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| i'm missing gg |
Mar 16th, 2011 12:41:15 pm - Subscribe |
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| i'm turning 21 in exactly a month |
Mar 14th, 2011 1:21:15 pm - Subscribe |
| Lorelai: (to Luke) We were going to go to Atlantic City. We were going to sit at a blackjack table at eleven fifty-nine. We were going to order martinis and we were going to be playing twenty-one when she turned twenty-one. And then hopefully we'd win and we take our winnings and we'd buy twenty-one things. And then there was a thing about twenty-one guys that wouldn't really be appropriate anymore since the engagement, but - it was a good plan. She probably doesn't even remember the plan. Rory: (much later on to Logan) We were going to go to Atlantic City and sit at a blackjack table at eleven fifty-nine, and we'd be playing twenty-one when I turned twenty-one. We were going to drink martinis, and win money, and go buy twenty-one things, and there was this thing including twenty-one guys that would be totally inappropriate now that I'm with you, but - it was a pretty big thing, and now we're not talking so it's not going to happen. I'm just a little bummed, that's all. Replace that with Vegas. It's sad... i'm old. It sucks. |
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| “The secret to happiness is not in doing what one likes, but in liking what one has to do.” — Sir James M. Barrie |
Mar 12th, 2011 3:33:30 pm - Subscribe |
| two states in love ; apathy and passion people normally go from one to the other & everything in between. “I will never die, even if the world tears me apart and makes me collapse, I will wipe the tears and rise. I will never die, even if collide with the world and get knocked down, I will swallow the blood and rise.” — ‘Soul’, Epik high |
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| dalai lama |
Mar 10th, 2011 8:22:52 am - Subscribe |
peace out. |
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| life is life but i'm not your wife and i just like rhyming things |
Mar 9th, 2011 1:47:26 pm - Subscribe |
| I have no idea why people care about me. Rach texted me saying she's going to take me out for my birthday, a meal and a movie she said, my choice & her treat. It's the random nice things that people say or do, I just don't get why they do it. Am I worth caring about/loving? Am I worth anything? I basically didn't get any work done today. I don't feel worth it. And I worry about the future; Monday, another week, another two weeks.. I'll be back home for good soon. No diving out of their dinner parties/weddings whatever. No freedom. No nothing, it's like they want to control me forever. Rich said it's all about the ultimate escape, but it seems hopeless right now. Lately I'm liking the past a lot more. I'm suddenly not smiling when the sun is out, it's a constant reminder of the haunting place i'll be going back to soon. Mum can't even find a decent holiday for us to get away, and I need it so badly. I am wondering if I should risk it going on a tour of Classical Spain? I don't know. |
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| business related work .... er, no thanks |
Mar 9th, 2011 9:30:09 am - Subscribe |
| Hi, Hope you are both well. I got this from my University and I thought that it may be of interest to you if you want to apply for summer jobs. As highlighted, it’s important to get all the experience you can as its really competitive out there in the job market and whatever experience you can demonstrate, especially in overseas markets will help you differentiate and stand out from the crowd. You are always welcome to come to Malaysia and work out here for 2/3 months over summer. Just let us know as we are organising this for some other friends kids. Hope all else is well. Love AK. xxx |
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| may wanna use this some point soon |
Mar 7th, 2011 4:11:20 pm - Subscribe |
| useful! | |
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| IMPORTANT THAT I GO TO THIS |
Mar 7th, 2011 1:31:13 pm - Subscribe |
| Free Workshop – just turn up How to cope with exam anxiety and gain good grades! Friday 25th March 12.00-1.30 Library Room 209 2nd Floor |
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| not what it seems |
Mar 3rd, 2011 2:31:08 pm - Subscribe |
