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revelation a decade later? - Subscribe
I stumbled back across my old blog here. Read over a lot of posts and some even have comments dating close to the current date. Man was that an interesting read from a decade later. Maybe I'll update more at a later time about the change a decade makes...
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Mood: stunned
A Radical Dreamers journey through despair: surprised to still be here

gdc Searching for a NPC sketch artist... Aug 7th, 2007 4:12:03 pm - Subscribe
I'm currently looking for a NPC artist to help out with my site. If you're interested or are aware of a generator or something else that could be available I'd love to know. Thanks.
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Mood: fancy

gdc Website Hosting Aug 7th, 2007 4:08:50 pm - Subscribe
Hey guys, I have a question for you...

I have a website, it runs a newsletter, game cheats, reviews, superhero fun, and other products and I've been using freewebs.com to host it. Recently they've stuck a whole lot more ads on my site and I figured, why not just get my own site right?

So who do you guys recommend as a good website builder/hosting service?
Thanks-
Cheers*
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Mood: fidgety

gdc Feels like the heat of a thousand burning suns... Jul 13th, 2007 1:43:10 pm - Subscribe
Holy Jenova mother of Sephiroth!!!- are you guys getting this awful heat too? It's terrible! Can't stand it, I'm surprised I haven't gotten cabin fever yet!!

I am glad however today that it is cooler and raining. It's rather nice because it seems as though a nice summer storm is on it's way.

I'm currently excited just now because I'm moving on the 25!!! Yay!!! And I'm currently in far more love with the new place than this place. They want to raise the rent where I am $40 and start charging for parking and what not. This other place includes it all plus a storage unit and most of the utilities included. And it's a 5min walk from my favorite restaurant. And the other good news is that the whole suite inside is being completely redone. (new hard wood floors, new cabinets, counter tops, closets, curtains, carpets, etc etc). So as much as I hate moving at this time I'm rather glad this move is going through!!

Cheers*
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Mood: garlic gouda

revelation Something I can never have... May 2nd, 2007 5:54:28 pm - Subscribe
This song fits my mood sometimes. Still in a good mood just a bit reminiscent. And this is the song for the times. Pretty Hate Machine by NIN is an awesome mood flowing cd. Maybe somehow I can change that something I can't have into something I can have. Only time will tell...

" I still recall
The taste of your tears
Echoing your voice
Just like the ringing in my ears
My favorite dreams of you
Still wash ashore
Scraping through my head
'Till I don't want to sleep anymore

Come on tell me
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
And I'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away
You make it all go away

I just want something
I just want something
I can never have
You always were the one
To show me how
Back then
I couldn't do the things
That I can do now
This thing
Is slowly taking me apart
Grey would be the color
If I had a heart

I just want something
I can never have
In this place
It seems like such a shame
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look
You're all I see
Just a fading fucking reminder
Of who I used to be

I just want something
I just want something
I can never have
I just want something
I can never have
Think I know what you meant
That night on my bed
Still picking at this scab"
-Nine Inch Nails "Something I can never have"
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Mood: sentimental
A Radical Dreamers journey through despair: and the wants and haves of a life thats unreachable

gdc Joke of the Day Apr 22nd, 2007 4:07:07 am - Subscribe
How do crazy people find their way around the woods?

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They take the psychopath. =)
Haha.
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Mood: bratty

gdc The Terra Cotta Warriors Apr 17th, 2007 7:36:21 pm - Subscribe
(this is the new post I wrote for OA) (I thought it was good) =)

And yes, that's a picture of them on the side...

One of my favorite stories, and a true one at that, is of “The Terra Cotta Warriors”.

It all began with the first Emperor of China, Qin Shi Huang. After ascending the throne at the young age of 13, he later set to work for eleven years on the development and make of the Terra Cotta Warriors. Each warrior was made to be life size, including accurate facial expressions with hand sculpted ears, noses, eyes and mouths. They were made to be fearsome with their armor on and war horses standing behind them. Qin had these warriors built in his mausoleum and was buried with them in 209BC. There were approximately 8,099 warriors made by some 47 sculptors. He believed that these warriors would protect him in the afterlife, as though there would be a war to be fought.

The discovery was first made in 1974 near Xi’an, Shaanxi province, China, by local farmers digging a well. It was reported that large pottery fragments were found 1.5 kilometers east of Emperor Qin’s Mausoleum. These finds subsequently led to the ultimate discovery of the warriors. It was then revealed that three underground pits totaled a cover area of 22,000 square meters, housing the pottery warriors and horses.

