And If I should Fall..
Date: Feb 3rd, 2007 7:43:06 am - Subscribe
Mood: Uncertain
Music: Blur - Coffee and TV
I hear it from the inside. The cursive, yet fluent echos of raindrops against my cheaply screened-in window. But my most anticipated part has yet to come. The luminescent streaks that call forth the roars from the heavens are most soothing. At night, to lie in bed and give eye and ear to such a storm is oddly comforting to me. I rest better during those nights than any other.
Unfortunately, though, the storm has just come to be, this morning. I had not the great opportunity to listen to it during my repose.
Last night was all but tranquil. My body was fitful, and my dreams were agitated. Maybe, though, this storm will imbue with me the placidity that I've longed for, lately.
For the most part, my character is one to be tender and affable. But as of late, my mind has been flooded with waves of grief from what seems to be every possible direction. Though, I cannot bare to deflate this balloon with contradiction. I simply must grow from this, and maintain optimism. And to receive something as seemingly trivial as a smile makes it all the more lucid.
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