The feeling of being boring. Like people don't like me because I am mediocre or I look dull and average. Tell me I'm not. Tell me I'm special. And often. I am not the type of person that can live off nice words said to me a few days ago and make them last a week. I get worried and anxious that at any moment I could lose it all. It's happened before and I wasn't ready. I don't ever want to be ready to lose it this time. I want what I have now to last forever. I just don't want to seem to clingy. I don't know how to speak these words. They roll off my tongue and taste bad. Like they're not supposed to come out. But I want them to. I don't want to lose what I have. Love is hard to find. Everything happens for a reason and if my last relationship failed for a reason. I want this to be the reason. I am so much happier now but so insecure. Things are so perfect and everyone always says, when things seem to good to be true, they probably are. I don't want that to be true. XXOO Heather ♥

We all have our insecurities and perhaps the deepest one is not be alone or unloved but rather losing the ones we love...just remember u can't escape what's destined...if it's meant to be, u r lucky and if not, still don't have any regrets...just remember that u were blessed with those happy moments even if they are fleeting.