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| a message for you |
Oct 22nd, 2011 4:56:36 pm - Subscribe |
| "where's ur feet? muahz" So you are still recieving my msgs? I mean, why not email me so I can send them to a valid email address? I want to give them to you. And also, if you did/didn't get my fb msg, I don't want to hate you anymore so please can you just talk to me so I can move on? No idea if you'll even be back on here. No idea who you've moved on to. No idea if I'll ever get to move on, because I know I can't till I speak to you. I need to move on. Isn't that your intention too? So just let this happen, get in contact properly. Please? I need to give you these foot pics, sounds like you want them too... x |
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| the script |
Oct 5th, 2011 6:20:33 am - Subscribe |
| I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in 'Cause I got time while she got freedom 'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven Her best days will be some of my worst She finally met a man that's gonna put her first While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping 'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven, even, no They say bad things happen for a reason But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding 'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven, no i just want everything back to normal. with you. and happy, like we once were. |
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| yousaywhat?! |
Oct 5th, 2011 6:05:29 am - Subscribe |
| i'm sorry but, dee wilkinson was pregnant and had a baby girl in this past year?? LOLZERZZZZZZZZZZ. loser. her mother (the ex-vice principal in our high school) phoned my house up once telling me not to bring her precious Dani's grade down, even though i was one of the high graders in that class. SO FUCK YOU, YOUR CUNTING DAUGHTER'S A STUPID WHORE. haha. i felt i needed to let this out. |
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| accurateness |
Sep 7th, 2011 4:26:55 pm - Subscribe |
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| i love her because she moves in her own way |
Jul 12th, 2011 4:30:39 pm - Subscribe |
| everything is complex, from the mind's point of view. i reeeeeeeally don't want it to go back to how it was, but it feels like an impending physical force that cannot be stopped or messed with. dislike. & home stress is piling and piling skywards, and i just can't take it because i'm never getting my own things done that seriously NEED to get done, rather than doing everything for everyone else, with hardly any help, and they're not even important things. it's just to keep the peace and stuff. ffs. life. give me a break? kthx. |
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| SLC |
Jul 6th, 2011 2:37:37 pm - Subscribe |
| Why is a student loan repayment so difficult? I would have thought they'd want my money. July, coming and going. Weddings and events and birthdays. Ugh. |
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| noooo aeonity |
Jun 28th, 2011 4:25:48 pm - Subscribe |
| do not like the ads and shizz at the top of my blog :( but yay at the cleanup of spammers! whilst tumblr is down, i may aswell write here. "All i ever wanted was a nice pleasant normal relationship with you but you went out of your way to destroy it. I know things are bad for you right now honey, but you need to get some help in some form or fashion. x" true statement. |
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| Hiyo |
Jun 19th, 2011 5:04:49 pm - Subscribe |
| Okay thennnnn. Just, just, just. I basically, am exhausted. And became even more so when I was told that next week is going to be a challenge for me at work. I feel like my life is work, it's not even nice work. No niceness in there at all. Is this what being an adult really is like? I mean, a true, pure 100% adult. It sucks. Ugh. |
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| i cannot say goodbye |
Jun 16th, 2011 3:28:20 pm - Subscribe |
| i don't understand this, one bit. maybe you think i have a dependence issue... but it's not about dependence, it's about life. life or death. choices. why do you think i need this? i mean, i'd rather die. no, not dependency on you. just.. something. the world, life, anything doesn't just revolve around on nothing. you don't understand that. you don't seem to be capable of stepping inside my shoes for once. just to see how it feels. you always said i have the nicest legs and feet. |
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| my my my my my |
May 8th, 2011 3:15:58 pm - Subscribe |
 btw, i gots 95% in my March exam! |
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| I will always want you rly |
Apr 30th, 2011 6:28:43 pm - Subscribe |
| Because you don't speak french, because you're a family guy, because we don't have much in common and tv shows don't count. Because you don't have money to be independent and come see me. And even if you had, I'm pretty sure you wouldn't come to see me. Kids, no kids. Change and no change. | |
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| marking the end of free spotify |
