Paranormal good morning
Date: Jul 4th, 2004 8:53:57 am - Subscribe
Mood: happy
Another early Sunday morning here, grey and cloudy, not very warm. I haven't written here for a while, I have been busy writing my paranormal book which I started posting online. I was going to post here but didn't know if it would be interesting to anyone. It covers dreams, paranormal, other worlds, angels, black holes and so on.
I don't write to become famous, I write because I NEED too and that's why I have so many projects on the go, from horror, children's stories, erotica to paranormal, fiction and the list goes on, depening on my mood. I love to interprete dreams so if any of you would like that for fun then please do let me know.
I am going to make more of an effort to post here as I have been slacking and I do love the way this site appeals to me. I hope everyone is well and that you're all happy.
Hugs to all xoxox 
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You
Date: Jun 27th, 2004 11:56:06 am - Subscribe
Mood: happy
You are as beautiful as the shaded orange sky at the end of the day,
Your smile brightens your surroundings and those that walk in your shadows,
Your voice is the deepest of calm like waves crashing against the air, emotions clash and then ripple free...
Your eyes are the window to your soul, I plunge within and drown,
gasping for air I do not try...I am at peace.
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Good morning
Date: Jun 27th, 2004 10:55:55 am - Subscribe
Mood: happy
Well good morning world, the day has started off better and I'm extremely happy, the man I love called me first thing and now I am smiling.
I am going to attempt to write today, get ahead with this new story, which no-one has read or opinionated on, but anyway...I hope everyone is well and not so down, seems a few have been sad lately.
So, I am going to dig out a poem and post xxx
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Opinions please
Date: Jun 26th, 2004 2:57:32 pm - Subscribe
Mood: restless
The night surrounded the earth in it's darkness, nothing was seen to the naked eye except the crimson moon which gently glowed and hung suspended midway against the blanket of black. The sounds of scattered animals pierced the listening ears of man and beast, not a welcoming babble in the least, they were screeches of fear, dread and death.
The wind started to slowly stir and lift the fallen leaves of Autumn, obscuring the view that was just visible in front of me, my skin tingled with every shriek and my mind raced, the leaves I could hear rustling against each other and as they swirled around I had to concentrate even harder, I could not keep my attention of three different sounds at once, my life depended on it, my instinct was to keep running, not looking back but I was also very tempted to stop, hide and watch, curiousity getting the better of me yet again, I hid between the largest, dampest, rocks, crouching into it, my body pressed close and listened again to the midnight world.
What seemed like an eternity of listening to the sound of death, my heart beat pumping with adrenaline, not only out of fear but out of adventure slowed down, I had adjusted my eyes to the situation and I suddenly realised the night had become silent again, not a sound broke the calm, not an animal scuttled by and when I looked towards the moon it had turned the deepest red, it had it's ration of blood for the night and I knew come tomorrow it would all start again, but this time I was no longer going to run, never going to let it destroy again, I would fight.
*The beginning to the new story I posted about just before, all opinions welcome, good or bad*
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Better
Date: Jun 26th, 2004 2:55:21 pm - Subscribe
Mood: restless
What a difference an hour can make...ok so I've settled a little. I started writing a new story yesterday, horror, I'll post the beginning here and would love your opinions on it please.
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Don't talk to me
Date: Jun 26th, 2004 2:05:34 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sleepy
Ok, well I woke up extremely late today and in the foulest mood, that mood doesn't seem to be subsiding so I really haven't got alot of patience to post today, maybe later xx
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Romanticism and Chivalry
Date: Jun 25th, 2004 6:55:08 am - Subscribe
Mood: happy
Romanticism, an exciting and mysterious quality that has turned the pages of time and closed...happiness of a gest that your true love leaves has been washed away with the tears of years gone by...the beating of a love struck chord upon your heart plays music that soothes like a lullaby.
