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Sometimes I really don't feel okay. I don't know what is right for me and I don't think that I ever will. I feel so lost on almost a daily basis. At one point in my life I knew who I was, or at least I knew more about myself then than I do now. I just feel like I'm walking blindly going with whatever happens and that's not who I want to be. I want to have at least some sort of direction and ambition and I don't even know where to begin to get that. Just looking at that sentence makes my mind go blank because it's become such an impossible thought to me. I wonder what people who don't know me think of me. Not that it matters. Do they see what I see in me? Because I don't see much anymore. |
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Nathan and I went to see a Beatles tribute band called 1964 tonight, thanks to a friend who gave up free tickets. I'm still bouncing around singing Beatles songs - it was that amazing. For not actually being Paul, George, John and Ringo...they were as close as you could probably get. "John" sounded exactly like John Lennon. I wanted the rest of them to go away and have him sing to me. It was really awesome. Imagine being a bunch of old guys who get paid to travel around impresonating the biggest music group ever. Yeah, that rocks.
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Eeeeee, I'm see Jason Mraz in Nashville on Friday night! Only 3 more days! Anyway, Catherine and I are heading to Nashville early that morning to find out exactly how to get to the auditorium from the hotel and to scout out some shopping areas. From there we might to to Memphis for Saturday night, I'm really not sure where we'll end up but I hope it's somewhere fun. I need some time away from things, especially the stress of work, Christmas and home. Just for one or two nights. And now for random links because I have nothing else to say: http://jenigoboom.com http://myspace.com/jenigoboom http://the1337.org http://muttscomics.com |
This template is already boring me.  Ha, that's the cutest smiley ever.Jason Mraz was amazing. That was defininitly my Christmas present to myself. The show was worth much more than what I paid for it! *sigh* No one good is coming within 2 hours of me in the next few months. I'm desperately seraching for another concert to go to. Photos up soon... |
I will be MIA until sometime in January. I wish I didn't have to but there is no way around it right now. For your information, I'm having my tonsils taken out (finally) January 12th. Keep me in your thoughts, it's going to be a very painful 2-week recovery. I might have time to update before then but after the survery I plan on being knocked out until I'm better.Happy Holidays |