FEAR
Date: Jan 19th, 2007 7:40:27 pm - Subscribe
Mood: stressed
I try not to cry I try to be strong
I try to not let things get to me
That doesn't last long
Im sick of this feeling
That paralyzes me with fear
I feel like bad things will soon be here
I cant move or think
My face feels warm
My stomach hurts
I forever wait for the calm after the storm
Im sick of this panic
Im sick of this worry
Im sick of doing it alone
Im sick of the fury
I cant afford food
I cant afford rent
I cant afford daycare
All my money is spent
My hours get cut
My daycare shuts down
THings out of my control
No way to get around
I get this knot in my stomach
when I think of such things
I want the best for my son
Not providing that stings
The clouds cover my light
Hide me from the heat
I run as fast as I can
on the cold hard concrete
I wish the lightening would stike and kill
So the breath from my lungs is no longer still...
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