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nostalgia Sep 12th, 2006 9:17:06 pm - Subscribe
Mood | reminiscent

cry.gif several months since the last entry. over a year in fact . same shit, different year even? stuff till sucks. its life thats just how it gos. toms here. he says hi. heather has ginormous boobiez. so as you can see toms still an ass.
anywho... no more high school, for me not cheeze wiz. college is dumb work is dumb. toms ass is dum. no b, just dum. but i wuv my wittlw shugga cakez. the end.

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11 months Dec 5th, 2005 11:32:33 am - Subscribe
Mood | passionate

Today is Me and Toms 11 month anniversary. I don't have much time but I just wanted to say that I love you baby ad Im glad Ive spent these past 11 months with someone as wonderful as you. You have made me happier than I ever thought I could be. Love always - your wife-

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Im borededed Nov 16th, 2005 11:48:54 am - Subscribe
Mood | bootylicious
Bunni <3 Tom | yes i do

Blah I'm sitting in school, 5th period right now but I'm at lunch so i get a classroom all to my very self. Woot. Anywho yesterday was my bubbys birthday so I did everything I could to pamper the shit out of him. I think that I did fairly decent in doing such.Lunch will be over in 5 minutes, then back to Dr. Mr. Man's class i go (gag) so I suppose i shall shut up. But baby I love you and I hope you had a good birthday. Always- heather-

P.S. kyle blows. bigtime. and he looked better in costume. grin.gif

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so fucked up Oct 24th, 2005 6:03:55 pm - Subscribe
Mood | destroyed

today is fucking shitty. all i wanted was one simple fucking thing but instead of fixing things again things only become more fucked up then they were to begin with. im sick and fucking tired of it, and honestly i can't keep holding back. i cannot deal with this anymore. im so fucking sick of hurting, so sick and tired of t. i hope you read this, tom, and i hope you fucking see what youre doing to me. i hope you know what youve done. cry.gif

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My turn to update Sep 15th, 2005 1:11:31 am - Subscribe
Mood | worn out but awake

Heather and I are fighting again. It happens all the time now, over the smallest things that I'm too much of a dumbass to fix. It tears me up to hear her getting upset over some stupid shit that I say or do, however jokingly I meant it to be. School's been shit. I have a 15.2 in english, cause I've barely done any of the shit. The rest of my grades are alright. I've been sober almost a week. Kinda not used to it. It's not really a bad thing, just annoying. I dunno. I'll be getting money this weekend, so I might have to break this little sobriety binge. Anyhow, hopefully tomorrow, Heather will talk to me again, and I can get her to stop feeling like shit, and maybe put an end to all this shitty fighting that we've been doing so much of lately. Until then, I need to go try and sleep again, so I don't miss school tomorrow in a half-dead coma.

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So many days Sep 8th, 2005 9:13:00 am - Subscribe
Mood | chillin

So right now I'm sitting in my 3rd period. So much has happened since Ive last written, Tom and I have broken up, gotten back together, broken up, and gotten back together again. yes, school has started as i previously mentioned. I did my community service so i shouldnt be going to jail (woot) Im doing damn good in school, which is strange because I'm usually such a slacker. I've been making lots of money and talking to D a lot. grin.gif Right now, everything is pretty good though i suppose, me and tom are doing okay. Hopefully everything will work out lovely in the end. wink.gif

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Stress. Aug 16th, 2005 4:30:23 pm - Subscribe
Mood | screwed

School's started, Heather's pissed at me and won't even tell me she loves me anymore, and I'm questioning everything about myself that I thought I already knew. It seems like every decision I've made lately has been the wrong one, and I'm beginning to wonder if I'm still capable of doing something right anymore. I wish Heather would believe me when I tell her I love her, and I wish I didn't have to wonder whether or not she even wants anything to do with me, because it doesn't seem like it. Yeah, I fucked up. I'm only human, at least stop treating me like some kind of criminal. I've got too much going in my head right now. I need to finish cleaning shit.

