Trapped in hyperspace.
Date: Jan 18th, 2012 10:59:26 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Remote.
Music: Deadsy - Mansion World
Every night, as my muscles repose, and my breaths relax, and my perception clouds, I begin to lose my grasp. And in that moment, I envision the most monumental of things.
But in the morning, nothing.
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Brisk breeze, and snowy trees.
Date: Jan 7th, 2012 4:06:56 am - Subscribe
Mood: Torn.
Music: Florence + the Machine - Shake It Out
What am I thinking?
What am I thinking?
What am I thinking?
I'm thinking that I just found a snowman that sings and dances up here. He's big and tall, and he decorates pines. He glistens and shines, with his big carrot nose. His buttons are soft, and his snow is packed tight. Garland is even strung at his sides.
I hope that it is just as enjoyable on your end of the axis.
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Insomnia.
Date: Jan 1st, 2012 10:43:06 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Disconnected.
Music: A Place To Bury Strangers - Smile When You Smile
Like an enduring, somber reverie, every day plays out the same.
I wake up, I eat, and I sit. When it gets late enough, I take a pill, and wait to fall asleep again. And once more, I am awake to continue this endless habit.
I feel as though everything around me is moving, and I am still. Everyone is loud, and I am silent.
Why do I thirst?
Why do I hunger?
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Biological rejection.
Date: Dec 26th, 2011 1:04:55 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Completely guilty.
Music: John Mayer - Gravity
I wanted to watch something grow. I wanted to give life to something beautiful. I wanted to take care of something I loved.
So I bought a shrub.
It was miniature, and rather quaint. I watered it on the days that I found it to be dry, and I combed its leaves for foreigners. But as the days passed, my shrub did no longer satisfy.
So I bought a cactus.
Now, this cactus was different. It had a lovely pink flower in the center of it, and required little from me. Setting it in my window, I was happy for a time. But again, I grew tired of this organism.
And then I found a cherry blossom.
It was exquisite. It was everything I had ever missed, everything that my heart yearned for. It had beauty, and grace, and simplicity. I could sit on my porch all morning long, gazing up at it. Every day I was happy, and never did I tire.
But one day, as I was embracing my delight, I found something odd. Something leafy, and grotesque. I let it be, and as the days passed, it tortured and destroyed the one thing that I had ever found myself truly enamored with.
And now I sit in the soil where my treasure once stood, with all of its might and elegance that no longer is.
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Close to love.
Date: Dec 22nd, 2011 11:53:30 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Introspective.
Music: Electric Youth - Fade Away
I miss when we were too young to be different from one another.
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Formalities.
Date: Dec 16th, 2011 12:23:06 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Ashamed.
Music: The Cure - Just Like Heaven
If I could characterize the perturbation in my heart, I might be able to experience relief and satisfaction.
Alas, my strings are snapped.
My vena cava is pinched.
And my atriums are obstructed.
But how do I say that effectively? How can I convince you of how rueful I am? How can I assure you that it wont happen again?
How can I relieve doubt that you are the most chimerical thing in my life, and that if I were to come to lose you, I would lose myself as well?
I really am so sorry.
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Brainfreeze.
Date: Dec 12th, 2011 12:44:59 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Reflective.
Music: Robyn - Call Your Girlfriend
So, it's sort of like summer. The earth, glowing in the deluge of the sun. Bathing suits are walking past, accompanied by sunglasses and the like. You can even make out the globules of sweat forming on heads. The wearers run wildly for the sweet felicity that is the ocean, on such a sweltering day. The air itself is baking in this fever.
Except, all you can feel are the snowflakes falling on your pink nose. And upon every exhalation, you are able to witness a small cloud of heat escaping from your lips, and dissipating into the surrounding atmosphere. You pine for the warmth that the rest of the world seems to have found so effortlessly.
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And all the pain.
Date: Dec 7th, 2011 2:32:15 am - Subscribe
Mood: Doubtful.
Music: Tiësto - I Am Strong
We must be surveying two separate portraits, because the one I am looking at is not a pretty picture.
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See me.
