I'm having a problem.. And I'm not sure how to go about fixing it.
It's becoming violent.
There is so much resistance, and sometimes, I don't even feel as though I have the strength to stand. There is so much pressure, at times. It makes me feel weak.
But I have nothing, and no one, to depend on. It's my responsibility, and I know this. Sometimes, though, I suppose, I just wish someone would be there to help me up, when I can't find it in me to help myself. Those times, like today, when I just want to sleep, so as to cease the thinking process.
I have trouble depending on anything, anymore, in that supportive manor. Not even him. Because he's different. He's morphing into someone who I'm becoming increasingly frightened of. He doesn't pick me up, as I do for him. He simply helps me to the ground.
I'm not sure what to do.