jpazzles Aeonity Blog

Trapped in hyperspace.

Wed, 18 Jan 2012 22:59:26 -0600

Every night, as my muscles repose, and my breaths relax, and my perception clouds, I begin to lose my grasp. And in that moment, I envision the most monumental of things. But in the morning, nothing.... Read More

Brisk breeze, and snowy trees.

Sat, 07 Jan 2012 04:06:56 -0600

What am I thinking? What am I thinking? What am I thinking? I'm thinking that I just found a snowman that sings and dances up here. He's big and tall, and he decorates pines. He glistens and shines, with his big carrot nose. His buttons are soft, and his snow is packed tight. Garland is even strung at his sides. I hope that it is just as en... Read More

Insomnia.

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 22:43:06 -0600

Like an enduring, somber reverie, every day plays out the same. I wake up, I eat, and I sit. When it gets late enough, I take a pill, and wait to fall asleep again. And once more, I am awake to continue this endless habit. I feel as though everything around me is moving, and I am still. Everyone is loud, and I am silent. Why do I thirst? ... Read More

Biological rejection.

Mon, 26 Dec 2011 13:04:55 -0600

I wanted to watch something grow. I wanted to give life to something beautiful. I wanted to take care of something I loved. So I bought a shrub. It was miniature, and rather quaint. I watered it on the days that I found it to be dry, and I combed its leaves for foreigners. But as the days passed, my shrub did no longer satisfy. So I bough... Read More

Close to love.

Thu, 22 Dec 2011 23:53:30 -0600

I miss when we were too young to be different from one another.... Read More

Formalities.

Fri, 16 Dec 2011 12:23:06 -0600

If I could characterize the perturbation in my heart, I might be able to experience relief and satisfaction. Alas, my strings are snapped. My vena cava is pinched. And my atriums are obstructed. But how do I say that effectively? How can I convince you of how rueful I am? How can I assure you that it wont happen again? How can I relieve ... Read More

Brainfreeze.

Mon, 12 Dec 2011 12:44:59 -0600

So, it's sort of like summer. The earth, glowing in the deluge of the sun. Bathing suits are walking past, accompanied by sunglasses and the like. You can even make out the globules of sweat forming on heads. The wearers run wildly for the sweet felicity that is the ocean, on such a sweltering day. The air itself is baking in this fever. Except,... Read More

And all the pain.

Wed, 07 Dec 2011 02:32:15 -0600

We must be surveying two separate portraits, because the one I am looking at is not a pretty picture.... Read More

See me.

Thu, 10 Nov 2011 01:41:04 -0600

I strove so very hard to be this perfectly docile, subordinate, and nurturing creature. Yes sirs, no sirs, thank you sirs. But, alas, my knees are weak now, and my heart is heavy with sufferance. I find myself no longer able to support the weight. It is as if I am dragging a ship behind me, through the sands of Arabia. A ship full of elephan... Read More

Do not disturb.

Sun, 06 Nov 2011 22:30:55 -0600

Every evening, I fall in love. Goodnight.... Read More