| you don't even believe me. ironic. after a month of silent pain, i can't hold it any longer. i can't do this anymore. i cry so much all of the time and it doesn't even help. i'm dead to most people. natalie looked at me like i was an alien or something today. i tried to tell richard but it wasn't worth going through the "everyone's fucked up, you're no more than some" speech again. i think this feeling is annual. around this time. i was never meant to make it to 16. i think it's 2 entries back, i was saying how i don't have time for help right now. i would love psychotherapy. i rly wish i could. i don't know how this feeling came about. all i know is that is started when you said you wished i had died. i know you rly remember saying it. i know you didn't mean it. but it got me thinking. and i really don't know why i'm still here. there's no reason. no one. nothing. nothing that matters. and i thought love did. but it doesn't rly. loved or unloved. starved or overindulged self-harming or safe happy or sad fake or honest nothing ever matters. it just is what it is, and will always be. and i'm sick of being. and i don't care about eating. i haven't had anything at all today. i swear andy could tell. i just want to die. that's the best thing about life. i've been sick, again. and it's making me tired. and i stay up all night. and when i sleep, nothing can wake me. i swear i'm going to fail my degree because i haven't done my work deadline on the 14th and 21st exam on the 29th and i'm back to the dreaded place called 'parentsplace' after that. i don't want to go back. i hate everything. i wish i didn't. i wish someone could make me happy. y'know, other than me. 'cause i can do that. and have done. but it's not worth it. nothing is. i wish something was. please give me something to believe in. a breath from the breathing. i hate this. and you know the only reason i wanted you to do something to prove your love and prove everything to me? because no one can prove me wrong. i want you to. but i know you won't. i'm nothing. always. always alone. forever. and i'm not structuring my thoughts i don't care but my pain has progressively got worse and it's taking over everything now and i swear everyone can tell and it rly just hurts too much and i want it to stop hurting i need to stop the pain i know i wanted nothing but the pain i wanted you to hurt me and you always did you never failed maybe i repress it to a certain point and then it comes flooding out maybe perhaps because pain is all i've ever known not love not hate (til recently) not happiness all i've known is pain and no one can prove to me that love or happiness exist and i hate it what is there to live for? knowledge, power, money, people. none of it matters. it all = death. dead dead dead dead. maybe i was happy and in love once but i don't remember that feeling anymore i wonder how it feels i wonder what it feels like maybe i should "die, bitch, die" i love it when you talk death. i wish there was something.. |
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| it ain't about the money, money, money |
Mar 2nd, 2011 7:00:55 pm - Subscribe |
just wanna make the world dance, forget about the price tag. it ain't about the cha-ching cha-ching, it ain't about the ba-bling ba-bling, just wanna make the world dance, forget about the price tag. obsessed with jessie j. Question: you want to win me over, but you don't want to publicly announce this (when you say most people know about me,) why? Answer: because this is another game of yours. |
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| kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over |
Mar 2nd, 2011 12:40:27 pm - Subscribe |
| i can't get stupid lyrics out of my head. i'm emotional. i'm a mess. what to do? seek help. but there is no time for help. i'm at a loss. i want to tell someone. just telling someone will help. but not someone like him that i can get easily attached to, because i really don't want to. i wish i would have bought some pizza. i think i'll have pasta instead. do i sound really neurotic or is it just me? |
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| stop the rain from falling, keep my ocean calm |
Mar 1st, 2011 12:41:21 pm - Subscribe |
Find out if your relationship is destined to last or whether it’s time to throw in the towel. The bad times outnumber the good You should feel secure and content in your relationship at least eighty percent of the time. If you can’t remember the last time you actually had fun together without arguing or things getting fraught it could be time to pack your bags. They constantly put you down A bit of friendly teasing is cute, but if your other half seems to get their kicks from making you the butt of all their jokes or belittling you in public, alarm bells should definitely be ringing. Putting someone down – especially in front of others - is a power game that you should play no part in. They refuse to talk things through All relationships hit rocky patches, but if your partner deals with things by shutting down and giving you the ultimate passive-aggressive silent treatment you’re never going to be able to work through your issues together. It’s time to move on. Little things get on your nerves Okay, so it’s annoying when he/she leaves the cap off the toothpaste or forgets to put the milk back in the fridge, but those aren’t deal breakers. It’s when you start to feel irrationally annoyed by silly little things like his hairy toes or her singing in the shower