jerksauruss Aeonity Blog

I don't like this feeling.

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 04:59:27 -0500

The feeling of being boring. Like people don't like me because I am mediocre or I look dull and average. Tell me I'm not. Tell me I'm special. And often. I am not the type of person that can live off nice words said to me a few days ago and make them last a week. I get worried and anxious that at any moment I could lose it all. It'... Read More

I am very hungry.

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 21:13:43 -0500

I am so hungry. I haven't eaten anything all day and I seriously feel like I'm going to pass out. I know what you're thinking, well go eat some food stupid!! I'd eat some food but I'm stuck with Justin doing research and he doesn't understand my dyer need for food. He says that when we get to his house we can make pancakes. Pleas... Read More

Bank North Account is CLOSED!

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 03:54:26 -0500

I am so happy that I closed my bank north account today. That was the worst bank I have ever used! Every time I went there the bitches at the counter would act like I was a fucking accountant. I'm only 18, how the fuck am I supposed to know my account number off the top of my head and fill out the forms for deposits right? They'r... Read More

Life goes on.

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 03:38:48 -0500

I talked to my mom today. She's still in the hospital but I think she's doing better. I then went to Justin's house. We went to a diner and I got an amazing cheeseburger. It was so good. He's such a great guy. I always feel so beautiful around him. He tells me I'm beautiful and pretty a lot. I like it. I'm just worried that one ... Read More

It's been a while.

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 23:17:28 -0500

Hi. I'm Heather. I'm not new to this. I've actually been on here since it was emo blog. I've made the decision to return and write down my thoughts in here every day. This time around they might be happier thoughts. New boyfriend. New job. College. Cute car. Brand new everything. I'm not the person I used to be when I first star... Read More