http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun The 10 most recent public blogs by j0tun Sun, 07 Sep 2008 15:51:20 -0500 Aeonity Blog v2 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/44227 So here I am again. Wondering the same fucking shit again. Im not complaining, I guess just venting. So heres my question to you world; When the fuck does it pay off to be the nice guy? Because at this rate, one day, your gonna fucking owe me a lot. Sometimes I wonder...I wonder if one day the 'cool kids' that pushed me around in school are going to get theirs. The fucks that abused me as a person, will they get whats comming? I like to think karma will take care of that, but reality wise? I bet you they will get life handed to them on a silver fucking platter, cuz the world tends to reward all the fuck faces for ruining it, and take it out on the ones trying to better it. What a fucking irony, but what isn't ironic these days. So all you players? enjoy getting the girls who actually deserve someone who will treat them nicely while you fuck their sisters and best friends. All you liars? Enjoy the five fucking lives you live, and enjoy all the people you take down with you. All you people who think your shit doesn't stink? Well fuck you too, I could smell you from here. I think thats enough, I may actually offend someone in here :) Quote of the day? Drink triple, See double, Be single. adieu guys... adieu. http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/44227 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/31 Thu, 10 May 2007 02:25:44 -0500 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/44199 So! Getting out of bed today was awesome. That may sound dumb to some people, but for those of you who cant sleep well, and have a bitch of a time getting up, you know what I mean. Today is a beautiful day out! Its 30!!!! And REAL summer isnt even here yet, muahahaha. It's really funny too because winnipeg has the worst weather ever usually. And HAHAHA heather we are like 26 degree's above you today :P. Anyways, going to get my transcript today so I can make muchos denairos. Then Im gonna go roller blading and soak up some sun so I'm not not whiter than a vampire with a crack problem. haha. After that? who knows. I do believe meeting up with jackie and ash to do who knows what. Hopefully today turns out to be exciting as it sounds! adieu. http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/44199 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/30 Wed, 09 May 2007 14:25:08 -0500 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/44179 So another day...GAWD. Talk about boring...So what's new in the life of Duncan you didn't ask? Not a lot. My emotions however have this new fetish for kicking the crap out of me, it sucks, but god, friends make life make so much more sense sometimes. I really dont have much to write today as usual, but tommorow I should have a song or two up. Anyways, Im gonna go play on msn for a bit, and watch lotr and pass out. adieu. http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/44179 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/29 Wed, 09 May 2007 00:53:43 -0500 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/43385 So another update of my un-exciting life. NOTHING is new. Just been hanging out, smokin some green here and there, but other than that, no new events. Not having much luck with the job hunting either, although I could be trying a little harder. But I swear, they just don't like my name or something, haha. Anyways, summer is getting here really fast, its been really nice out lately, and people come and visit me from time to time now so we can chill outside, its nice ^_^. So I've been thinking a lot lately, I'm not sure whether thats good news or bad yet, but I'l let you know. Home is always on my mind, nothing changes here, I'm used to it, I have been for years, but the days add up and every now and then its just sickening already. But things will get better! Being single is still treating me rather well also, I've been doing my own thing, its a nice change. Been SUPER into music lately too, even wrote a few new songs and such, so thats always good, gotta love the music. Currently MCR's song 'Famous Last Words' is my crack :). Other than that? Nothing else to say man! ooooooh btw. Mush walk? Yeh I could do that 8) http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/43385 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/28 Wed, 25 Apr 2007 01:32:30 -0500 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/43314 So I have been having good times lately! Went to 420 at the leg with Heather and met up with some people there and got mad cooked! It was packed, definately more people there this year than last year. It was good to see. Went to andrea's for a bit after 420 to blaze with Jamie, that was good, but I was cashed after that. Andrew was in town saturday night, so me him and Jamie got all messed for the night, that was fun also! Other than that not too much is new in my life. My uncle still wants me to move to california and work for him, but I really don't know about that...It's far...Anyways I don't have much else to say here other than whats been said. bye! \m/ O.O \m/ http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/43314 