Date: Nov 10th, 2011 1:41:04 am - Subscribe
Mood: Brought to naught.
Music: Solar Fields - Introduction
I strove so very hard to be this perfectly docile, subordinate, and nurturing creature. Yes sirs, no sirs, thank you sirs.
But, alas, my knees are weak now, and my heart is heavy with sufferance. I find myself no longer able to support the weight. It is as if I am dragging a ship behind me, through the sands of Arabia.
A ship full of elephants.
With other elephants stacked atop the original elephants.
And they are all jumping up and down incessantly.
And the only thought that my mind allows me to entertain is how things were, prior to my Pachyderm vessel. I reminisce on the tenderness shared, and the moments that will never be forgotten. I recall how every waking moment was beautiful, and how I could not tire from it. I revive the eagerness and the passions that my heart once swam amongst so fluidly.
I want to soar with my vehemence once more. I want to taste the ardor in the air. I want my wings to burst through pockets of spirit, and I want to caw over the tiny ant-world below, until every inhabitant is fully aware of my affection.
My pleas have the clarity of a fresh diamond, and yet I am still greeted with a palm of coal. Perhaps a polishing is in order.
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Do not disturb.
Date: Nov 6th, 2011 10:30:55 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Disatisfied.
Music: Chalices of The Past - Superior Gem
Every evening, I fall in love.
Goodnight.
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Empty your veins over me.
Date: Nov 4th, 2011 11:34:13 am - Subscribe
Mood: Aloof.
Music: Gobble Gobble - Eat Sun, Son
On one side of the street, my joints are beginning to rust, and my gears are corroded. My software is outdated, and my clocks are off. My calculations are no longer sound. My tickers and buzzers have not been functional for what feels like a decade. With each step, I find that my extremities are breaking down. The metal grinds against itself and flakes off, bit by bit. The weight of these tool kits attached to my sides is a battle I can no longer fight. To rotate my wrists, or my neck, or my hips requires such an effort now, to avoid colliding with one another. I do not have any grease left.
Across the street, you. Your parts are nonexistent. Your rings and bells have fallen off. You are missing switches and levers. I do not think that you can even move, the way your lower half is contorted. You are shorting out. From here, I can see that your wires are exposed. And you are covered in oil.
And yet still, we both remain as we are.
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Steal your heart, and eat your brains.
Date: Oct 17th, 2011 1:36:56 am - Subscribe
Mood: Refreshed.
Music: Daft Punk - The Brainwasher
Until the universe explodes,
And the super nova burns us to crisps,
And the blast engulfs all celestial bodies,
And the black holes swallow the world,
And light can no longer escape,
And all momentum comes to a halt,
And all particles evaporate,
And all matter is destroyed,
And all life as we know it is over,
I will always love you.
Promise.
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Into dust we go.
Date: Oct 14th, 2011 5:26:09 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Rotton.
Music: Tycho - A Walk
This grip on my chest, it won't let go.
And this hold on my lungs, it won't release.
This fog in my head, it won't clear.
And this panic in my heart, it won't subside.
This clot in my blood, it won't soften.
And this pressure in my pulse, it won't lighten.
This fear in my conscience, it won't leave.
And this frailty, it won't toughen.
It's really very cold, and my head is swimming ferociously, and I'm petrified, and I'm begging, and I'm crying, and it won't stop, and no one will make it stop, and I can't catch my breath, and I can't make it go away, and I can feel my heart pounding relentlessly, and I can hear my lungs gasping, and I need help, and I just can't do this.
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Shore of the cosmic ocean.
Date: Oct 14th, 2011 11:09:24 am - Subscribe
Mood: Defeated.
Music: Paperfilm - Geophagy
If I were to remain still enough, I could detect my pulse. I could feel the blood in my veins, and I could sense the oxygen inside each platelet. I could take in the hadrons and the muons moving through my being. I could consider my membranes of plasma pumping. I could credit my organelles for function. I could observe the the spin of fermions, and the charge of quarks. I could witness my lipids and my acids breaking down. I could perceive my metabolic waste shifting. I could appreciate the atmosphere's grasp on my body. I could respect my genetic material. I could harness growth, and I could suspect change.
