Your boyfriend is Spike.
Who is your Buffy boyfriend?
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wow updating! i'm a nerd. and an uberdork i may as just be wearing those really icky geek glasses. ew. and yeah...i'm pure...sadly. and i miss the internet, and i'm regretting how i reacted to something about a few months ago. i'm having second thoughts. ~raye...(i want to change my name to that...) |
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yay the week is almost over. this week was like wow. my daddy is coming up tomorrow to spend some time with me...i'm kind of nervous...is that natural? then on saturday i have to hang out with ben...and apparently he has things that he's holding against me....like the fact that i asked him why he wasn't taken...when what he did was really sweet...i was just being nice damnit. and last night i talked with him, and it was natural, and easy, and it just was there. i can't explain...but you know the comfortable feeling when you talk to someone who knows you so well...wow... and this song has been playing in my head all day. the end of an anchor- dashboard confessional. i love that song so much. i'm also really just not all the way here right now i guess, mostly because last night was just so WOW. oy. i need a boy, someone that i don't know that i can grow to know. i can't stand destroying friendships with a relationship. especially with really good friends. like you know who. ok...i'm done. |
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Who's seen Jezebel She was born to be the woman I would know And hold like a breeze half as tight as both eyes closed Who's seen Jezebel She went walking where the cedars line the road Her blouse on the ground where the dogs were hungry, roaming Sayin' wait We swear we'll love you more And wholly, Jezebel It's we, we that you are for only Who's seen Jezebel She was born to be the woman we could blame Make me a beast half as brave and be the same Who's seen Jezebel She was gone before I ever got to say Lay here, my love, you're the only shape I pray to Jezebel Who's seen Jezebel Will the mountain last as long as I can wait Wait like the dawn, how it aches to meet the day Who's seen Jezebel She was certainly the spark for all I've done The window was wide, she could see the dogs come runnin' Sayin' wait We swear we'll love you more And wholly, Jezebel It's we, we that you are for only i couldn't resist...i don't know what it sounds like, but i like the lyrics. |
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things have either been going really well or really really terrible. ~friday i hung out with my dad. that was fun. i can't believe that we have that much in common, and although it was awkward at times it was worth it because i was getting to know my dad. ~saturday i worked, and that sucked ass, because it was really early in the morning, and i just couldn't handle it at all. then i came home and i went to fever pitch with my family that is falling apart. i then proceeded to go over to ben's and we watched a couple movies, and that was completely awkward...hands down. i never want to go through that again. i just have that complication of him thinking that i want to go out with him, because i don't want to. its weird. so fricken weird. ~sunday, i got to sleep in and then i cuddled with my mom. i never get to spend time with her either so it was nice to spend time with her even if it was in the morning at a very early hour....10 but still...gimme a break. i worked then i blew off my homework because i was so pissed that these little shits came through the drive-thru and said "you have great minnesota boobs" that really pissed me off to no end. so then after i decided to blow off my homework, i watched desperate housewives and grey's anatomy with my mommy. its like our sunday ritual. and its great. that was my weekend, and honestly as much as i liked some parts of it, i am so glad that its over. i mean really. there is only so much a girl can go through. and tonight i get to stay after school and do crew stuff for the school play. it should be pretty interesting...like this morning when i got hit in the boob with a koosh thingy...that was awful suprising...and the hug that lasted forever...god, it was my boob, it has padding, and it was a squishy thing that hit it...it didn't hurt that much, but the hug was nice...umm...nevermind... and then, i'm still wondering about what will happen in a month when you know who comes home. things were so great when we were together, i felt loved and needed, and desired, and i loved that feeling. and i miss it so much!! but there are so many thoughts racing through my head i can't hardly concentrate everything is making me dizzy i just want a balance and a sense of purpose in my life is that too much to ask? honestly, quit giving me grief and cut me some slack i'm doing all that i can do in a world where its not enough i need some time off time to contemplate my end alright alright alright... Jes |
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