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jessiebell
Ohyess...Nutella on toast. - Subscribe
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I thought i would change my layout. (It looks a lot like the tower we went to in KL on our first day in Malaysia.) Okay, i'm procrastinating as usual. I've got an essay to do, an essay plan on Hamlet, personal statement/uni stuff, and then there's Critical Thinking and Aim Higher things. Blahh. College is alright so far, but it's kinda scary being in the last year. Not because it's the last year or anything (there seems to be double the amount of people in college this yr and taller people!), but simply because i'm almost 18 & i never planned getting this far in life. I totally cannot wait to be a Psychologist. I really want to just get out there and help. Change viewpoints in the event of a Zeitgeist. It's annoying that we have to go all the way through this process though. Grr. I'm really thankful for having Scott in my life. He's been completely amazing, and he's very modest. He thinks he should be paying more attention to me when he's done plenty. He has so much faith in me and he's basically helping me out a lot. Although being sick this week, and piled in pressure at work and in training; he's tried his very best to keep in touch. Sorry, i had to make sure i knew how thankful I am. I rly want Nutella on toast. I just have this massive craving, it is rather strange. It's a crap thing we don't have any at home. I'm not that arsed to go and get some, it's fattening anyways. ![]() Hmm, another strange thing is that I haven't had my periods in about 6 weeks now. :S It's actually a bit scary, since this has never happened before. I might have to go see the dr's next week. :S Maybe it's part of what they told me in July. *sigh* well, I should get on with stuff. <3 ![]() Rock & Roll; baby. |
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jessiebell
Stress related. Sep 13th, 2007 9:25:46 pm - Subscribe
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I figure stress = major negativity for me. And that's where it's all going wrong. I've done all about stress and ways to deal with it in Psych. Maybe it's time i turned to the drugs ? ![]() I knoww. I never rly want to go there. But what choice do i have? I'm not screwing up this year, and in effect; the rest of my life. *sigh* Something more (+) though. I'm getting past Rich. Sometimes I think about where he is, what he's doing.. But then it fades. And i'm glad. Hmm, i don't know if i'm rambling or what. I'm just tired. I helped someone with Wise Children todae. ![]() I'm so good at English lit. <3 haha & ohyeah, there was a stabbing near my bus stop today. :S It may affect me getting home tomorrow. *fingers crossed and all* <3 |
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jessiebell
A secret of life. Sep 14th, 2007 9:58:53 pm - Subscribe
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ZOMGZ. i need to do this tomorrow. <3 I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies. |