Pit one is the largest pit of the three. It is a fair sized rectangle shape where the main force of the army can be found. It ranges 230 meters east to west and 62 meters north to south and 5 meters in depth. The total area coverage is 14260 square meters.

Twenty meters north, pit two can be found. It was specially used as support for the main force, with charioteers, archers, cavalrymen and infantrymen; it is a complex battle formation.

Pit three is located 25 meters to the north of pit one and to the west of pit two, and is evidently the headquarters.

Five sloping roadways into the pits were constructed on eastern and western sides of pits to permit access. At the eastern end of the pit there are three rows of vanguards, 68 in each, totaling 204 soldiers who were originally equipped with genuine bows and crossbows. Immediately behind the vanguards is the main body of the battle formation: 30 chariots, each of which was drawn by four horses, armored and unarmored soldiers held weapons originally, such as spears, halberds etc. Around the outer edge, there is one row of soldiers with crossbows facing south, north and west respectively as the flanks to guard the sides and rear of the army.

The total three pits are located to the east of Emperor’s Mausoleum, determining that the army was facing east, with its back to the tomb, serving as guardians to protect the entrance of the Emperor’s burial.
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gdc Zelda and Schnauzers Apr 1st, 2007 4:28:08 pm - Subscribe
Morning everyone!
I have a new addition to the family, her name is "Maggie" or as I call her "Magpie". She's a little miniature schnauzer and one of the cutest at that. Not traditionally groomed because I find some of those beasts not to be the most hansom. So she has a skirt about an inch long and the rest of her is pretty short and her ears aren't cropped and her tail is a little too short but she's as cute as cute can get. She's 3yrs and not leash trained, (she's been used for breeding in a barn)- so she's been a bit neglected but amazingly quiet and eager to please. She's been very good about letting me know when to go outside and is actually quite good without a leash.
Anyways, that's about it for now.

I came across the game and thought some of you might like it. =)




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Bored Website
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Mood: gouda

revelation March 20th revisted. Mar 20th, 2007 6:12:12 pm - Subscribe
We are back again. A year since I posted my most important blog ever. And as stated before, we are back for the 9th year. This year was different than the last. I had a lot of changes in this year. So without further adieu, lets get this started. P.S. This blog will have lyrics mainly from Staind and Shinedown, some various other artists may appear.

"Your eyes tell the story of your pain. Severity of your disdain. In a world that doesn't care." - Staind "Reply"

This year I learned alot more people suffer through the hardships of life. How have I been so ignorant not to see that people around me are suffering. They are suffering just the same as me, but in different ways, for different reasons. Was I fool to not see this? Maybe, maybe not. People didn't know I was till I spoke out. So therefore people can not read minds. If you are in a hole, speak out. Someone will listen.

"Someone save me if you will and take away all these pills. And please just save me if you can, from the blasphemy in my wasteland." - Shinedown "Save Me"

I learned alot more people in life have or are taking anti-depression pills. Some far greater doses and some that quit taking it all together. Me, I will take mine till they are done. I don't want the end result for me to be a "happy go lucky person". I want them to get me back to me. A person happy with himself. If I can get back there, I will be very ecstatic.

"So where were you? When all this I was going through. You never took the time to ask me just what you could." - Staind "Fade"

I stand at a crossroad of manhood and boyhood. This relates not to my mom and sisters, nor my friends, but more my family. As a boy I held animosity towards my family because I felt they were not there. As a man I have restrained that feeling and I see things clearly. As a boy I would bitch about how you never call to check in on me. But as a man I see both sides. I never made an attempt to reach you, how would you know I needed you to reach me? I do not think me foolish, for I was just a child till now. For when I was a child, I spoke as though I were a child.

"I can't live in the past, and drown myself in memories." - Shinedown "In Memory"

I think what has started to be the thorn in my side, is my memory. I can remember what people say, but now all my memories of him are fading. I try to go back to see him in my mind... but alas its like in the movies where people are faded in pictures and you can't see them. I know he was there, but I can't picture it too well now. I have 2 photos I keep above my computer that reminds me of the trip to Canada. He is in the pictures, and that helps me remember what he looks like. I can remember his arm that wears the watch I do now, but his face is fading.