But when do I slow?
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Tip your hat to me.
Date: Oct 9th, 2011 6:23:38 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Circumvent.
Music: Foster the People - Helena Beat
I just want to feel special.
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Leaf in a vacuum.
Date: Oct 4th, 2011 7:19:30 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Frustrated.
Music: Dubba Jonny - Blue
If I had a knife, I might stab your core.
If I had a gun, I might aim at your temple.
If I had a bat, I might swing at your back.
If I had a bow, I might release at your ankles.
If I had a spear, I might launch at your legs.
If I had tachyon lasers, I would blast you into the next fucking dimension.
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I feel right.
Date: Sep 12th, 2011 11:40:51 pm - Subscribe
Mood: One of a new light.
Music: Stardust - Music Sounds Better With You
Trust me, please?
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404.
Date: Sep 5th, 2011 11:12:38 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Deathly.
Music: City And Colour - O' Sister
Sometimes, I would like to get lost.
Maybe, in the woods. Among the trees and the spider webs. Beside the creatures and the streams. Amid the splinters and the poisons. I would like to not find my way. I would like to remain absent. And then, perhaps, Mother Nature would find it in her heart to wash the blood from my wounds with her tender showers, like in the Disney movies. And then I might gather myself beneath a leafy shelter as the thunderheads climax above me, and sleep.
Sometimes, I would like to not wake.
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Kept in our eyes.
Date: Aug 27th, 2011 9:03:22 am - Subscribe
Mood: Blue as the ocean.
Music: M83 - We Own The Sky
I have dreams.
Loves.
Aspirations.
Goals.
Wants.
Wishes.
Desires.
Ambitions.
Pursuits.
Objectives.
Aims.
And I guess, some days, I just forget.
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Can't you see, you're my everything.
Date: Aug 2nd, 2011 9:04:04 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Scared.
Music: The Word Alive - The Hounds of Anubis
And my dress meant nothing.
And my curled hair meant nothing.
And my new style meant nothing.
And my eyeliner meant nothing.
And my freshly-painted nails meant nothing.
And my eye shadow meant nothing.
I'm as hideous as ever.
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Run rabbit, run.
Date: Jul 30th, 2011 8:22:36 am - Subscribe
Mood: Detached.
Music: The Seven Fields of Aphelion - Grown
These anti-depressants might not actually be productive. Because I feel more wayward upstairs than ever, come to think of it.
Sometimes I am able ensnare a glimpse of something vivid and domestic, and everything feels orderly again, and I feel like I have a grasp on reality, finally. But then I glance away for one moment. And when I turn back, it is nowhere to be found, and I am alone once more in this inexorable growth of thought.
I am lost again, and I cannot find my way out. And it is all in my head, and I know it is, but I simply cannot push through it.
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Back and forth. Forever.
Date: Jul 12th, 2011 2:10:46 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Quite happy.
Music: A Perfect Circle - The Nurse Who Loved Me
Meet me on Tyrone Avenue.
And there we can get some coffee.
Maybe catch a flick.
Talk about how our days were.
Laugh about life's mundanities.
We'll be friends for a while.
Then one day I'll slip and fall for you.
And you'll tell me it's all you've ever wanted.
And we'll be together from then on.
We'll meet for lunch frequently.
I'll tell you how I hate my hair today.
You'll tell me it looks perfect.
I wont listen.
I'll tell you you're going to be late for work.
You'll walk me to my car.
We'll exchange a shy kiss or two.
I'll go home and prepare for your return.
Maybe chicken Marsala.
You'll work late.
I'll be frustrated and lonely.
You'll come home and hear me fuss.
And then you'll pull out a ring.
And I'll be stupidly happy.
You'll make me the happiest woman in the world.
And one day I'll tell you 'happy Father's Day'.
And you'll be stupidly happy.
And we'll have a little family.
We'll grow old and more in love.
We'll sit on our porch and watch the birds in the morning.
We'll read the papers together.
We'll watch our babies fall in love like we once did.
And we'll meet for coffee on Tyrone Avenue.
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His love.
