I talked to my mom today. She's still in the hospital but I think she's doing better. I then went to Justin's house. We went to a diner and I got an amazing cheeseburger. It was so good. He's such a great guy. I always feel so beautiful around him. He tells me I'm beautiful and pretty a lot. I like it. I'm just worried that one day he'll stop liking me or get mad at me because some days I can get angry and argue with him for no reason. I really have to stop it. I say things I don't mean and Justin is a really great guy. There aren't many left out there.



I love when he cooks for me. We make breakfast food sometimes at like 2 in the morning. Breakfast food is my favorite type of food. He makes really good pancakes and eggs. I hope tomorrow night we can make some. I love him so much. He fixed my broken heart. I kept explaining to people I felt like an animal that was in a zoo it's whole life and then released into the wild and expected to live on its own. It's how I felt after my last relationship crashed and burned. I didn't know how to meet new guys, and if I did we'd go on one date and they would never talk to me again. I'm not that boring or ugly. I now know that everything happens for a reason. I'm with Justin now and he gets me. I feel perfect when I'm with him. It's hard for me to say this but I actually feel happy. Life has thrown me a lot of curve balls and still is but I have one good thing and it's enough for me to keep holding on.



I had better get to sleep soon. I'm so tired and tomorrow I'm going to my dad's for corn chowder. My favorite food on the entire planet, but only when my grandmother makes it. I'll have to see if Justin can come along. He still hasn't met my dad and tomorrow would be a nice day to. Okay now it's time for bed. XXOO Heather ♥