"How did I get here? And what went wrong? Couldn't handle forgiveness, now I'm far... beyond gone." - Shinedown "Save Me"

I buried the hatchet recently. I didn't want to face forgiveness for feeling as though I were a bad grandchild. But that was a time when I spoke as a child. I went and seen my grandparents from my dads side today. They were shocked to see me. I know this is true. They seem to be doing well. I do believe they took it quite hard, just as much as I. Maybe even harder. I remember one thing my grandpa said that has always stuck with me "Fathers shouldn't have to bury their sons." I agree, but then again thats a tough thing to say. I used to believe this whole-heartedly, but that too, was when I spoke as a child. It's not your decision who buries who. Who am I to wish to trade one for another? Just like me. I miss him alot, but I would not have traded myself for his life. He would not want that. I was young and still have a lot more living to do. Not saying he had done all his, but I know he wouldn't want me to say that.

"How bout a better version of me? The way I look, the way I speak. How bout a better version of me!" - Shinedown "Better Version"

After speaking to my grandpa, I realize there is a lot more shit in my life I have to do before I am even half the man my dad was. He got into a story with me about my dad and why he joined the navy, and how he came to obtain his job in the power plant. And all he wanted me to remember was that "Your dad was sharp. He had a mind of his own. He could entertain himself if given the chance." and he also told me "Your mom said that anytime I needed something done around the house... I tried not to always ask him, but your dad was always trying to get time off to come help." I am not the smartest man in the world. I do think I have a bit of his intellect though. And I wish I was more of a go-to person like he was. My other grandpa felt the same way about my dad. My dad always helped both my grandparents when they asked, and he never complained about it. In fact I think he loved it. I didn't get much time with my dad, but looking back now, I see everything they say is true.

"I feel like there is no need for, conversation. Some questions are better left without a reason." - Shinedown "Burning Bright"

Me and my grandparents don't say much. But it was nice to see them again. Both sets of grandparents took care of me when I was young. I used to play used car salesman with my dad's dad. I would go over there with my matchbox cars and play those with him, and we would bargain and what not. Thats one of my fondest memories of my childhood. The trips out into the woods in the truck, and then to the "haunted farm house". My cousins know about that lol.

"Everything changes if I could, turn back the years." - Staind "Everything Changes"

Yea I don't live with regret, but if I could turn back the time, I would have stayed in more contact with that side of my family. I alienated myself from all my relatives, except my immediate family. I don't know if it was because of my childish fears or the thoughts of them hurting by seeing me. It makes you think that kind of stuff when you grandparents and his brothers and sisters say "He looks alot like Chris". I felt a bit like that was causing them some pain. But now I see, that maybe it was a comfort to them to see me.

"Down in a hole. No self control. Feeling so small. I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied." - Alice In Chains "Down In A Hole"

Today always puts me in a rut. I only worked a half day today. I had taken some sleeping pills I was prescribed 2 months ago last night. And they were making me feel shitty at work today, plus I wanted to see my grandparents and go see the gravesite.

"Falling is easy. It's getting back up that becomes the problem. If you can't believe you can find your way out, you've become the problem." - Staind "Falling"

Falling into this consistant mudhole is my problem. I know today has put me in a rut that I will get a bit up the hill afterwards and slide back into again eventually. I am close to believing I can get out of it. I'm not giving up on it. It's always darkest just before dawn. If I can survive the night, I can basque in the day.

"Have you ever felt lost inside, so unloved within that you almost died. Have you ever stepped out of the light and realized, theres a stranger inside." - Shinedown "Stranger Inside"

I fit both of those statements. I don't feel like I love myself like I should. Like right now I am drinking some whiskey while I type this. I know thats not good to do, and it's bad for me, but whats wrong with crutching yourself one day a year? I have stepped out of the light and I know there is someone in me I don't like much. Its the extremist. It swung me from being unselfish, to selfish in .002 seconds. I don't like the guy thats living within me. He is a fool. He won't be staying much longer. I think I have remembered who "me" is. But first...

"All my faith is gone. You think I couldn't find it. Pieces falling down shattered, nothing behind it. In my mind alone, lost here I'm separated. Crawl deeper in my hole, safe here from what I hated" - Staind "A Flat" (My All time favorite song possibly)

My religion seems to be coming back a bit. I am going to stop saying "GD" from now on. If I do say it, I will slap myself. I have both a St. Christopher and St. Michael necklace. I do believe in them though I am not devout Catholic. But it is faith in something, and what better than watchful guardians deemed from Jesus himself? I am not going to become a recluse, but I am going to start keeping things to myself a bit more, a bit more protective of my feelings. Because when you put everything out there on a line of fishing wire, the line can break. Thats not to say I'm not going to tell someone when I do slip back into a deep depression, just I am going to stop throwing everything into the wind for people to take a swing at.