Date: Jun 23rd, 2011 6:57:21 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Mindful.
Music: None.
He is God; Not you.
Don't ever let that escape your thoughts.
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Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
Date: Jun 15th, 2011 5:32:34 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Belittled.
Music: KoRn - Freak On A Leash
Temptations, how you tempt me.
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Chemical fried.
Date: Jun 15th, 2011 12:43:15 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Defeated.
Music: Neon Indian - Ephemeral Artery
There is an insect in my head.
I can feel his claws.
His scales.
His slime.
Every now and again, I can feel him squirming.
He is getting closer to the surface.
So I reach in, grasp his wings, and tug to no avail.
He escapes me every time.
He scratches at my Hippocampus.
He eats away at my Neocortex.
And he shits on my Amygdala.
I fucking hate myself.
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Taste a little taste.
Date: Jun 11th, 2011 10:03:42 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Overwhelmed.
Music: Tinie Tempah - Written In The Stars
Is it plausible for deranged people to be aware of their own psychosis?
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We try to just stay alive.
Date: May 27th, 2011 10:39:57 am - Subscribe
Mood: Worn out.
Music: Deadmau5 - Strobe
As I was drifting off to sleep last night, I dreamt a dream.
I tried to fight it, for, most dreams I can dig myself out of.
But the more I struggled, the worse this one became.
The Sandman pried my eyes open with no remorse when I denied him my own efforts.
The madness I could not elude choked my metaphysical self until my breaths could no longer be detected.
Self-sabotage and mutilation was the focus of this delusion.
I could not abscond from the tangible need for entropy.
And by the end of this horror, there was nothing left of me.
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Will you remember?
Date: May 24th, 2011 10:23:31 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Blissfully in love.
Music: Funkadelic - Maggot Brain
Because I will never forget.
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Dizzy, dizzy, dizzy.
Date: May 17th, 2011 10:36:22 am - Subscribe
Mood: Reluctant.
Music: Nosaj Thing - Aquarium
Summer is on the way, and it is becoming tepid.
Often, they come, attempting to intrigue.
But I flow along, inadvertently.
Always absent-minded.
One day, though, there is you.
And you are beautiful.
You apprehend my attention,
and tickle my curiosities.
There you wade, anticipating my energy.
And I acquiesce.
In, and then out again.
Here, and then gone again.
You perpetually reappear though.
Every day I sweep you back up, and drift along side you again.
My passion for you reveals itself in my cascading liquids that envelope you.
In, and then out again.
Here, and then gone again.
And even when the red flags emerge, you arouse.
I try my hardest to retract from you, but the winds will not oblige.
Please do not let me drown you.
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Reflecting pieces of the sun.
Date: May 7th, 2011 9:46:05 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Mellow.
Music: Jack Johnson - Inaudible Melodies
If Einstein-Rosen Bridges truly are,
bestow an alien upon me.
An exquisite one with clairvoyance.
So that he may connect to me.
A marvelous one with a soul.
So that he may perceive my every sentiment.
A resplendent one with unmatched strength.
So that he may protect me, when I cannot fend for myself.
An alluring one with identity.
So that he may find solace in himself.
A dazzling one with command.
So that he may help me find comfort in my place.
A stunning one with intellect.
So that we may find inspiration in each other to change the world.
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Danger, you know that the fire is burning.
Date: May 1st, 2011 12:57:10 am - Subscribe
Mood: Hurt.
Music: Skindred - Pressure
Your abandonment only fortifies.
A proverbial proclivity.
Goodnight my darling,
and sugary-sweet dreams to you.
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Without me, you've got it all.
Date: Apr 13th, 2011 9:07:54 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Agonizing.
Music: Robert Pattinson - Never Think
When I have nothing, I have you.
You, you sweet, foul thing. Such a curse you have imprinted on my body, that the future will someday devastate me with.
But you're always there. Every moment of every day.
And you're exactly what I need, and what I yearn for.
When I have nothing, I have you.
Oh please, I'm in love..
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Check,
Date: Apr 5th, 2011 10:38:31 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Vindictive.
Music: Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love
And mate.
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Artemis, you silly arthropod.
