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jessiebell
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jessiebell
rich and i Oct 2nd, 2008 12:24:23 am - Subscribe
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me. says: lol. i wouldn;t go that far Richard says: why not ? Richard says: you can ! me. says: yeah well, me. says: i'll only do it if i feel like it. Richard says: that's fair play. me. says: it's cool enough being out till 3 and stuff. Richard says: lol, that's standard life. Richard says: told you it would be worthwhile :P me. says: yeah, didn't really believe it'd happen. Richard says: but it has, and you're free and you can do as you like providing you rock up at uni occasionally. me. says: i think i will. i have loads of free time, it's cool. me. says: everything but me and research methods is good. Richard says: so you haven't come across SPSS yet? me. says: SPSS? Richard says: you'll find out. Richard says: I'm not ruining your life for you. me. says: lol. okays. Richard says: it's up to someone else to bring that on. me. says: mainly myself. Richard says: not ruining your life, Richard says: SPSS. me. says: lol. 'kay, whatever it is. Richard says: you don't want to know. You'll have to know, but try and avoid it. me. says: i'll remember that. Richard says: it's some hella important information. Richard says: analyze it well. me. says: will do. Richard says: okay then. Richard says: should I do something with my life? me. says: do you want to? Richard says: i don't know. me. says: i bet you could, easily me. says: if you wanted to. Richard says: like what? Richard says: problem is I'm indecisive & have no idea. me. says: whatever you're the best at, and not bored with. i guess. Richard says: that's the problem. Richard says: Everything and everyone bores me. me. says: thought that might be your answer since you said that about amsterdam. Richard says: no, Richard says: it's all been pretty mundane shit since I left living in Bristol. Richard says: and I can now go back to living in Bristol but i don't want to. me. says: hm, find somewhere else? Richard says: last week, was lying in bed with han, about 40 minutes in, i said i was bored. Richard says: i told her how it'd been five months and i was sick of pretending, Richard says: explained how i was just going through the motions of what is considered normal behaviour. me. says: was it just for one thing, or was it more? Richard says: what do you mean? me. says: sex. Richard says: what do you mean? me. says: her and you? Richard says: she thought it was more, for me it wasn't. Richard says: i just can't feel. me. says: not even with me anymore. me. says: that must suck. Richard says: nobody. me. says: ohwells. Richard says: when was the last time we did anything? me. says: ages ago. Richard says: yup. me. says: when i was still in college, i think. Richard says: yup. me. says: maybe you should do something with your life then. me. says: decide something, me. says: go with it for a while. Richard says: what though? me. says: i don't know. Richard says: exactly. me. says: have you ever had any thoughts on doing anything? Richard says: nah, mostly just sacking it off. me. says: dunno then. Richard says: me neither. me. says: look for inspiration in friends or something. Richard says: it's just an empty existence. me. says: mine isn't anymore. me. says: anyway, i'm off me. says: everyone else is off Richard says: good. Richard says: happy for that. Richard says: night. Richard says: x me. says: something'll happen if you let it. me. says: night. me. says: x Richard sent 02/10/2008 01:15: let what? |
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jessiebell
if i wasn't so tireddd Oct 7th, 2008 9:02:06 pm - Subscribe
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i'd update! meh. guess this goes for tomorrow. if i have the time. nite. x |
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jessiebell
asfw Oct 10th, 2008 1:06:38 am - Subscribe
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http://www.asofterworld.com/index.php?id=329 and http://www.asofterworld.com/index.php?id=319 hm. today was the shizz. i just, felt everything good a million times over. i met more cool people. okay, then there was the major outburst of emotions. stupid. dgkmnsod. but anyways, Anita Wan and i are going to get along just fine. I can't believe we have a Kate Nash look-alike (AND her name's Ellen haha.) I'm still trying to remember people's names. And i've got like a dozen new no's on my phone. Lee Farrington-Flint is so suave. ololz i'm going to enjoy his ocassional lectures. see, i've totally proven everything i've ever thought it could be like. and i like that. and MY (well, mine and Mel's) high buzz theory will be known one day. maybe i'll write it in a theoretical piece of research. stats and research methods though. and rich was saying about SPSS. Anita says we don't use it till 2nd yr... but :s psychology and i were always meant to be. and i've known it for a longgg time. x p.s. andy, i've changed a couple of things on your myspace. probably not even obvious ;) |
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jessiebell
basically Oct 11th, 2008 12:09:45 pm - Subscribe
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i don't remember much of last night. my head feels fine, though my eyes feel tired still. and i'm not sure if there's a bump there or not. haha, that reminded me of when jayden bangs his head and he goes, 'bump!' ololz, cute. todae, i am being productive. i have cleaned my place so far this morning/afternoon (i got up late.) and, in an hr, i'll be going to Jules' graduation thing. Well, hopefully there won't be any ketchup incidents there. and then, i'm going to the post office.. if i can find it! and back to the victoria centre to find out if those boots are there in black now. i didn't want the brown pair. anyways, i'm off. laters. x |