"And I'm staring down the barrel of a .45." - Shinedown ".45"

Been there before (figuratively) not going back there again. That place sucks. Thats not me. I am by nature cynical, sarcastic, humorous, anxious, and various other things. Those are not defining of depression. I can be those things again, which is the Justin I was comfortable with and others were in agreement with.

"In some ways, I failed you. But I just ran out of time" - Shinedown "Someday"

I have failed some people with some of things I have said and done, but I don't think I have ran out of time yet. And if there is a time limit, I am sorry if I didn't make the cut. Jessica I am sorry for not being quite as understanding of your situation as I should have been. Again I spoke that day as though I were a child. I should be more mindful of my friends and their problems. I know I was a bit outlandish sometimes. I was there for some, but not there for others. Some were there for me, and others were not. Unfortunately I was not there for the ones that were there for me.

"So I speak to you in riddles. Cause my words get in my way. Smoke the whole thing to my head, and feel it wash away. Cause I can't take anymore of this, I want to come apart" - Staind "Epiphany"

Alot of what comes out of my mouth makes no sense to some people. But know this, its a convoluted message I'm giving you sometimes because I can't find the proper way to express it. I think sometimes I am just going to let it drift to the back of my mind and have that clear it out. I can't take the weird looks people give me sometimes after I say something in that state.

"I dare you to tell me to walk through fire. Grab my soul and call me a liar. I dare you to tell me. I dare you to!" - Shinedown "I Dare You"

I dare someone to say I haven't been through anything in my life. Or to elaborate why I have. Anyone who has been through hardships (which should be damn near everyone) should stand up in this way. No one should ever make you define why you think something is bad. If you have the conviction for it, you shouldn't have to explain it. However if you come off flighty, you obviously don't know.

"You. Understand my pain. From this I gather strength. That we are the same. So thank you for, the letters that you thought you wrote... in vain. And for... the times you chose to stand out in the rain and wait... The life I live would never be the same without...you here" - Staind "Reply"

To say nobody understands what I am going through is both a fact and fiction. No one will ever go through a situation like you do, but at the same time they have been in a situation similar to yours in their own way... we all have. And I want to thank everyone who gave me insight to their hardships. It was well worth knowing how you got out of your rut. I may or may not ever get out of mine, but if I can get back to being who I was before everything started happening... I will be a happy person. Again thank you to everyone.

Peace, love, and the pursuit of happiness...

Justin
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Mood: uneasy
A Radical Dreamers journey through despair: and life sucks.

gdc laptop mp3 update Mar 18th, 2007 11:54:16 pm - Subscribe
Thanks so much guys for the recommendations!
I took them into consideration while talking things over with my two techie's, Winter and Paul.

Winter is always sold on Samsung. Paul is always sold on LG.

Alright I'll admit with the new LG's laptop's they're looking pretty spiffy (esp since I got to fiddle with one while playing KQ with Winter while he was on the phone in tech support), as for some of the Samsung's they too are most definately hot.

Okay, so maybe I'll put out a but more on it since some really are that much more shinier. *blushes* (now we're looking at, $700-1200)

I am a little sketchy about a few things with the exploding laptops and everything, Winter was telling me that there a few more recent events, one burnt down a house and another went up in flames right at the airport. whatever. Too bad for Sony I guess. But then I know just to watch the make of it and I should avoid it, fine.

As for the mp3, have you guys seen the new sony?

http://www.sonystyle.ca/commerce/servlet/CategoryDisplays?storeId=10001&catalogId=10001&langId=-1&categoryId=46881

I'm in love with this:
http://www.sonystyle.ca/commerce/servlet/ProductDetailDisplay?storeId=10001&langId=-1&catalogId=10001&productId=1003258&navigationPath=n46881n100314

But Paul forewarned me that this one is better because apparently the one above is hard to change songs with when you're in the middle of running and is a bit too motion sensitive if you're doing training courses and what not, so he recommended this one:
http://www.sonystyle.ca/commerce/servlet/ProductDetailDisplay?storeId=10001&langId=-1&catalogId=10001&productId=1003380&navigationPath=n46881n100328

And I also know the prices on these have dropped drastically because I was on some other stores and they're on for about $129 somewhere around there.

http://www.samsungpc.com/products/products.htm

Anyways, I'll talk to you guys later, hope you're all keeping well.

