The last word. The last stance.
Date: Jun 17th, 2007 9:52:21 pm - Subscribe
Mood: wicked
Some things i wanna note.
I keep debating; good, bad, or what?
The weird text from Rach, the avoidance; it all makes sense now. Yesterday my mother got me in her room, said 'do you wanna know a secret?' you must cross your heart and hope to die that you'll never tell anyone.' I was like, whatever; i hate her games. I said it in the end, after some bouts of laughter thinking how pathetic and childish it was.
Then she told me that Rach has been going to see a counsellor. And the laughter subsided & i was in shock. Apparently it's over the not being able to find a job thing.
Uhm, but then my mum got interrupted by the phone. So, i was left in wonderment, still shocked. Still don't know how any of the 'adults' found out & why my mum wanted to tell me if it's not something i should know about.
Maybe it's because i'm meant to help Rach, since we used to be close and all. She's practically family...so..
Well, I dunno what i'm supposed to do. I have shit of my own. No one seems to understand that.
Sarah told me she started her periods.
it makes me feel old.
She's growing up *tears up* lol
Blah, i don't even know why i'm trying.
you know what? i'm not even going to try anymore.
This is it.
I give up.
After trying everything.
Yep,
& everyone will see the hand of justice before i go.
Don't worry about that.
I need to find a way though...
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