janieblues Aeonity Blog

Taken and damn proud!!!

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 07:26:45 -0600

Maybe my luck has finally changed and I'm getting what I deserve. I never thought I'd be so happy with someone but I am. Practically giddy with excitement. Its so nice to finally have a relationship I feel comfortable in. No fussing, no fighting, no bullshit. Just fun, and hanging out, and good sex and silly stories and long nights. I pray this is ... Read More

Bullshit and a pile of it

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 07:21:49 -0600

I absolutely hate that man!! He's latched onto me like a fucking parasite. I am sick and tired of being treated like shit when all I do is try to help his sorry ass. It will never be good enough. No matter what I do, its not good enough for the "Great One" I'm not your fucking girlfriend anymore. I don't want you. I don't want to fuck you. I don't ... Read More

On the rebound...

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 07:43:57 -0500

Been thinking about what that actually means...I find myself in that same ol' position again. THE REBOUND GIRL. Well, Its better than being someone's first. It just makes me feel extremely cheap. Even with all the assurance in the world I'd still feel that way. Oh well. God Bless his ass. At least he didn't wait till I was head over heels or anythi... Read More

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Mon, 25 Oct 2004 08:33:42 -0500

Just finished an English paper. Watching the guy next to me crack his nuckles. Bored half out of my mind. I'm going to be distracted all day. I don't know why I even bothered to come to school today. But I figured since I was here I'd write something. Where would I rather be...with Brandon. Not necessarily doing anything...but just being around him... Read More

A Drug Free America...;)

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 08:03:04 -0500

Even if they destroyed all the coke that eventually makes its trek from Columbia to the states we'll never ever be drug free. Ever. There will be no peace till the end of the world. Thank You. :P Kidding, although I really do think that the drug problem probly won't end. Listening to Launch Radio. I think its Jimmy Eat World. I'm so nervous abou... Read More

New Beginnings

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 13:46:02 -0500

Have I found exactly what I've been looking for? Just when I thought my heart would burst for the lack of someone to love. Its insane when I think about it. To click with someone so quickly. I don't know how to react. My brain is telling me to run and hide. And my fool's heart is screaming at me to go full speed ahead. But what if I crash and burn?... Read More

First Post

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 12:07:13 -0500

figured i better write something to start this thing off. don't really feel like writing though. i should be doing work but i don't really feel like doing that either...such a lazy bum i am, lol. oh well..i'll get over that soon enough.... Read More