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*sigh of relief* Aug 7th, 2005 11:25:44 pm - Subscribe
Mood | cuddly

so muh bubby has been home for a little more than a week now, and it has been the greatest week ever. i have spent every single day wif my bubby, getting high and getting laid and cuddeling and being the happiest person on the planet. we went bowling (and i totally kicked his ass in it) and we watched a movie together (hide and seek, great twisted fucking movie) and we have spent every day together cuddelng and being happy and it is wonderful. =) grin.gif grin.gif grin.gif grin.gif grin.gif grin.gif grin.gif grin.gif grin.gif

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hoorah Jul 28th, 2005 11:28:16 am - Subscribe
Mood | deprived

BUBBY YOU COME HOME TOMORROW!! YAY. I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU.
[B][U][N][N][I]
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oh by the way love, monday youre MINE. <3

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Bunni Jul 26th, 2005 8:18:19 pm - Subscribe
Mood | spiffy



adopt your own virtual pet!

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my ducky Jul 26th, 2005 8:15:18 pm - Subscribe
Mood | groovy



adopt your own virtual pet!

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Gone Jul 26th, 2005 6:35:18 pm - Subscribe
Mood | talkative

Well, the pancake is officially shipped out for boot camp at fort benning in columbus, georgia. Never thought I'd see the day when he'd actually grow up and make something of himself. But it happened and now I don't know what to say. Emo Mike told me earlier today that he just joined the national guard and would be shipping out not too long from now as well. Brandon just graduated from air force boot camp in texas, sammy, dennis and john are in iraq.. all my friends are all leaving and going to the military or are already in the military and are far away. Then theres my bubby who is with a (ex) Marine in detroit but still far far away from me. Whats going on here? Whatever it is i dont particularly like it.. I think it would be entertaining if notihng else to see myself in boot camp, all the physical and strenuous pain and such, Then i could be like sargent, what you dont realize is i do this for fun. But I'm not saying that boot camp is at all easy so i dont want any pissy people leaving comments like 'youre shit talking the military blah blah eat me. Im simply saying that i like being yelled at and such so it wouldnt bother me. But there is no future in the military for me. I do way too many drugs for that, and i would miss them way too much. Plus i would never leave my bubby. Anywho i think its time for.. i dont know maybe a smoke.. if i feel like stopping being lazy.. unlikely. I love you tom cool.gif *my sweet little nerd*

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Very Serious Decision Jul 26th, 2005 5:34:33 pm - Subscribe
Mood | brave

Ive been thinking about a lot of things today. The whole time youv'e been gone really. Whether or not we'll make it, what will bring us closer together, what will pull us farther apart. I know that I want to be with you for the rest of my life, and nothing will change that, ever. I've been thinking about this distance between us and how shitty it is and how I never want to deal with it again. On that note I get to the very important decision, I've decided not to go away for college. Fuck scholarships, fuck biopsychology, fuck being away from you. Either I will hopld off a year so you can come with me but if that isnt posible then fuck it, i'll go to southwest or something and be fine. That way we will never have to be apart like this agian. I love you baby. So much. -heather

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*sigh* Jul 26th, 2005 12:17:03 pm - Subscribe
Mood | whiny

bubby- you know i miss you so much. This is tearing me apart. When youre not here with me i feel like my life is lacking a purpose. I miss all those nights just laying in the darkness falling asleep in your arms, waking up to your snoring and such (you know what i mean and YES you did do it stfu) Now I fall asleep to nothing, the memory of your arms wrapped around me tightly protecting me from anything that could go wrong in the world, the scent of you that lingers still on your comforter as well as the yellow squishy pillow. The reminants of broccoli still stuck in the canopy, as well as the packages of string cheese which marked your visits. No amount of time nor distance could possibly take away from me those precious ..wierd, but precious times with you. Bridges, movie theatres, closets... these things just arent the same without you there to giggle with me about them. Everytime my mom buys a baguette, its just not as funny without you there to fall on the ground laughing about it. i miss you baby, i miss you so much. I've never felt such an intense feeling of mourning until the day you left. I think of you every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every week that you arent here with me. Come home soon, love. Plus if you don't, im keeping your suprise =p. Betcha wanna know what it is by now dontcha? Too bad baby, youll just have to see this weekend. I love you no matter what, and we are going to be together forever, nothing will ever change that. Always and forever yours and only yours-bunni

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Distance. Jul 26th, 2005 3:07:44 am - Subscribe
Mood | miss muh bubby

A little something that wandered into my head earlier, I figured I'd let you see it.