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gdc Apple? Toshiba? Sony? Ah!?!? Which one!?! Mar 17th, 2007 12:54:55 pm - Subscribe
Hey guys, I was hoping you could help me with a little something,

I'm looking to buy a mp3 player and a laptop. But I was wondering what you guys would recommend each.

player- something simple, reasonably priced for the quality (meaning if it's great super quality than I understand putting out some money for it), good for sports and being active.

laptop- something simple, I'm a raging mad typist so all I want is basic (prob PC) (prob WIN), unless you know of a specific mac that is good, I don't want to put out an arm and a leg, maybe $500-900. around there, so plus or minus is fine. It will be mainly used for typing/audio/visual(movies, no pics or anything else).

I'm not requiring anything new, just something that is durable, practical and overall gets the job done. It's fine if it's a few yrs old, like I said as long as it's like the above.

Thanks so much guys, all the stores want to do is sell me the carpet off the floor... angry.gif
But I'm heading down to NCIX later today so...

Cheers*
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Mood: astounded

gdc Couldn't Sleep Mar 14th, 2007 12:16:27 pm - Subscribe
It's said that nightmares are common for children and an exceptional portion of youth. Well that's fantastic, but what about those of us who are still suffering from them?

And not ordinary issues about the Boogey-Man and what not, heck Mr. Boogey asked me what was bothering me and when I told him about my dreams he said, "Wow, that's really messed up". And then even he made an effort to let me have a good sleep.

I had one night last week with no nightmares. That was a wonderful night. Except these nights only rarely once in a blood moon come around.

And they're not 'scary' or 'frightening'. They're terribly disturbing. They're gory, bloody, gruesome, horrific....

These dreams are the epitome of "Lurid".
And I can never seem to rid my mind of them.

Every drop of blood or blood splatter, every massacre, I can feel in my own body. I can smell it and taste it, I can even feel myself cry. They are so vivid. It comes down to the point where I don't want to go to bed because I already know and very much hate what the night will bring me.

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Mood: couldn't sleep...

gdc Point System Updated Mar 13th, 2007 2:16:03 pm - Subscribe
Must be a multiple of 4, unless under special circumstances...

Overall: +4
Not so Good: -4

If these words are said:
smitten: +12
Ravage: +16
lovely: +8
pointing and laughing +8
doth: +4
thou/thee/thy:+4
chocolate/coffee: +8
tucker: +27.271
scamper: +8
spiffy: +8
expeditious: +16
elevntee: +11
scrumptious: +4
dire: +4
[anything with a silent "q"]:+6 (because the 4points are a must and there's a silent 2points)
ravenous: +4
tirade: +4
torque: +4
ostentatious: +12
debauchery: +12
malarchy: +8
doom: +16
aye: +4
arrrgh: +4
devastation: +6.666

And that's it for now.



Suggestions Welcome
=)




Recent entries:
thanks Dylan:
I shall go on a tired and make ravenous noises while torque'ing the video card on my computer. All the while my supervisor will be smitten when I charge him eleventy-thousand dollars!
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gdc o rly? Mar 13th, 2007 1:48:21 pm - Subscribe







haha

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gdc Music like this? Mar 12th, 2007 1:00:59 pm - Subscribe
Hey guys, little help here:

I really enjoy symphonic rock, music mixed with opera and rock and the symphony, classical, things as such.

I was hoping you could recommend some music that has a mix of opera and either very strong violin or piano in it or it's mixed with rock of some sort.

Any suggestions would make me as happy as Christmas Punch. Thanks so much.

Cheers*
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Mood: ?

gdc Playlist Mar 7th, 2007 11:32:56 pm - Subscribe
I can't remember all because I'm currently away, but for now...

Pink Martini
Buddha Bar
Apocalyptica
Justin King
Metallica
Trans Siberian Orchestra
Berry White
Clint Mansell
Craig Armstrong
Alan Sylvestri
Jesper Kyd
Pearl Jam
Filter
The Fugee's
Conjure One
Matt Munroe
kasabian

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specific songs:

"Never Stop Falling In Love"- Pink Martini
"Goodnight Moon" -Shivaree
"Picture"-Filter
"Tears from the Moon" Conjure One
"Redemption" Conjure One
"On Days like These" Matt Munroe
"Bad Girl" Alexandra Slate
"The Last High" The Dandy Warhols


...

that's it for now...
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Mood: huh

gdc Point System Mar 7th, 2007 1:57:00 pm - Subscribe
Must be a multiple of 4, unless under special circumstances...