Apr 30th, 2011 5:52:58 pm - Subscribe |
| well chhyeah, i don't understand all the new rules. 5 plays per song each session/week/month/year? and is it 100 tracks a month? pfffft. rly sucks. i'm hiding out everywhere pretty much, since i've been back, things are progressively getting worse. this environment is not good for the mind, body or soul. i stuffed myself today. because everyone else was. unhappiness, boredom, this house.. i want to watch movies online. and be back to freedom. bleh. the wind's been booming all day, and most of yesterday. i can't even say the sunshine is a good thing anymore. i neeeeeeed something good to happen. & also, i had the realisation that we won't work out, because we need to meet, sooner rather than later. plus the age thing, no common interests and lack of self change in both. so, the end. so long spotify, and good weather, and happiness, and love. in another life, eh? |
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| tigers waiting to be tamed |
Mar 24th, 2011 6:22:24 pm - Subscribe |
| LOVE. OMGZ LIKE. YEEAAAAAAAHHHHH. Frickin' frack, foooooook yeah. lulz. I like internal happiness (of the spotless mind.) DUUUUUUUUDE. This is a weird, nonsensical post. But, but... it's okay. Love. In the back rooms, in the bathrooms, I am still so out of place. I am shaking in my shoes and my hands are paralyzed, I tried to say something clever, but they all just rolled their eyes. Just tap your feet, along with your heart beat, and don't say a word to anyone, anyone. The television is waiting to save you, but it'd be nice to have a conversation. Tap tap your feet, to your heart beat. To your heart beat, tap tap your feet, to your heart beat, Where am I supposed to go? What am I expected to say? Who the hell am I going to pretend to be today? If I could disappear somehow, far away from this crowd, I would hide and hide from every fear I can't confide in them. Just tap your feet, along with your heartbeat, and don't say a word to anyone, anyone. The television is waiting to save you, but it'd be nice to have a conversation. Tap tap your feet, to your heart beat. To your heart beat, tap tap your feet, to your heart beat. |
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| mocks are a good indication |
Mar 24th, 2011 8:22:43 am - Subscribe |
| I GOT 33/40 AND ALL YOU NEED IS 16 TO PASS! ELATION. ok. so yeah, i bet they'll throw in some other questions on like validity and such, but pretty much, it's amazing. wooo. just gotta worry for 136 and crim now. |
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| we all want someone to listen as the days come and go |
Mar 23rd, 2011 4:42:44 pm - Subscribe |
| i don't know, i just, i mean.. i know the reality of the situation. i know i'm much more than you are in actuality. i know we're different in many ways, yet similar in a few. i just, there's something about you. and i know that distance is a key factor in 'our' issues. it's just.. i don't want it to be. despite everything. despite it all. i want to have you. and not because i can't. it's something about you. about wanting to help. i want to help. and be there, till the end. walking hand in hand on the beach. ugh. delirious thoughts? you're way too young to feel this bruised. |
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| you can't run away from your own mind |
Mar 23rd, 2011 4:09:30 pm - Subscribe |
| everything, everything is, is just in the mind. or chemical reactions. nature. that is all everything, absolutely everything is. meaningless. |
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| and limbo exists all the time everywhere |
Mar 19th, 2011 5:43:40 pm - Subscribe |
| everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. and repeat. fuck fuck fuck shit piss fucking piss. breathe. okay. i think this will be okay. right. just.. yes, it will be okay. i've just got to focus on my work. and then yes and then there'll be april and i will be home and i will be 21 but not to worry because i am going away and then after exams in may i will get jobs and voluntary work occupy every second of my time and i will not worry no no. i will be okay. everything happens for a reason. i shouldn't even introspect on this situation, okay sleeptime. sleeping pills. yes. k. night then. |
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| holiday to icmeler |
Mar 17th, 2011 6:01:12 pm - Subscribe |
| Turkey. I hope we get some sun and do one or two trips, it's warmer than here anyway. So yeah, it's booked now. £377 each for half board at a five star hotel for a week. Not bad at all~ Need to get my travel insurance now & then save up some spending moneys. Yeah~ Gone Metric crazy again. & i'm back to writing a lot.. |
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| rawrcrux |
Mar 17th, 2011 3:48:32 pm - Subscribe |
| need to see: emily browning + jena malone :D p.s. i made lasagna today~ it turned out delicious! yes, yes. fattening.. |
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| i'm missing gg |
Mar 16th, 2011 11:41:15 am - Subscribe |
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