new guy
Date: Apr 5th, 2007 12:52:26 pm - Subscribe
Mood: fantastic


at least there are SOME nice people out here!
i met a guy yesterday and we really hit it off.
well... i met him through my friend, but still...
he was nice.
i was at my best for some strange reason or the other and i didnt even have to flirt all that much, the coversation just naturally flowed in the right direction.
what do you call that?
chemistry? fate?
tell me will yah...
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my little world
Date: Apr 2nd, 2007 9:57:38 am - Subscribe
Mood: isolated


sometimes i wnt to close in around my self and build my own little world with only the things a people i want in it .
this is kind of how i feel right now. i feel.... wounded sort of , emotionally.
i am kind of in a quandry.
i love this guy but yet i cant bring myself to admit it, to love him.
i cant bring myself to show my feelings to ...this guy.
maybe i'll do what i keep doing and push that love to the bak of my head and heart
but i dont think i could hol out for to long....
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singing in the rain...............
Date: Apr 2nd, 2007 9:57:10 am - Subscribe
Mood: tenacious


for the first time in a while i got the chance to sing in public.
no i didnt croak! i sounded great!
that made my weekend go pretty well as i sang a lot more after that.

but then of course thier is always something creepy that just happens to spoil a good thing.
this guy walked up to me and started telling me some pretty obsene things.
i quickned my steps but he followed behind; continually telling me what he would and would not do to me.
at this point i was on the defensive. he didnt attempt to approach me but i was still creeped out...
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my little world
Date: Mar 28th, 2007 1:18:32 pm - Subscribe
Mood: isolated


sometimes i wnt to close in around my self and build my own little world with only the things a people i want in it .
this is kind of how i feel right now. i feel.... wounded sort of , emotionally.
i am kind of in a quandry.
i love this guy but yet i cant bring myself to admit it, to love him.
i cant bring myself to show my feelings to ...this guy.
maybe i'll do what i keep doing and push that love to the bak of my head and heart
but i dont think i could hol out for to long....
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love.
Date: Mar 22nd, 2007 1:00:00 pm - Subscribe
Mood: in love


i've been here all day. chatting, doing work,thinking things over...
you know the usual.
then i started thinking about love and that reminded me of another poem i like by tupac.

my dearest one...
there are no words to express
how much i truly care
so many times i fantasize
of feeling we can share
my heart has nevr known
the joy you bring to me
as if GOD knew what i wanted
and made you a reality
i'd die 2 hold or 2 kiss you
or merely see your face
my stomach quivers,my body shivers
and my heart increases pace.
to give me money or lots of gold
would not be the same to me
so i prayed and watched the distant stars
and finally you came to me...


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