Overall: +4
Not so Good: -4

If these words are said:
smitten: +12
Ravage: +16
lovely: +8
pointing and laughing +8
doth: +4
thou/thee/thy:+4
chocolate/coffee: +8
tucker: +27.271
scamper: +8
spiffy: +8
expeditious: +16
elevntee: +11
scrumptious: +4
dire: +4
[anything with a silent "q"]:+6 (because the 4points are a must and there's a silent 2points)
ravenous: +4
tirade: +4
torque: +4
ostentatious: +12
debauchery: +12
malarchy: +8
doom: +16
aye: +4
arrrgh: +4
devastation: +6.666

And that's it for now.



Recent entries:
thanks Dylan:
I shall go on a tired and make ravenous noises while torque'ing the video card on my computer. All the while my supervisor will be smitten when I charge him eleventy-thousand dollars!
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Mood: lovable

gdc So, You want a temple of Doom? Mar 7th, 2007 1:06:12 pm - Subscribe
I think everyone needs a Temple of Doom.

They are so cool. Imagine the theatre productions you would have. They'd be so lively!

It would be "Dinner and a Movie" every night!

Besides it would also keep all those pesky neighbor's away. And when you would throw parties, it would be like:
:::Where's the party?
:::::Temple of Doom!!
:::No Way!?!?

Imagine how much fun that would be. And all you're dinner parties would be at "The Temple of Doom"!!!

Sweet!

Anyways, those are my thoughts for now.

Oh, and everyone needs some sort of scary looking body guard who cloaks himself in red ritual attire. And answers to the name "Dylan". Because everyone knows Dylan is the whitest, most non threatening name ever. That and Clint. But whatever. Although I have met an East Indian fellow by the name of Dylan. It rather caught me off guard. Another named Heidi. But whatever...

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Mood: butter cheese!!!!

revelation Philosophical Revelation. Mar 7th, 2007 12:42:35 pm - Subscribe
Why do we live? I mean really. Why do we live? We were chosen to live. Like a lottery before being born was played. And we were picked to be born. Why? What for? There are no winners in life. We don't get out of life alive. We all have the same result...death.

Stalin, and dorothy from gundam wing, said it best, "One should not fear death. Death is merely the end result given to you at the time of your birth. The death of one is a tragedy, but the death of many is a statistic". The people who have a hard time grasping the fact that all life dies, have never experienced death.

People worry about death because they feel they did not live life to the fullest. Yes you did. Your life was a rat race to nothingness. An episode of reality t.v. all in futility. A radio broadcast on an empty station. You hear people discuss how "Before I die I want to see such-and-such". Why? Your memory will not carry on with you when you are gone.

No one will care if you saw it, nor will you be around to argue with them about this. So I ask again "Why do we live?" I like to think there was life before I was born. As in there are people alive that will never be born. We managed to be born. We will reproduce more of the chosen ones to live, and so on and so on. All we do in life is bring more life into this world, and attempt to impart knowledge upon them. That more than likely they will not follow.

The human race is in fact a dying breed. Well not necessarily dying out, but a race with no true future. Immortality will never occur. All we can do is prolong this life. Again I ask Why? What you do will not alter the future for anything but a time. Time is something we do not have much of. I also like to think that we only make improvements in life so it won't be so hard for people to get to death. Advancements in medicine just so we can be healthy enough to die of old age. So I leave you with the question for you to answer... "Why do we live?" or maybe its "Why do we struggle in vain?"
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A Radical Dreamers journey through despair: and life in its own form.

gdc The Richmond Hotel & Convention Centre Mar 6th, 2007 6:51:53 pm - Subscribe
So I am currently staying at the Richmond Hotel & Convention Centre and may I say that the front desk is a joke. These people are horrible with reservations and they litterally can't do jack diddly-hit.

Most of the staff, as in house keeping/delivery etcetc are pretty good. But most often the rooms aren't pristine, there's always noise and like I said the Front Desk is ALWAYS screwing up. I sincerely hope this hotel gets run into the ground.

=)

And I mean that with the kindest intentions.
Anyways, I have to go grab some dinner quick.
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