take care & cheer up okay? or at least try. bbye.
-kianne
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teens.marriage.children.adulthood.parenthood.
Date: May 9th, 2008 10:33:18 am - Subscribe
Mood: abnormal
-Nick-: can i ask you sumthing......
-Karla-: sure
-Nick-: uhmm..
-Karla-: ?
-Nick-: if ever i get some girl pregnant.... muka ba kong tatakbo?
-Karla-: no...
-Nick-: tnx...
-Karla-: why?
-Nick-: what if... sinabi ko sayo na....
-Karla-: tatakbo ka/
-Karla-: ?
-Nick-: not that...
-Karla-: nakabuntis ka na??????????????????/
-Nick-: uhm...
-Nick-: what if.... yes...
-Karla-: well..
-Karla-: di ako maniniwala
-Nick-: sige.....
-Karla-: bakit?
-Karla-: ???
-Karla-: siryoso ba?
-Karla-: nakabuntis ka?
-Nick-: "what if"s tayo....
-Karla-: okok
-Nick-: let's say.... ikaw....
-Nick-: sa tingin mo ba tatakbo ko?
-Karla-: no...
-Nick-: to think.. how can you make sure?
-Karla-: i just trust you
-Karla-: yun lang yung pinanghahawakan ko
-Nick-: next case...
-Nick-: what if... i ran...
-Karla-: well... syempre
-Karla-: disappointed
-Karla-: then
-Karla-: mm...sobrang
-Karla-: hate na kita nun
-Nick-: regret??
-Karla-: ofcourse... may ganun talaga
-Nick-: ok... next case.. im out of the picture na..
-Karla-: ako...
-Karla-:
-Nick-: what if....
-Karla-: sa tingin mo mag papa abort ako?
-Nick-: oo naman.. gaga ka ee
-Karla-:
-Karla-: haha
-Karla-: ok
-Nick-:
-Karla-:
-Karla-: sige kaw naman
-Nick-: teka... im doing the questioning here...
-Karla-: ok
-Nick-: ok... next case.. im out of the picture na..
-Nick-: what if your guy runs away?
-Nick-: sa tingin mo?
-Karla-: mmmmm...
-Karla-: sobra kawawa ako
-Nick-: si tingin mo ba.. may sasalo?
-Nick-: i friend maybe?
-Karla-: wala
-Nick-: hmmm
-Karla-: ikaw?
-Karla-:
-Nick-:
-Karla-: kidding
-Nick-: hmmm... next scene
-Nick-: una mong lalapitan?
-Karla-: OC...
-Karla-: hans...
-Karla-: kaw
-Nick-: *andyan nnman ako...
-Nick-: moving on...
-Karla-:
-Karla-: osige
-Karla-: delete mo ikaw
-Nick-: wala akong sinabi....
-Nick-: MOVING ON
-Nick-: candidates for step father?
-Karla-: mmm....
-Karla-: hirap.
-Karla-: next ques..
-Nick-: next scenario...
-Nick-: guy doesnt leave....
-Karla-: ...
-Nick-: but you live in a box... *metaphor*
-Karla-: ??di ko naget
-Karla-: s
-Nick-: poor
-Karla-: ]
-Karla-:
-Nick-: your guy doesnt leave...
-Nick-: but you live in financial disaster...
-Karla-: oowww...
-Karla-: kung ano gagawin?
-Nick-: yea.. sort of
-Karla-: talk to the guy syempre
-Nick-: elaborate...
-Karla-: kausapin ko sya na walang patutunguhan yung buhay namen kung ganun lang...
-Karla-: na dpat mas magsikap kame...
-Karla-: saomething like that
-Nick-:
-Karla-: ewan
-Nick-: ok.. next
-Nick-: lets categorize...
-Karla-: ok
-Nick-: your happy with your guy living in the depths of earthly crisis... or ... with sum guy but your living like there's no tomorrow?
-Karla-: sinong mas love ko?
-Karla-:
-Nick-: wait... rephrase
-Nick-: inlove with a poor.... so-so with the rich?
-Karla-: to be practical i'll go with the rich
-Nick-: ok... lets...make contrast...
-Karla-: go
-Nick-: inlove with the poor
-Nick-: numb with the rich?
-Karla-: nu gagawin ko
-Nick-: choose...
-Nick-:
-Karla-: you mean parang namanhid?
-Nick-: yea
-Karla-: hirap.. pero siguro.. inlove with the poor
-Nick-: ok... sige... another question...
-Karla-: ok
-Nick-: inlove with the poor.... how long would it last?
-Nick-: numb with the rich guy... can feelings rise?
-Karla-: nu gagawin mamimili?
-Nick-: answer the question....
-Nick-: (s)
-Karla-: (1st q) matyaga ko ee... haggang kaya ko pa.. hanggang di pa ko naawa sa sarili ko... as of now di ko pa alam kung haggang kelan yun di ko pa narereach yung point na un
-Karla-: (2nd q) i guess... kasi mababaw na tao lang ako...
-Karla-: madali lang akong mafall...
-Nick-:
-Nick-: hmm...
-Nick-: un lang cguro...
-Karla-: ok
-Nick-: wait... i've got one unaswered question...
-Karla-: the step father?
-Nick-: sige... kahit... father figure man lang...
-Nick-: candidates or yung mga mgvvolunteer
-Karla-: mmm... maybe... hans,...
-Karla-: or you father figure
-Nick-:
-Nick-: now we're done...
-Karla-: ok
-Karla-: for what yan?
-Nick-: thesis....
-Karla-: oww
-Nick-: joke lang gaga
-Karla-: i know.
-Karla-:
-Nick-: your not the first..
-Karla-: ok.ok..
-Nick-: thanks anyway...
-Karla-: sure thing
-Nick-: something came up in my "analyzing" head
-Nick-: worse scenario....
-Karla-: ano
-Nick-: what are the chances of....
-Nick-: the child is born na...
-Karla-: of
-Karla-: huh?
-Nick-: wait
-Nick-: diba lumabas na yung anak
-Karla-: ok
-Nick-: father is taking good care of that child...
-Karla-: ok
-Nick-: ...
-Nick-: nevermind
-Nick-: *na-analyze ko na...
-Karla-:
-Nick-: i knew the answer... so there's no point of questioning...
-Karla-: okok
hope you read this lang. thanks dear! love ya much!
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Carousel
Date: May 8th, 2008 10:33:41 pm - Subscribe
Mood: pissed off
hey, i thought of you today
i thought that i should tell you
how much i miss you
remember what you used to say
"friends forever, i hope that we'll remain this way.. oh.."
all this time, i've been thinkin' bout the way we used to playthe promises we made..
you're everywhere i go i can't escape you,
when i close my eyes i see you
even in my sleep i think of you.. oh..
i miss you..
can we put the blame on the changing times?
where have all the years gone by?
so fast, so young,
so sure that this will never end
i'll always stand by you, my friend
but forever was just too long..
thanks for the great song Ria! kuhpaw!
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decides to try French
Date: May 8th, 2008 3:23:50 am - Subscribe
Mood: crapppp
Je m'ennuie d'elle mal les temps que nous passons ensemble les temps nous riions et le claquement chaque autres ces fois étaient juste grand trop mauvais nous juste doivent le finir aiment qu'elle a pleuré, j'a pleuré. mais à l'extrémité nous tous les deux trouvons la fin heureuse dans la vie. nous avons fait-dehors, une transe, silence, il étions comme faire l'amour par un baiser, nous avons offert l'adieu. (its actually wrong in grammar, im still working on it)
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