||stressed, exhausted, tired of fighting|
Heather: I'm tired of having to fight with you every time I have to stop talking to you. I know you want to talk to me, and I want to talk to you too, but for you to get pissed at me because I need to sleep, or do chores so that I might actually be able to talk to you while I'm still here, that's selfish, and it hurts, especially since whenever you want to go out and do something, or when you have to do something around the house I just say yeah and tell you I love you, even when I'd been looking forward to talking to you. I love you with all my heart, and for you to tell me you don't believe that because I have a good reason to leave kills me. I can't talk to you all the time, as much as I wish I could, you need to understand that, you need to stop making me feel like a criminal every time I do something to make sure that I'l . Just because I leave doesn't mean I don't care, or that I don't want to talk to you. All it means is that I'm taking a step to make sure I'll still be able to talk to you. Don't think I don't love you just because I need sleep, or have to do something someone tells me to. I can't help it, but if I don't go with it, I won't be able to talk to you, or in the case of the sleep, I won't be able to talk to you without being bitchy and pissing you off. don't take this the wrong way, please. I just want the fighting to stop. We both said it would, and look where we are. fighting over something that most people would be laughing at us for. I love you to death, and I hate fighting, that's all. I just want it to stop. I don't want you to get mad at me for having to leave, because I don't unless I have a good reason. Call me, please. I really want to talk to you. Love @ joo.