jessiebell's Blog

First Entries.
Date: Jan 25th, 2007 9:06:59 pm - Subscribe
Mood: tired,bored,headache.
Music: Jack's Mannequin - Into The Airwaves.

I am not new.
I used to be under the name lovexhate.

Buuut, i needed a change.
So here i am. :]]
Andwell, jessiebell is another nickname. haha.
Not a well known one though.

Just wish i didn't feel so crap. I don't know, i'm all empty again and it sucks. :/
It needs to get better, it really does.

Today, they were shoving pieces of paper about university applications and the points system. It's actually quite scary to be honest.
I don't want to think about it, but it's so close. In the next year i've gotta know what i'm doing for the rest of my life. Pretty soon, college will be over & done with. Blahh..

That's why i wanted to be educated in Sweden. They have an awesome system there. The US isn't bad, but they don't have all the vocational courses at age 16 +
I don't know what i'd do without Psychology, though. : P
In fact, we were all talking in General about the education thing. Tony Blair/Gordon Brown are going to abolish all normal schools and make academys. Then school will be compulsory until 18. eek.
In some ways it is good, i suppose. Butyeah, college is totally good for the person, truly.

I'm in love with someone. But it sucks because they....well, lets just say it will never happen.
Maybe the sex will, but that's about it.
And, being alone is never a good thing, aye?
Now i've regained feeling, it hurts so much.
It does. :/

Well anyways, I am too stupidly uncool to ever have anyone.
Richard is no longer talking, probably the mail I sent. haha.
Of course i love him, just; if he really feels the same, then he should be able to leave -her.-
Soyeah, i'll be alone forever. Just gotta learn to accept it.

I have an ICT deadline in a week, and i'm nowhere near finished. I should get on with it, but i'm procrastinating.
Ickk, I just really can't be bothered.

I want it to snowwww again!!
Pretty snow. And for it to stop being so cold. Last night, I had to get up & put on my leg warmers and hoodie to bed. It's freeeeezing in my room & it's horrible. :/

Typing is a good thing. :]]

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