I am so happy that I closed my bank north account today. That was the worst bank I have ever used! Every time I went there the bitches at the counter would act like I was a fucking accountant. I'm only 18, how the fuck am I supposed to know my account number off the top of my head and fill out the forms for deposits right? They're lucky if I even got the right ones. Well anyways, Wachovia is my new bank. Bitches work at it but I think all banks have some bitches working at them. I feel like I'm going to the DMV when I go to the bank. It sucks but I have to do it. I also need to keep a very very very close eye on my spending!!!! That is what got me in this whole mess which is over thank god. Oh and yeah, planet fitness can kiss my ass!!!!! That's another story for another day though.



Today I went over Justin's after class. We watched No Country for Old Men. It was a really good movie. Sort of sad and bloody but it was a good movie. It won best picture of the year at the Oscars. I wouldn't quite say it's a best picture but it's up there. It's different.



Even though a lot of things are better in my life, I still feel really stressed out and worried. Worried like I forgot something or something is coming up that I am dreading. When I try and think of what it is; nothing. I can't think of a single thing. I've always been like this. I wish this feeling would go away. It's always in my head right before I go to sleep. Okay I'm changing the subject but I don't feel like making a new paragraph and changing the color. this is going to be sort of a quick finish and I'm going to sum things up as much as I can. Justin gave me these cute bee antennas. I'm going to wear them around my house lol because I like them and they're from him. I can wear them and be a cute bumblebee and think of him. I can't wait until next Saturday when I go to Stanton Island with him. I've never been there. But of course I'm nervous because he says I'll be meeting a lot of his family and I should try and be outgoing. I'm not usually outgoing when I first meet people. I'm really shy. And there are some other questions. What should I wear? Dress up or casual? So many questions and things to think about. Maybe I'll make cupcakes to bring and people will fall in love with me or maybe I'll make Italian wedding cookies and they'll love me even more. Yes!!! I am so good! If i bring something amazing then it will make up for my lack of being outgoing and such. I feel much better now. XXOO Heather ♥