I can't take this distance
Can't take being far away
Can't take missing you like crazy
Can't take being here one more day
Can't take not hearing your voice, or the sound of your heart beating
Can't take not having a choice, or any way of leaving
Wish I could come home to you
And hold you close and tight
Wish I could fall asleep with you
Like all those other nights
But here I sit, alone without you
Miles of road keep us apart
But no matter matter the distance, wherever I am
You're right here in my heart

Baby, I know I'm still far away, but that doesn't mean I don't love you just as much as I did when I left. Four more days, baby, and I get to come back home, and everything will be back to the way it was. I miss you so much, and I love you more than anything. Nothing can keep me from loving you, no amount of miles, no words that anyone can say. You're my world, my everything, and I know that we'll be together forever.
I love you so much, Heather Maria.

Tom

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my brain hurts Jul 19th, 2005 7:28:08 am - Subscribe
Mood | MY BRAIN HURTS

So i had to go to my old peoples house last night, shitty. It started shitty, sitting around watching my grandmother no les than beg me to make me food, which i denied,(adderall will do that) and continued to sit around until 11 or o, when i went on a search for anything to get fucked up on, i know my grandmother was prescribed loratabs for a bit, so, depressed and rummaging, i come across a gallon of svedka.. a delightfully potent swedish vodka. So there isnt.. much of that there anymore, infact theres none of that there because its in my room, that which was left anyhow. so now its 7:30am, im back home, i havent slept, and im hngover. YAY. i miss my bubby, i love you with all my heart baby and hopefully youll wake up soon. Always- your hungover bunni

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ugh Jul 18th, 2005 1:59:30 pm - Subscribe
Mood | very fucking hurt

I don't want to fight with you on a fucking blog. I'd rather you take your smartass away message off and actually talk to me. I don't want to fight with you, do
you think this is what I want? Yeah I do get upset, not mad, upset, when you have to go, because I want to talk to you. How are you going to make me feel like shit for being upset for wanting to talk to you? I fucking miss you so much, and I want to talk to you as much as possible. I've never been away from you for this long, I'm still learning how to deal with this. The only time I get mad is when you do shit like this and call me selfish and such because I'm fucking hurt? That just hurts more,and as you well know I don't deal with being hurt well, it makes me angry. Especially when it's you because you know exactly how to get to me. I just wish you'd think about shit like that before you go off on some tangent thats only going to make things worse. i love you, you know that. -heather

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Time to hear me out. Jul 17th, 2005 3:22:15 am - Subscribe
Mood | stressed, exhausted, tired of fighting

Heather: I'm tired of having to fight with you every time I have to stop talking to you. I know you want to talk to me, and I want to talk to you too, but for you to get pissed at me because I need to sleep, or do chores so that I might actually be able to talk to you while I'm still here, that's selfish, and it hurts, especially since whenever you want to go out and do something, or when you have to do something around the house I just say yeah and tell you I love you, even when I'd been looking forward to talking to you. I love you with all my heart, and for you to tell me you don't believe that because I have a good reason to leave kills me. I can't talk to you all the time, as much as I wish I could, you need to understand that, you need to stop making me feel like a criminal every time I do something to make sure that I'l . Just because I leave doesn't mean I don't care, or that I don't want to talk to you. All it means is that I'm taking a step to make sure I'll still be able to talk to you. Don't think I don't love you just because I need sleep, or have to do something someone tells me to. I can't help it, but if I don't go with it, I won't be able to talk to you, or in the case of the sleep, I won't be able to talk to you without being bitchy and pissing you off. don't take this the wrong way, please. I just want the fighting to stop. We both said it would, and look where we are. fighting over something that most people would be laughing at us for. I love you to death, and I hate fighting, that's all. I just want it to stop. I don't want you to get mad at me for having to leave, because I don't unless I have a good reason. Call me, please. I really want to talk to you. Love @ joo.

Tom

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Getting arrested is gay. Jul 16th, 2005 11:12:22 pm - Subscribe
Mood | agitated

I got arrested the other day on my way home from a buddy's house. The most retarded thing about it, it was only because I looked like someone that had tried to break into a house nearby. I had a nickel bag of weed on me, but the officer tore the ticket up when he found out my stepmom worked for the hospital. He was just like, "I don't want to give you guys too much of a hassle." So i just got stuck with a ticket for my cigarettes. I get to go to court, yay. Fucking men of the law...So, I've spent the past two days doing nothing but cleaning the house. I can't go anywhere until my dad gets back from chicago tomorrow night, and even then, there's a chance I might not survive the wrath of an ex-marine. Wish me luck.

Tom

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fucking shit Jul 12th, 2005 4:27:39 pm - Subscribe
Mood | zoned

my comp is a piece of shit and wont run anything so this is my attempt to make it work. hurrah cry.gif

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