Blogless
Date: Jul 7th, 2008 1:52:52 am - Subscribe
Mood: excellent
I'm not even sure if anyone reads this. Of course that should never be a reason to blog or not blog. When I first started blogging about 3 years back, I did it for myself, to record MY thoughts, not to gain any sort of fan base...Lately I've been writing because I feel like I owe it to people, when all I have to blog about is how upset I am about this and that.
I maintain three blogs [well 4 counting that one of myspace]. Xanga was my first blog, and still continues to be the main place I go to update. I will occasionally use myspace just for fools play, nothing ever serious goes up there, just random announcements and short life lessons (I really don't care for myspace). My third blog is private and in an undisclosed location. That blog is where I let nothing back, but it is only for me and my eyes. This blog was started a few months ago for a friend of mine who complained about not being about to comment on my xanga blog. I made this entire blog so that he could comment and well, he has, but it's been a while [Loser].
Given that little bit of info, I may stop writing up here since I only did it for one person. I don't believe in wasting blog space, or posting just to say I posted. If you truly want to keep up with me go to: www.xanga.com/jazziegal97. You may not be able to comment, but it won't be the end of the world either. If you’re that interested in my dull life [outside of blogs], feel free to just openly ask about it.
Lastly I'd like to say that I haven't been in the highest spirits lately. Circumstances have caused me to be fairly bitter, anti-social and lifeless. It took a look in the mirror the other day to figure myself out and I now know that I must be semi-selfish for a while in order to get myself happy. I spend so much time looking out for others needs that I often times forget about my own. It's not that I mind looking out for others, but not everyone in my life deserves it. In fact it would benefit me to rid myself of some useless baggage in my life and propel forward.
It's the only way to stay positive. Negativity should have no place in my life because it gets you nowhere...neither does bullshitting yourself...but then again, some people will forever believe that they aren't full of shit.
With that said, here's to a new me in the next coming weeks. Be patient, I'm under-construction and will be back shortly.
Adios.
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