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COEUR d'ALENE -- The largest discovery of child pornography in Kootenai County history has led investigators to believe a Twin Lakes man was producing and distributing illegal material for profit.

Post Falls police might have cracked the case last spring, but an evidence backlog resulted in Edmund Daniel Bergeman's work computer going unchecked.

Now, it's part of a mountain of evidence investigators are sifting through.

"We've never seen that type of volume before," Sheriff Rocky Watson said Monday. "I can't imagine this was all for personal use. There's quite a subculture industry of people who buy this stuff."

Bergeman is being held on $200,000 bond in isolation at the Kootenai County jail on two counts of sexual abuse of a child.

Kootenai County Sheriff Department Capt. Ben Wolfinger said detectives are reviewing 300 compact discs, which contain "thousands and thousands" of images of children. The discs include child pornography and images of children at Coeur d'Alene area beaches, parks and retail stores, Wolfinger said.

Authorities aren't saying how many victims of child pornography there are on the discs. Watson cited a national statistic that shows a pedophile will have 80 victims before they're caught by police.

"On this one, I don't know how many," Watson said.

Last April, Post Falls police received a complaint that Bergeman was looking at child pornography while at work. They seized his work computer

and sent it to an independent company to unlock its contents. It sat in a long line of computers waiting to be checked, said Lt. Greg McLean.

"Originally, there wasn't a lot to go on because they just suspected he was looking at child pornography," McLean said. "Apparently, he was able to clear the screen off before the person could see it."

McLean expects additional victims will be identified as investigators go through the evidence.

"I am sure the victims will increase as time goes on," McLean said.

It could be three weeks before additional charges are filed against the 46-year-old, said Kootenai County Prosecutor Bill Douglas.

"We're still working with the FBI and going through the evidence," Douglas said. "It's going to take some time."

The sheriff's department is actively seeking victims and if anyone remembers seeing Bergeman taking photos in the area or seeing his vehicle, a teal, 1986 Honda Prelude 2-door with Idaho plates K266734, they are asked to call the sheriff's office at 208-446-1300.

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Mood: disgusted

jocelyn I hear the rumbling in my tummy Nov 22nd, 2006 5:08:34 pm - Subscribe

So Chris and I hung out again last night. It was nice. But after he got me from work, he dropped me off at his house for a bit so that he could help Brian put on his snow tires, and as he as living he kissed me. Or I kissed him, not sure how it went. And not a big tongue filled kiss either, just pecks. It was sweet, and felt like it always had. After he left, I tried to figure out what was going on and why it happened, but I dont think there was a logical explination for it. Stupid boys....

So tomorrow is Turkey Day!! I am so excited, it is my sons first thanksgiving and I am gonna let him taste mashed taters and punkin pie! YE HAW! (that ye haw had no relation to me living in Idaho).

Lately, Ryley has been happy during the day when my mom watches him, he's been good at day care, but at home, he's sad and cries a lot. Makes me upset because I dont feel like a good mother when that happens

I think he is still trying to get used to not having me all day like he did during my maternity leave and in transition of my jobs. Poor thing. He is my everything and I feel bad that he's upset in any way.

I hope today is better at work than yesterday. yesterday I was in training classes all day for random things. Was bazaar and so i took 12 calls and NO sales

So far today I have to take another training class on another program, but this program will actually help me and I might get sales YAY. So far though, today is horrible. I forgot my lunch at home, which also had my breakfast in it. So here I am, starving. Sucks. My hands were full with my breifcase for work, purse, diaper bag, then son. My mother had her purse (and then forgot her coffee and we turned around to get it) I however did not realize I had forgot my lunch until we got to my work already. My mother said she will be to busy to bring it to me. If it was the other way around, she was have pitched a fit till i brought her food. RAR.

Well, I should go check my email and reply to some to some of them...

Signing off~
Jocelyn

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Mood: hungry =(

jocelyn Whiskey lullaby Nov 22nd, 2006 5:17:06 pm - Subscribe

"Whiskey Lullaby"
(feat. Alison Krauss)

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

[1st Chorus]
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night

[2nd Chorus]
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

Note** If you are wondering why I posted this, here it is:: I think this is an amazing love story (although sad) and that everyone should think about it...