that you know they’re not the one for you. They take you for granted Familiarity is a wonderful thing, but not when it’s at the expense of good manners. It’s part of your partner’s job spec to make you feel appreciated and loved. If they’re not upholding their side of the bargain, they don’t deserve to have you. You disagree about the future If you’re in continual disagreement about major life choices that lie ahead such as whether or not to start a family together, you need to think carefully about your next move. Hanging around hoping to change their mind is a risky gamble. They forget important stuff No matter how busy or stressed your other half is, there’s no excuse for forgetting important things like your birthday, anniversary…or name! It’s a forewarning of further neglect to come. You can’t stand their friends The company a person keeps says a lot about them. Feeling uncomfortable or unwelcome around the people he or she holds dear is an early indicator of friction and tension in years to come. There’s no spark Cast your mind back to when you first started dating. Were you excited every time you heard from them? And are you now? Those in lasting relationships still get a rush when their lover sends them a text or gives them a call. If you no longer do, we seriously doubt they’re the one. They don’t like your family If they love you, they need to be accepting of those you hold dear too. If they make snide remarks about your family or behave rudely towards them, it doesn’t bode well for your future happiness together. source. |
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| the experiment |
Feb 28th, 2011 4:31:40 pm - Subscribe |
| how did i not know about this before? | |
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| thoughts and musings |
Feb 26th, 2011 6:40:16 pm - Subscribe |
| We are all united by this beautiful meshwork of intertwining human experiences, acquaintances. And it is through these layers and layers of intricately linked individual existences that we are actually all connected in some way or another. I mean, look at all the years of history this common place we call home holds - look at all the shared people, events, stories we can all reflect on. It’s only natural that at some point or another, our paths have (or will) cross. Although we each develop a uniquely functioning mindset, we are essentially all linked, and so it seems very odd that our world has become so divided, so hostile, when the true core of our existence causes us to inevitably converge at some point just due to the fact that we all share a common planet, in a common universe, with a common historical past that holds years and years of lessons, experiences, relationships, and ideas we can each reflect on. It’s only natural that as we progress through life, our very growth as individuals stems from each other, and that is absolutely beautiful. | |
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| can i just say |
Feb 24th, 2011 4:33:17 pm - Subscribe |
| i am tired, so, so, soooooo tired. my balls feel like they're going to explode (if i physically had any.) my shoulder aches. was doing all that work on maximum concentration worth it? my brain says no right now. oreos can make it better, no? |
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| breaks on, brakes off |
Feb 23rd, 2011 10:08:45 am - Subscribe |
| brain, focus. brain needs to focus. BRAIN, FOCUS! alakazam! Nah, didn't work. I found a good website for 136PY biopsychology revision: LAB RATZ AND, I wanna see this: 'cause ed westwick is bi-continentally hawwwt! |
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| manic manipulative morbid mondays |
Feb 21st, 2011 10:30:30 am - Subscribe |
| the machine took my card. apparently there are "a number of reasons why this could have happened." ugh. idiot. they just sent me that card as well! so it'll take a week or two before a new one comes. at least i'm going back home in two weeks. ugh. not only that, but the rain and wind completely ruined my new hair. now it looks spazzed and in need of a wash tonight/tomorrow morning. not only that! but the woman in m&s cheekily took 5p off me for a carrier bag that's free. dick. ugh. do not. like monday's. pls. pls. go away. |
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| we have heating! |
Feb 17th, 2011 12:34:34 pm - Subscribe |
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| tip to get garlic smell off your hands |
Feb 13th, 2011 3:38:02 pm - Subscribe |
| WEIRDDDD. but i do get put off from using garlic 'cause of the after smell on my hands. But, apparently. If you rub your handz on some stainless steel (be it a pan, a spoon or whatever) the stainless steel neutralises the odour. Will have to try that, no? |
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| just cos i took the most time.. |
Feb 13th, 2011 5:25:24 am - Subscribe |
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