I hate blood, but at least I'm not pregnant
Date: Jun 26th, 2008 3:21:06 pm - Subscribe
Mood: moody
Music: The Five 'O Clock Heroes Ft. Agyness Deyn - Who
Am I just ms-next-girl?
Am I just the convienent rebound girl?
Am I there because he doesn't want to be lonely/alone?
He's just going to hurt me again. And am I really prepared for more lies and possible cheating?
I may just be 'the one who's there,' but what about when i'm not? There could be a quick someone else, or an even bigger mess. Anytime.
Anyways, stupid blood, stupid rain, stupid weekend; although, i'm not pregnant, which is a good thing. I have this weird feeling, partial tiredness mixed with something else I can't really explain. It just sucks, although; I got a tiny amount of motivation back today. I'm thankful for it. I just hope it doesn't fade.
My parents started all these silly arguments with me yesterday evening, and I just couldn't be bothered; and all I want to do is move forwards, but it's so hard when they keep going on.
It feels like all their anger or whatever is just building up, and it'll eventually cause a massive explosion. Not looking forward to that. :/
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I've got a headache, I'm tired, my stomach cramps are stupid. I just don't feel right, and I'm fxcking moody and emotional.
Idiot.
I feel like bitching. Or being a bitch. Or kicking something. Punching someone.
Maybe he's another annoying picture freak. I feel sick.
Everything annoys me. I'm simply annoyed. I simply suck.
theend.
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