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Mood: avoiding Cupid's arrow

jocelyn Fall'n (this fits me perfectly) Nov 22nd, 2006 5:18:52 pm - Subscribe

I keep on fallin'
In and out of love
With you
Sometimes I love ya
Sometimes you make me blue
Sometimes I feel good
At times I feel used
Lovin you darlin'
Makes me so confused

I keep on
Fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

Oh, oh, I never felt this way
How do you give me so much pleasure
And cause me so much pain?
Just when I think
I've taken more than would a fool
I start fallin' back in love with you

I keep on
Fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

Oh, baby
I, I, I, I?m fallin'
I, I, I, I?m fallin'
Fall

I keep on
Fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

I'm fallin
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

I'm fallin
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

What?

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Mood: confused

jocelyn I found my card! Nov 22nd, 2006 7:16:29 pm - Subscribe

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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Mood: happy

jocelyn The way I am Nov 22nd, 2006 9:48:42 pm - Subscribe

I tend to love with all I have
Every ounce of my heart
Every breath that I take
I give it my everything
This must be why I end up so empty handed
Sad and lonely
Wishing I could find true love
I let them have all of me
Leaving nothing for myself
I have loved deeply
I have loved often
And now that I sit here, staring into nothing
Looking at the nothingness that i have
I dont think i can do it again
I dont think I can love
I dont think I can give unconditionally
And then
A flicker of hope
As he walks up to me
Tells me again that he needs me
Loves me
wants me
Has to have me
And there I go again
Loving ith all I have
Every ounce of my hear
Every breath that I take...
I am giving my everything...

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Mood: courageous

jocelyn THIS DAY ROCKS! Nov 22nd, 2006 10:01:27 pm - Subscribe

So today has been an AMAZING day! I have so far had 13 calls, and one of those calls was a 15 line sale!!! I am supposed to be at a 20% sale ratio, but that puts me over 100!! I will be WAY over 20 today! I am so amazed! Also, I talked to my team lead for the first time today (been on the floor two weeks) and we talked for like 20-30 minutes about books, literature and amazing things like that! He is a very intelligent man, and his wife is very lucky.

Makes me wonder why I can never find an educated hard working man that I can have actual coversations with, rather than just general things.

I love today!
Oh yeah, my mother finally brought me my lunch!

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Mood: WOWED

jocelyn The last three days Nov 26th, 2006 7:00:28 pm - Subscribe

So I have had three days off from work (thats why I have no blogs for those days

)and I must say, it made me very upset. I lost two friends in one day. One because we used to be roommates, and I still have some things there that i can't get a truck to get, and the second because I supposedly said some things that I never said. She sent me a text message saying that "shit got back to her and to not text or call her anymore". The second loss was more hurtful than the first. The first and I had mostly parted ways anyways.

I got a new phone though! Its a phone I swore I would never own because EVERYONE has one and I didn't like them that much. Its the light pink Razr from Verizon. I have actually grown to like it though. Has cool features and works way better than my last piece of junk.

As for Thanksgiving....it was actually a good day. Chris came over and spent the day with me and my mother, which went really well. Not as much tension as I thought there would be. After my mom's house, we went to his grandparents and had more pie. I love pie. His sister in law also had her baby and his dad was in the ER (at the same time, same hospital) for an almost heart attack. Cooky family, but can't help but love them....

That's all for now....
Jocelyn

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Mood: jaded

jocelyn SNOW SNOW SNOW Nov 27th, 2006 4:05:51 pm - Subscribe

So if I hear one more person singing "let it snow let it snow let it snow" Im going to let my shoe slip up there rear! I hate snow. I want nice warm weather all the time, and I do NOT want to go to california to get it. GR. This morning I almost fell on my tush trying to get in the car. My hands were full and that would have hurt.

Today is a 0 star day (10 is a REALLY GOOD DAY....so I'll let you figure out where 0 stands).......

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Mood: irritable

jocelyn I hate mean people Nov 28th, 2006 5:18:25 pm - Subscribe

Why do people feel the need to put other people down and make themselves out to be the greatest thing ever???? Why do they feel the need to be hypocrites and snobs? I am currently describing my mother. She thinks she is so perfect and I am some horrible mother because I text message on my phone. She said I put him down to play on my phone (which i not the case) and that makes me a careless mom. GRRR I am so frustrated right now I cant even type...Ill be back in a bit

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Mood: frustrated