||May 3rd, 2010 3:24:12 am - Subscribe|
It's weird when you know the end of something
that has taken so much time to get over is
coming & you're so relieved that it's finally
here but you still, for some reason want to
hold on. Just for one more second...just so
it can hurt a little more. After all, this problem
has been your life for so long you're not sure
if you'll be used to being free.
The real trouble with my sarcasm,
is that half the time when people think
I'm being sarcastic, I'm actually being quite sincere.
Change is a funny thing. We're never quite sure of what we're becoming, or why. Then one day we look at ourselves and wonder who we are and how we got there.
You can tell me a hundred times that you're sorry, and a thousand more that it won't happen again. You know i love you more than anyone in this world, but all these lies? I'm sorry, I can't deal with that.
When you're young everything feels like the end of the world. but it's not; it's just the beginning. you might have to meet a few more jerks, but one day you're gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated. Like how the sun rises and sets with you.
Why don't you come out and say, come right out and say it? Cause even if the words are probably gonna hurt, I'd rather have the truth than something insecure.
I won't fight to stay when all you want for me to do is leave. I'm not gonna miss you when you don't miss me. I'm not gonna care when you don't at all. I'm just not going to try anymore. You've kept my hopes up for much too long. It's about time they come crashing back down to earth.
You can't deny it, things have changed. We've grown apart, and you have to face the fact that I will no longer be there every single time you need me.
Unless it's mad, passionate, extraordinary love, it's a waste of your time. There are too many mediocre things in life, and love shouldn't be one of them.
It's not that i believe everything happens for a reason. It's just that i think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know? There has to be a few holes in the road, because that's just how life is.