The deep end of my head.
Date: Feb 7th, 2011 2:19:03 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Flighty.
Music: Edward Maya - Stereo Love
Some days..
Istarttalking
andIdon'tknowwhentostop
andmymindjustkeepsracingand
Ikeepsayingstupidthingsthatdon'tmakesense
andupsetyou
butIcan'thelpitbecausemybrainisstillcomingupwithshit
andIcan'tfocusandIfeellikeIcan'tbreathe
butIstillkeeptalking
becauseIcan'tstopthinkingallthisshitatthesametime
andthenItellyouandscaretheshitoutofyou
andIhurtyouandmakeyousad
whichonlymakesmefeelworseintheend
butIcan'thelpitbecauseyoulistenandnoonelistens
soitmeanstheworldtomeandIneedyousobadinmylife
andIwantyouforaneternityifit'satallpossible
butIdon'twanttoscareyouawaywithallofthis
becauseI'mtryingreallyhardtogetbetter
butIdon'tevenmeanhalfofwhatIsay
becauseit'sstupidandnonsensical
andIdon'tevenwantit
andIdon'tevenknowwhyIsaythethingsthatIdo
Ijustcanthelpitsomedays
becauseI'mastupidgirlwithastupiddream
butI'mgoingtofuckitupifIdon'tstop
soI'mgoingtohavetostoprightnow.
I hope you understand.
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