Date: Apr 4th, 2011 12:55:21 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Docile.
Music: A Place To Bury Strangers - Missing You
It's like being in a tidal wave,
And letting it sweep you away.
It's like being in a car wreck,
And not holding onto anything.
It's like being ravaged by a lion,
And just laying there.
It's like being hit,
And then curling into his arms.
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My beloved Superman,
Date: Mar 26th, 2011 11:33:50 pm - Subscribe
Mood: A stinging sensation.
Music: The Jesus And Mary Chain - Head On
You light my ass up like a bonfire in July.
Goodnight, my flame.
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His eyes are open.
Date: Mar 25th, 2011 2:00:32 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Vulnerable.
Music: Young The Giant - My Body
It is inviting.
Like the breeze on a spring afternoon.
Only, this breeze is ominous of a hurricane.
Velocity and altitude are on the menu tonight.
Every vortex brings the storm nearer.
You have to listen faithfully; you'll hear it.
Outside, the trees are splitting and flexing.
Until you feel the quakes, though,
Don't stop.
I need your warmth.
Only yours.
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iShuffle.
Date: Mar 24th, 2011 10:25:40 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Forgotten.
Music: LMFAO - Party Rock Anthem
Summer turns to winter,
and winter eventually makes its way back to summer.
The bitter chill of Jack Frost is unforgiving,
while the intensity of the dog days are a constant.
Do I favor fire or ice?
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Louder than thunder.
Date: Mar 9th, 2011 10:49:23 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Adoring.
Music: Woe, Is Me - (&) Delinquents
You blow by.
And you whirl me in.
I chase you.
And you persist, oblivious.
You trickle down.
And you give me chills.
I lick you from my cheeks.
And you persist, oblivious.
You pour in.
And you drown me.
I am soaked.
And you persist, oblivious.
My own, personal storm.
And how deeply I treasure you.
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Blame it on my A.D.D., baby.
Date: Feb 28th, 2011 1:31:25 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Lost.
Music: Awolnation - Sail
"It's like a band-aid, you know? Sometimes it's better just to get it off fast, rather than suffer through trying to pull it off slowly."
I really need you.
But I know I can only save myself.
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I have an earthquake on my mind.
Date: Feb 25th, 2011 1:05:14 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Lovely.
Music: How To Destroy Angels - A Drowning
Shelter me beneath your body,
Wrap me in your arms.
Let the sweat drip down your sides,
And onto mine.
Hold me close,
And move with me.
Penetrate my heart with your eyes,
And whisper you love me again.
God, this feels so amazing.
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She spreads herself wide open to let the insects in.
Date: Feb 24th, 2011 1:06:17 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Heinous.
Music: Nine Inch Nails - Reptile
They say that dolphins are unique to the animal kingdom, in that they are self-aware. Like humans, the only other species to have awareness of self, dolphins recognize themselves as individuals, are culturally involved, can understand language and abstract concepts, and are thought to even consider the future.
Such a remarkable thing is often such a curse.
I pity you, sea mammal.
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Unlike the knife you used.
Date: Feb 23rd, 2011 4:39:39 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Provoked.
Music: The Queenstons - Outsider
This is ripping me to shreds.
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The moon gives me permission.
Date: Feb 10th, 2011 4:26:42 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Embracing.
Music: VAST - Pretty When You Cry
I was but a butterfly.
And then I discovered what it means to be a butterfly, and what it would ultimately mean to change that. And so I did.
I grew, and I changed, and I morphed, and I split. My wings were no longer wings, but ferocious claws. My antennae? Now fangs. A beast I had become, and would forever be.
Until I met you. Tamer of the creature I had transposed into. You designed and structured this cage for me, you fed me, you cared for me, and you loved me.
I am but a butterfly once more.
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The deep end of my head.
Date: Feb 7th, 2011 1:19:03 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Flighty.
Music: Edward Maya - Stereo Love
Some days..
