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Life is full of wonderful amazing things. The way a fresh pot of coffee smells. The feeling you get when you are falling in love. The way it feels when your baby snuggles into you and looks at you lovingly. These things are only as great as they are because of the hardships we deal with. I find comfort in the sunshine, and am so grateful that the winter has passed and the earth has rotated around enough for warmer weather! I am excited to take my son to the beach so he can splash in the water for the first time. I look forward to his first summer bbq, parade, and walk in the fresh cut grass. He is my world, and no one can change that. Very few people love there job. I am not one of those very few people. I really dislike my job, but I AM one of the few people doing something about it. I am a full time student majoring in business, then I will get my degree in Journalism. I hope to be able to write about convtroversial issues and see my work on the front page. I love photography; I get that from my grandfather who was an amazing photographer in his day. I hope that when I die the people I care about will never forget that I love them and I will always watch over them. |
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How do I put into words my night last night?? How do I express my happiness and bliss?? I wish I could explain how my heart is pitter pattering and I cannot stop smiling. I have a glow, it is noticed among the other peons at my job. I have a bounce in my step and a aura of positivity. My worries have been forgotten for the moment. Thank you Crispin!!! Thank you for showing up at my door last night with a rose and a smile. Thank you for holding me and making my horrid day into a wonderful night! If only I could count all the many wonderful things about him.... I do not think I have enough blog space in the world for this.... *pitter patter* *pitter patter* |
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No perfect relationship exists. Maybe in a Danielle Steel book, or a Hallmark movie script, but not in reality. If things seem perfect, wait a moment and then it become what it is meant to be which is not perfect. I have never been under the illusion that relationships can be perfect, but the imperfections that can arise I tend to be choosey. I do not take back cheaters or tolerate liars and thiefs. I don't date drinkers, druggies or lazy people. And now, here is a situation I have had yet to deal with. A psycho ex. Many of you HAVE dealt with that, and I applaud you. However, I am not sure if I can. Not sure if I have the emotional capacity for such drama. The boyfriend is wonderful, loving and caring. All that you could ask for from a man....it is his 19 year old ex, mother of his son who has get to grasp the concept of maturity. She is now sending ME messages on myspace, and I have never spoke to this girl, or seen her in person. I refuse to have anything to do with her, but yet she pokes her head into my world and thinks its ok. Wrong. I do not tolerate this. Not sure how I want to handle said situation, but I keep leaning to give it time. Eventually she has to get over it all. Or maybe she will give up.. Maybe when her birthday rolls around she will lose all her teenage inhabitions....yeah right. In any case..things are fuzzy right now and the future is unclear. Boyfriend and I have only been together one week, so even though it is not serious, I do see it in the future as turning into that. Patience is a virtue. Someone please smack me with the virtue stick.... |