Mending Broken Strings
Date: May 21st, 2008 5:23:01 am - Subscribe
Mood: jaded
Today went over very well. The interview was promising, but I can't quite exhale just yet. I may know something as early as next week.
I got hired as an intern though in Kinston. Too bad its part time and kind of out of the way. With gas about to hit $4, I'm not sure if I can afford to work there...even though the pay is $15 an hour.
In any situation I'm just ready to figure out life from here. I'm sick of not being able to see my immediate future. It's difficult to plan any sort of social life around a foggy future. Who knows what I'll be doing, or where I'll be even a week from now. I just can't make any promises.
I watched A.I. tonight and I have to say that of all the seasons I've actively watched (which haven't been many), this is the only season where I honestly don't know who will win. I really don't care which David wins. I like them both. I'm sure both of them will get record deals regardless, so therefore it really makes no difference.
For the first time in a while I've felt like digging out my guitar and strumming along randomly. I honestly haven't done that in about a year or so. I was just never all that into it to start with. Truth of the matter is, 'getting lessons' from Andrew (moreless watching him play) seemed like a clever way to hangout at the time. Kind of killing two birds with one stone, so to speak. Guess I didn't realize I'd actually learn something...too bad he's kind of 500 miles away and kind of a drug addict now. Everything happens for a reason, I guess.
Having lunch with mike the other day cleared the stale and somewhat awkward air that's been between us since gosh, last month? Even at my graduation, there was this unspoken awkwardness, even if he came to be supportive. It just dawned on me yesterday that I haven't said so much as a broken sentence to him since last month and here we all about to roll into summer and then the apartment. I was angry, he's was angry and neither one of us had time to deal with it. If there's one thing I can't stand is living with someone when we're not on good terms. Hopefully everything has kind of been cleared up so that we can have a great school year.
The only thing on my agenda for tomorrow is having dinner with the girls. I haven't seen a lot of them since...wow...Christmas? So yeah, we have A LOT to catch up on, I'm sure.
Wow, I really should establish a bed time, otherwise this will bite me in the ass later.
Toodles.
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