Istarttalking
andIdon'tknowwhentostop
andmymindjustkeepsracingand
Ikeepsayingstupidthingsthatdon'tmakesense
andupsetyou
butIcan'thelpitbecausemybrainisstillcomingupwithshit
andIcan'tfocusandIfeellikeIcan'tbreathe
butIstillkeeptalking
becauseIcan'tstopthinkingallthisshitatthesametime
andthenItellyouandscaretheshitoutofyou
andIhurtyouandmakeyousad
whichonlymakesmefeelworseintheend
butIcan'thelpitbecauseyoulistenandnoonelistens
soitmeanstheworldtomeandIneedyousobadinmylife
andIwantyouforaneternityifit'satallpossible
butIdon'twanttoscareyouawaywithallofthis
becauseI'mtryingreallyhardtogetbetter
butIdon'tevenmeanhalfofwhatIsay
becauseit'sstupidandnonsensical
andIdon'tevenwantit
andIdon'tevenknowwhyIsaythethingsthatIdo
Ijustcanthelpitsomedays
becauseI'mastupidgirlwithastupiddream
butI'mgoingtofuckitupifIdon'tstop
soI'mgoingtohavetostoprightnow.
I hope you understand.
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To watch the stars all night and talk with you..
Date: Feb 3rd, 2011 8:57:45 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Disillusioned.
Music: Jonny Telafone - Doomed In Love
My heart aches for the most minuscule of reasons.
But I lie awake at night thinking about them.
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Take your time to trust in me.
Date: Jan 25th, 2011 8:56:51 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Discouraged.
Music: Agnes - Release Me
I wish I could be your remedy..
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First things first; I'll eat your brains.
Date: Jan 17th, 2011 12:47:20 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Settled.
Music: Azrael - Lupine Sixty Nine
I want to revel in your scent.
I want to lick your limbs.
I want to nibble on your extremities.
I want to taste your skin.
I want to bite down on your genitalia.
I want to drain you of your conception.
I want to swallow your synovia.
I want to devour your tissues.
I want to absorb your vital fluid.
I want to feast upon your core.
I want to gorge on your mind, and all of its wonders.
I'm a motherfucking monster.
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I can finally see,
Date: Jan 7th, 2011 4:52:35 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Relieved.
Music: Owl City - Butterfly Wings
That you're right there beside me.
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Your sighs harmonize with mine.
Date: Jan 7th, 2011 2:54:43 pm - Subscribe
Mood: A little let down.
Music: Owl City - I'll Meet You There
From across this flourishing meadow I can barely make you out. But I know, strong and steady, there you stand amongst the grass beneath your exalted anatomy.
Outside of my reach, my eyes design you to my imagination. My mental Matisse delineates your glorious extremities with dazzling highlights and naturalistic hues.
Upon your divergences are your fruitful passions. I am persuaded to believe that they are all mine. There are so many, and I find myself so thrilled. Some are large, some are miniature. They all bear individual pigments. Brilliant blue, ravishing rose, entrancing emerald. All so succulent. So luscious.
As I begin to approach, I realize that your contour is slowly coming into view. My eyes widen with excitement, and my step quickens.
Only, the closer I get, the more your colors are beginning to fade, and your leaves are withering.
I fail to understand, and it is painful to endure these thoughts.
Please don't let me go. I desperately need you..
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Nothing is like before.
Date: Jan 5th, 2011 7:11:14 pm - Subscribe
Mood: One of abysmal adoration.
Music: Utada Hikaru - Simple and Clean
The habitual rushes of blood into my cranium are ever-so invigorating. And yet, I have never wished for my life to end so frequently before.
Like the Spanish moss that drapes itself over the Oak trees creating a forlorn scene, my reason is plagued by gloom. My elation is flooded by the repugnant. My delight is swallowed by the contrary. At every possible escape, I find myself in more desperation than ever before.
But there are those moments when I have never been more joyous in my entire life. And I would risk depression for all of my remaining days to keep them coming.
There are those moments when my soul sings so loud that it could be heard from the next block. There are those moments when my moans of pleasure are so passionate that they could be heard from the next county over. There are those moments when my laughs are so mirthful that they can be heard from the neighboring state.
There are those moments when my heart is pounding so hard that I bet the world could feel it, if they just stopped for a second..
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