Chivalry, a courteous manner towards female company in an old fashioned way has been banished by strong willed women and men who refuse to show weakness. Yet deep inside the hearts of women they long for a knight in shining armour, who will declare his love at the top of his booming voice, who will open doors without a second thought, who would kindly pick fresh flowers before the morning sun rises and leave them at your door.
Does Prince Charming just appear from the shadows of darkness one day, take your hand and tenderly brush it with his lips, I believe not, recently facts have made me realise true love does not conquer all...a boundary is always going to be met, eventually. Romance of yester years was one that conquered all, that was whispered upon the lips of those that were blinded by this love.
Dreams of The One are distant and doubtless. Romance died when feminism took over our world, some may say we have ourselves to blame but at the end of the day men now have life alot easier as equals (to a limit), why go back? Romance of modern times is so little yet pleases those who receive because they do not truly know true romance.
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Loneliness
Date: Jun 24th, 2004 5:35:06 pm - Subscribe
Mood: tired
Loneliness, a gest that one can feel but alone,
as I sit here in the darkness, there is no peeking light,
there is no warmth upon the breeze seeking to chill my heart,
the tears that shatter upon my cheek, crystal crashes and yet no-one turns.
Bound in dust of memories passed,
will this heart of stone crumble in future days,
peace is all that this soul wishes to find,
to be able to settle down and not worry about what is left behind.
As the ropes around my mind start to tie harder,
my thoughts of being two slowly start to fade,
the blanket of black envelopes my body dragging me back into reality,
the non-existant din of the room shatters my dreams and back to earth I gently fall.
Loneliness during the midnight hours,
my heart aches to feel the sensation of Want,
knowing that when I wake that special being will be smiling down on me,
radient in the suns golden rays, the darkness of before being swept away.
As I sit here, in the sombre night, I turn my body to that glowing light,
I seek the flame that illuminates the corner,
shadows dancing with never ending ease,
yet here I sit, my tears do fall, like a river path etched upon my skin.
Loneliness, a gest that one can feel but alone,
as I sit here in the darkness, there is no peeking light,
there is no warmth upon the breeze seeking to chill my heart,
the tears that shatter upon my cheek, crystal crashes and yet no-one cares.
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Days of greyness
Date: Jun 23rd, 2004 3:22:59 pm - Subscribe
Mood: happy
There are days where my heart aches, today is one of those, but not out of sadness, out of want and need.
The weather here is atrocious today, gale force winds and a sky so grey.
My summer holidays are coming up and yet you cannot even tell that Summer has started here.
I have finally finished one of the childrens stories I started six months ago and have now to move on to chapter sixteen of my fiction book, a mix between paranormal, folklore and history.
I have been working on it for over 9 months and I would so like to finish but even though it is all in my head, getting it out is another matter but patience is a virtue lol one someone forgot to give me. *sigh* anyway I soon get to see the man I love and my heart races with that idea, I'm worried but excited all at once. So, that's all I have to say right now, I actually feel at home here even if I have yet to be read.
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Friends
Date: Jun 23rd, 2004 10:31:14 am - Subscribe
Mood: pensive
As the daylight fades into the blackened night,
I turn to those who protect me right,
I thank them for all the love and friendship so,
begging them to never, ever let it go.
Friends like you are what makes my day,
for friends like you others often pray,
I seek the love of the world around..
I know I can come to you without a sound.
If I was just to sit and cry salty tears,
I know you'd hold my hand and banish all my fears,
you'd smile at me with your heart and soul,
you'd hold my hand and away we'd stroll.
Friends like you don't need to hear why,
you'd take the time to sit, join, cry,
I thank my guides way up high...
for sending you to me throughout this time.
So as you lay your weary head,
know that this path you dearly tread,
is full of love, protection so,
and friends that never ever want to let you go.
Friends like me are here to stay,
with the dawning of tomorrows new found day,
to help you through life as you have helped me...
to call you a friend for eternity.
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