I feel there is something here now. It is new, and I cannot say that I favor its presence. This.. cloud over us. This secret desire that I do not share. I am afraid it will ruin us, because it is a path I will not follow, or control.
My mind is racing. Stabbing pains to my heart and head, I cannot take. I stand up, and I fail to see. Everything becomes dark, and I almost fall. Stop. Everything's alright again, for now. I wish this would stop. Please.
It seems to rain everyday now.