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It has been a long time since I have written. Between holidays and everything else going on, things have been very crazy. I also moved which sucks. I only moved because my mother kicked me and my son out...because I didn't clean enough. Even though I was the only one to clean. And take care of my son. She had the house all torn apart, but thats my fault too. Everything was my fault. She also said I am an alcoholic and a slut. That's funny since the last time I had sex was with my ex about a year ago, and I rarely drink. Oh well. I think what made me angry was that she locked me in the garage for about 20 minutes, and I didn't have a coat on. It was cold. She held my son hostage and wouldn't let me in. Pyscho. I moved to Hayden though, and I have a nice roommate and cheap rent. When I get my tax returns I am buying another car and getting a place of my very own. YAY. Work has been going really well. I didn't have daycare for two weeks so my hours were not so great, and neither was my pay. I have been struggeling with that, gr. But things are going better now, and I am getting happy. I actually think I have panic disorder now, so i have to get that checked out. wish me luck..... And I am sick. crap. I feel like crap. |
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I try not to cry I try to be strong I try to not let things get to me That doesn't last long Im sick of this feeling That paralyzes me with fear I feel like bad things will soon be here I cant move or think My face feels warm My stomach hurts I forever wait for the calm after the storm Im sick of this panic Im sick of this worry Im sick of doing it alone Im sick of the fury I cant afford food I cant afford rent I cant afford daycare All my money is spent My hours get cut My daycare shuts down THings out of my control No way to get around I get this knot in my stomach when I think of such things I want the best for my son Not providing that stings The clouds cover my light Hide me from the heat I run as fast as I can on the cold hard concrete I wish the lightening would stike and kill So the breath from my lungs is no longer still... |
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"All Good Things (Come To An End)" Honestly what will become of me don't like reality It's way too clear to me But really life is daily We are what we don't see Missed everything daydreaming [Chorus:] Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to end? come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to an end? Traveling I only stop at exits Wondering if I'll stay Young and restless Living this way I stress less I want to pull away when the dream dies The pain sets it and I don't cry I only feel gravity and I wonder why Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to end? come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to an end? Well the dogs were whistling a new tune Barking at the new moon Hoping it would come soon so that they could Dogs were whistling a new tune Barking at the new moon Hoping it would come soon so that they could Die die die die die Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to end? come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to an end? Well the dogs were barking at a new moon Whistling a new tune Hoping it would come soon And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and the rain forgot how to bring salvation the dogs were barking at the new moon Whistling a new tune Hoping it would come soon so that they could die. |
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"No One Knows How To Love Me Quite Like You Do" No One Knows How To Love Me Quite Like You Do No One Knows How To Love Me Quite Like You Do Liyah you're the only one for me,[3x] the one for me, the one for me [chorus] No one knows how to love me quite like you do... [4x] [Verse 1] When it comes down to the things I like Boy, you know just how to satisfy me You pick me up when I'm down, you put my feet on solid ground And you make me your first priority [Bridge] (Keep it comin') keep it comin', babe (Cause I like it) cause I like it, babe Don't stop cause no one knows... [chorus] [Verse 2] When there are clouds on a rainy day You know how to bring sunshine to my life And I've never felt this way before You make me feel like I'm your goddess [Bridge] [chorus] [rap] Well it's the L-I-Y-A-H plus the second chapter R Kelly's spitin' tracks, as if it were tobacco It's the ninties, time to get the pockets phat So when I say "book", you say "read that" Now back to the matter of the song No one knows how to love me like you do I got words for you... Uh! Forever my man!!! [chorus] Liyah you're the only one for me, [3x] the one for me, the one for me [till fade...] |
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"The Promise Of A New Day" EAGLE'S CALLING AND HE'S CALLING YOUR NAME TIDES ARE TURNING BRINGING WINDS OF CHANGE WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY THE PROMISE OF A NEW DAY ::Chorus::LyricsCafe.com:: THE PROMISE THE PROMISE OF A NEW DAY AS THRU TIME THE EARTH MOVES UNDER MY FEET ONE STEP CLOSER TO MAKE LOVE COMPLETE WHAT HAS THE FINAL SAY THE PROMISE OF A NEW DAY {Chorus x 2} AND SO TIME OVER TIME WHAT WILL CHANGE THE WORLD NO ONE KNOWS (No One Knows) SO THE ONLY PROMISE IS A DAY TO LIVE, TO GIVE AND TO SHARE WITH ONE ANOTHER SEE THE WISDOM FROM MISTAKES IN OUR PAST HEAR THE YOUNGER GENERATION ASK WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY THE PROMISE OF A NEW DAY {Chorus x 2} AND SO TIME OVER TIME WHAT WILL CHANGE THE WORLD NO ONE KNOWS SO THE ONLY PROMISE IS A DAY TO LIVE, TO GIVE AND TO SHARE WITH ONE ANOTHER {Repeat} |