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/27 Mon, 23 Apr 2007 13:29:33 -0500 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/43019 Dude!! Was being a saddo and busting out OLD emails. Found a few that jerked a tear or two, and stumbled upon some poems i wrote and used to share with a friend more than like 2 or 3 years ago...this one was always one of my favorites, totally forgot i had written it. It totally sucks because i cant write, but man, the memories are just ridiculous. Im glad i kept some of them safely stashed away! this cyanide tastes sweet tonight I need to cry but tears run dry and everynight its just the same these stressing thoughts, this deathly game Im dropping out, im giving in good for you, you fucking win I want to scream, but I can only dream... of a day when everything works out of a day when the stars will shine forever of a day when everything is fine of a day where I dont need this cyanide these bloody hands, and emo bands ill make my stand, this is my chance and everynight its just the same these bloodstained walls, smeared of shame im giving in, I said id try and this tear will be the last I cry and I want to scream, but I can only dream... of a day when everything works out of a day when the stars will shine forever of a day when everything is fine of a day when everything is fine of a day when everything is fine of a day I dump this cyanide. comment? id like to know what OTHER people think for once :) http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/43019 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/26 Wed, 18 Apr 2007 05:10:50 -0500 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/43004 So, how is...nobody I guess because I doubt anyone reads this. Haha. Anyways, so it's been getting warm out lately which is a wonderful thing. Definately stoked for summer to get here, I'm planning on filling this summer with good times, one way or another. My own place, my own rules, and peace...God I could go for some peace soon. So yeh, If you know me and your reading this, things are crappy at home as always, I actually got most of my phone priviledges taken away...woot, I feel like I'm 14 all over again. But that will all change in time. The whole single thing is going fairly well, there's times I miss the past, but my past has ALWAYS been better left behind me, and thats where I intend to keep it But yeh things have been good, friends have been great, and my future is looking better for once. New beginnings were always my favorite. On another note... Why are girls so fucking stupid sometimes? Not all of you, but christ, your numbers are low haha. Use your head for once please :) you'll save us all a lot of trouble. Well... this is goodbye for now! My quote of the day: 'Love is womens cure for insecurity...after that your on your own' http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/43004 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/25 Tue, 17 Apr 2007 22:31:50 -0500 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/42923 BOYS NIGHT OUT "The Fine Art Of Making It Out Alive" Kiss me on the forehead, angel, before I go to sleep. I can't remember if it's Thursday or December. I've been keeping track of days by counting hangovers and bottles on my floor. My mangled memory is making me mistake misfortune for forgiveness. I don't think I'll make it out alive. So promise me that you'll survive to bury me. Just empty all the alcohol and chronicle the chemicals, but don't forget the cigarettes. Remember every ember. Alright, I admit that past few months were broken and abused. Now I'm used to the bleeding and unspoken words that kept me so confused. Maybe we can get past these addictions, but the bodies piling up are a whole other story unless your stomach's strong enough. Hell, maybe we can just pretend that this recovery, won't depend on moderation and in the end the same routine won't leave me dead. Just empty all the alcohol...or baby, we're dead. Tomorrow we'll wake up in time to stop this double suicide through kisses laced with cyanide and one last look through blood shot eyes. I guess this is what they call killing yourself in small doses. Well, It's been ages since I've been on here. I must say I have missed blogging, and thank god this isn't xanga. Drama much? Yeh I'll just stay away from that place. So life has definately been different lately. Lot's has changed, and mostly for the better (aside from home life). Moving out for this summer, that will be definately exciting and new, probably scary at first too, but I'm looking forward to it! Getting a job this week hopefully, which just brings me one more step closer to my well deserved freedom. Over the years I've made and lost some friends, and I must say its all working out quite well. I've lost those that bring me down, and my new friends, well, I would be lost without them. Hopefully getting to a rave in May, Tranceformers 5, sounds like its going to be rowdy times! Looking forward to that also. But I don't have much else to say today other than this little update, and some lyrics I think a lot of people may like! That song up there is deep. Well, I'll be around, until next time... http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/blog/42923 http://www.aeonity.com/j0tun/24 Mon, 16 Apr 2007 12:30:36 -0500