I, i am thinking it's a sign.
Date: May 24th, 2007 2:16:25 pm - Subscribe
Mood: unmotivated
Music: Brand New - Failure By Design
So right now, i can't breathe, my eyes seem to always get teared up, i feel like puking up everytime i take a breath.
It's not going well at all. I need the help, so why am i so alone?
Why do i have to go it alone all the time? I can't continue on my own.
This is what i want. So why am i trying to fight against it?
I knew i was doing the distancing thing. But i'm practically screaming for help; can no one hear me?
I can hardly keep the fake face on anymore.
I'm fading.
There's nothing, i can't feel anything; i'm empty. There's no one, i'm useless.
Pathetic.
Pathetic.
<3
;;Edit::
So I had a kitchen disaster.
I can't do anything right.
& i kept staring at the knives again. :s
I also rly think i'm going to fail tomorrow.
ohwells. like i care anymore.
where things looked perfect on the outside.
You never cared to take a closer look,
and in the end the shadowing figure faded and disappeared.
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