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HERE I AM (END TITLE) LYRICS Here I am - this is me There's no where else on earth I'd rather be Here I am - it's just me and you And tonight we make our dreams come true It's a new world - it's a new start It's alive with the beating of young hearts It's a new day - it's a new plan I've been waiting for you Here I am Here we are - we've just begun And after all this time - our time has come Ya here we are - still goin' strong Right here in the place where we belong Chorus X1 Here I am - this is me There's no where else on earth I'd rather be Here I am - it's just me and you And tonight we make our dreams come true Chorus X2 Here I am - next to you And suddenly the world is all brand new Here I am - where I'm gonna stay Now there's nothin standin in our way Here I am - this is me |
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Once upon a time there was a girl In her early years she had to learn How to grow up living in a war that she called home Never know just where to turn for shelter from the storm Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face Everytime my father's fist would put her in her place Hearing all the yelling I would cry up in my room Hoping it would be over soon Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same And I still remember how you kept me so afraid Strength is my mother for all the love she gave Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday And I'm OK continued below... advertisement I often wonder why I carry all this guilt When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door The echo of a broken child screaming "please no more" Daddy, don't you understand the damage you have done To you it's just a memory, but for me it still lives on Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same And I still remember how you kept me so, so afraid Strength is my mother for all the love she gave Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday It's not so easy to forget All the lines you left along her neck When I was thrown against cold stairs And every day I'm afraid to come home In fear of what I might see there Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same And I still remember how you kept me so afraid Strength is my mother for all the love she gave Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday And I'm OK I'm OK |
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I cant stand the feeling of sand between my toes I could live off of Mochas and pasta I am a myspace whore, and I like it. I really do not care what you think. We have never met, we will never meet, and therefore your opinion means nothing to me. But feel free to tell me anyways because I am sure it makes you feel like an important person for you to judge me. Telling me I am hot, beautiful, gorgeous, or whatever is nice, thanks. Doesn't mean you are going to be my new best friend, I am not giving you my number, and if you don't know me in real life, do NOT give me a pet name. Especially one that is boo, bug, hot pants, or whatever else you ghetto fucks come up with. Unless I have given you permission to do so, do NOT advertise on my profile. Do I look like myspace ebay?! NOPE. I will delete the comment. I can be bitchy. I can be nice. I am just tired of the stupid people. I whore because I actually like to meet new people, and I try to comment everyone and talk to everyone, even though I am sure there are people out there I have missed. I don't whore for numbers. I love talking to people who can hold an intelligent conversation! Who can spell and use the right words in the right context! I also love to whore people out! If I like you, I'll whore you all the time just for the hell of it, without u even knowing. I try to put the most important people on my top friends, but I have so many pages of friends, it takes forever to find your pic to add you. Give it time, I am sure you will be there soon! I love musicians, all musicians, and if you are a musician, and I like your music, I will promote you, and let you put an add on my site. Im a mom, I love it. I think that children are a blessing! I LOVE BOOKS! Reading is a great way to relax and gain knowledge! Scarey movies rock. Movies with blood and gore not so much.... I love to comment peoples pages with cute glittery graphics and random things. I wear a size 9 pants. I am HAPPY with that. I think that I am healthy, and that is the AVERAGE size of a REAL woman. Super skinny women are disgusting. I know some cant help it, but my goodness girls, EAT! In moderation of course! I think photography is fun. I love taking pictures. I suck at getting pictures of myself, but I do it anyways because I can. I love getting messages from people who want to chat! SEND AWAY! I do NOT have a problem helping you out with something if you need it, just don't be a mooch =) I know, these make me seem like some jerk, but I have been myspacing for a long time, and I have realized that some things have to be said. I WILL be updating this frequently, so stay tuned =) |